alohaaaaaaaaaaaaa :) its been days since i blogged. woooo.like wats up? NOTHING BODOH. ive been rotting at sch. doing FYP. *YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNS* yeah.like in 5 days, i came back for 4 days. bt well. IM GLAD, fyp is kinda over nw. heh. pls dont let us come back to render again those scenes. I HATE, HATE, HATE waiting for the scenes to render. and OH MY, look at the huge spaces it takes. ma gawdddddddddd.cant stand it lah. for once i thank god my harddisk crash if nt, cnfm there's not much memory ah. ok ENOUGH!. anw, tday might be the last day of doing stuff for fyp. pls pray that evrythg is fine. everyone is tired alrdy. yeap.as the time goes bt, one by one chow. left me n peixuan at last. watched an indon ghost movie at utube. ahah.omg. i didnt knw my shouts could shock a person terribly.hahaha. pei xuan was issed off wif me cose causing her heart attack by shrieking.haha. ohwells, cant help it if its scary right. hahah. and hey. its 31st of dec alrdy. well, dosent makes a diff. w...
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ahh.where did i stop. today's tuesday.so fast seyy. in less than a week, it would be 2011~ *shrieks* and with graduation so close, im still unsure what im gg to do after graduation. that is if i graduate.haha. i better be man. anw, work was oh-kay. hmm, sunday was no-show again. ohwells, that is my pattern alrdy. work hard on saturday, cabot on sunday. haha.who cares. been gg bugis to study at lib. and always end up gg hme late. hehe.bapak aku always marah aku seyy :( tu pon msg je.haha.balik time, senyap. nw tts good. :D fyp is good. yeahh, rendering period right nw. OMG, i so HATE rendering. it takes a FREAKINGGG LONG PERIOD OF TIME TO FINISH. and well, i just rendered a 2 min plus of 3D. AND GOD, i start rendering at 8pm last night and it finished at 6am today! and of course i didnt sleep all the way. i have to make sure my com wont crash, or the charger getting burnt or what. haha.goodness. that is only 2 mins. mampos! on monday, went back to sch again. boooooring.hehe. kk dah ...
yaww its alrdy fri. thrusday was spent at sch again. this time, i was so early. so not me. anw yeah, we are progressing alright. bt bad thg is, we have to finish before sch reopens. cose faci wanted to showcase our works at rp open hse. hisy, sngguh tk perlu. anw did work till 4 plus. before heading off. gah, i so hate staring at the com te whole day. makes me sleepy u knw. lage2 tngh lapar. nk buat keje pn cm malas. bfore gg hme, fareed chatted wif me, and decided to meet me since he was so bored in camp. idk what makes me agree. maybe i was so tired of saying no. and i said yes. he came 15 mins later outside sch wif his bike. oh hotstuff.haha. mcm biasa ah bbl. then dgn muka temboknyer, i asked him to bring me to bedok. i malas ahhh. he agreed :)). tak biasa aku naik motor ngn lelaki yg ku tk kenal. bt he's an exception, cose iknw he is a gd guy. heh. dia pakai helmet lage, since idk hw to put on the helmet. SUNGGUH MEMALUKN PLS. along the way at traffic light, we chatted for awh...
i feel so sucky. mst imptly i feel so USELESS. haish. as a daughter, i cant do anytg to help the family. since my 2 bro's are useless and cnt be a help to the family at all, i jst dont knw what to do. sedih giler ah. when i listen to my mother actually asking my big bro to lend some money. LEND U KNW. nt give. i pity my mother very much. VERY. i jst gt to knw, he sold his free camera for $400 bucks ++. and well, he just cant even part $50 to my mother. LEND SOMEMORE.NT GIVE. perangai SIAL siak. said money is alrdy spent. like all? OMG. who cn spend that much money so fast?! cant u even spare a thought for the needs of the family? abeh pandai, tkde duit, kt mak jgk ko pege. dah besar, tk pakai otak. bodoh nak mampos. anak lelaki lage. boleh mampos aku pikir psl ni dua ekor. yg besar, KEDEKOT NAK MAMPOS.pemalas nk keje. yg kecik, kurang ajar, keje tknk stick to one.tknk dngr kata. boleh pengsan aku. kalo aku bnyk duit, da lama aku kasi kat mak ah. tak heran ah kalo aku tkde duit. hai...
ok, i must blog this. ive been having weird dreams for the past few days. there's one time, i dreamt that I ACTUALLY ride a bike! like motorcycle! omg, so cool lahhh. i was riding at the road. this is a great dream. ok ystrdy, i dreamt that i resign from my mcdonald job. resign or sacked. idk.haha. the reason is becose of my fren. k no need to tell here. then i dreamt one of my fren DIED. sad like hell. dreams are weird. gosh.
HEY. its alrdy tuesday! yesterday, went to sch to do some fyp. yup.loser alright.haha. planned to come at 12pm. bt i end up reaching at 1pm! tskkk.bikin malu company. blame my brothers for swicthing on the tv. kk, so reached there, did some work. and well2, awin managed to finish her rigging w/o her trying to kill herself and all. haha.itu berkat kesabaran nak.aha. then after fyp. met hamizah. i give up on her alrdy. always come late. moga2 tuhan berikan dia cahaya supaya dia tk BUAT KWN DIA MENGAMOK by coming late! had a last min plan of gg karaoke! giler.haha.3 jam plak tu. bt well, i enjoyed myself. except that 70% of the choice of songs are all MALAY EMO SONGS. BORING BOLEH NANGIS type of song.haha. all hamizah choose. GOSHHH.when she sang those emo songs, i was like yawning away. haha.nvm let her enjoy herself. the rest was okayyy. singing was aweful.i mean mine. and hamizah kept burping at the mike. sumpah it wasnt a nice thg to hear. especially when the burping was so amplified....
hey baby u so fine, u so fine u blow my mind! hey MICKEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. haha. okay whutevuhhh. like i said, fri caboted, saturday went to work. for 4 hours only! i loike.haha. before they could asked me to extend, ive alrdy run off. bt i swear, its very scary walking at the dark alley alone at 10 plus. like seriously sey. NO ONE AT SIGHT AT ALL. :( so i walked as fast as i can. even faster than the speed of lightning. heh. hamizah worked till 6am! OMG, SHE GILER ALRDY. i 10pm, cn faint alrdy. she cn tahan till morning.haha. duit nyer psl.ni anak ni eh sanggup.haha. sun, worked from 9 to 2 pm. extended 1 hr, jst for that sinah kentot's sake. haha.then head off to her crib. lepak-ed at their hse till 7 plus. slept for awhile.fuh enak.haha. k dah tu je. k byebye! ... i jst wanna hug u all day long. it just felt great. iHEARTyou.
NIGHT LIFE. haha.awesome! hanged out wif wahidah, wirrdah n hamizah at bugis ystrdy. went to sheesha. they sheesha-ed bt not me.haha. apparently, i cared for my health.haha. yeah, sheesha-ed until like 12am plus. then we head off. yeah, in case ure wondering, i skipped work.then hanged out till morning. HAHA.omg, ni gegerl dah fierce ah.heheh. then camwhored along the bugis lane. haha.slenger sak satu2.haha. sat on top of other people's vespa and all.haha. fun uh. then since it was 1 plus. all of us were tired. me n hamizah head off to slp at wiirdah's hse. sleep till 5 plus. then me and hamizah, caboted off to bedok, at mc, and went home. god, im so sleepy ah. and i still am. sheesh.heh. okayy, later gg to work. YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. klah bye. anyway hamizah coloured my nails red. omg, so hot cn. aahha.i look so out of place ah pls. haha.kkkkk.bye.
AT LASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. i watched harry potter and the deathly hallows part 1. hehe.always like this.i end up watching the movie i love best LAST.when everyone's finished watching and all. haha.ok man. the show was oh-kayy. erm, it wasnt that great as the past movies. idk, it just lacks of substance. the whole movie is just too gloomy. tk suke i! lacks the appearance of cute guys! :( tts saddening. and dobby died! sighs.touching moments ah.even though dobby looks kinda ugly,i wouldnt mind having him around me helping me when im in danger. sweet right?! ehehe. anw yah, bedok point just opened. and WOW, no MOVIE THEATRE. SO SAD OR WHAT. dissapointing. a lot of food there.tts all! u cn see bedok people becoming obese smday.haha. okaylah.till here. sakit perot ah. NO MINYAK KAPAK, BCOSE someone REFUSE to return it back to me. sheesh.haha kk bye lovelies. nk terberak.haha.
wadafuckkkkkkkkk. i sakit perot like hell lah . :( benci ahh when evry month like this. other pple okay only. my one ah, like takley angkat lah the pain. all i wanna do is golek and golek until i either feel hungry or i need the toilet. hisy.perangai. anw, sch hols is coming, and yeah, no holidays for me. sad! i couldnt even rmber the last time i went overseas for hols. sedeh, sbb tkde duit nyr psl. takpelahh.ni smua dugaan tuhan.must bersabar.eheh. other thn tat, im worrying abt fyp. ergh.asl nk buat je, ade je yg distract aku. gt a shocking news regarding someone. haish.kesian dia.bt well, kalo nk buat business, tlg buat secara halal. jgn nk mkn duit org. hidup tk slamat. i hope the news is nt true. or else, she might be gg to jail. tsk. insaf beb.INSAF! and tt goes to me too.hehe. okay yah, people. aku no mood. bt aku hungryyy! nk mkn chocolate nyer waffle pls! anyone? toodless
YEAH BABYY BOO! ive passed my pd! goodness, all the hardship of completing it. all the harddisk crash ive encountered. all the redo-ing ive done. all the researching ive done. ALL! all the tears ive cried bcose of pd(ok ni bedek). oh wells, i did it! alhamdulillah!! (praises to god!!) :))) yeah, im gg to build on my portfoliooooooooooo. thank u god! thank u frens! a pat for myself for nt giving up! weeeeeeeeeeeeee~
dear blog, i dont know why, but i feel kind of sad. yeah sad. sad becose of ..idk what exctly. actually a lot of things, bt small things. bt when small things get together, it becomes kinda big. so, yeah, bugging me. :( haish. bt well, as long i got h alongside of me, ill be okay. thanks! love u luh.:)
OMAGAWD. DONT EVER TRUST HALIMAH AND HASINAH WHEN IT COMES TO SUPRISES. turn out to be a CRUEL SHOCK!! haha bt yeah, thank u korg for the awesome food! and the t-shirt! hehe. and NO THANKS to the FYP PLAN, KUNYIT&TEPONG ATTACK seriously!tk perlu. omagodddddddddddd i reek of kunyit all over. and my hair feels all scratchyyyy! u 2 will get it back someday! muahaha
HAPPY 19TH BDAY TO ME! HEHE. gah. im old alrdy. bt well nvm,people will still ask for my IC, and keeps on saying, well well, "are u just 12?" anw, for the past 19 years, my life's good. loving it. cnnt complain too much. mst BERSYUKUR. ALHAMDULILLAH SYUKUR because god had given me the chance to live to see the world! *sobs* hehe.and yeap, make me open my eyes to see such wonderful friends i have. no kidding. special thanks to my bffs! hamizah&deavi. awwww love u guys for all uve done. even though pecah rahsia, i still love u 2 for all the suprises. hehe.and all money spent. whn it comes to me, IM SURE THE MONEY IS NT GG DWN TO THE DRAIN. ahha. i sure enjoy the skating with u 2. looking at how pathetic deavi is trying to skid one side to another w/o her nt screaming and falling. and hamizah, very obnoxious, skidding around so freely and encouraging us ah konon.hahha dosent works for me since she's just distracting me! hahah.anw yahhh, fst time skating fr me.heheh....
