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SO HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY OMG, I, SO HUMGRY...  I FEEL LIKE FAINTING LIAO

I have been fasting for 2 days already. heheeeeeee. alhamdulillah. if not for the support of my bff here, i'm sure to give excuses to not fast or to break my fast. haha. ya allah, kuatkn iman hambamu ini.. anw, yesterday break-ed fast at ARNOLD. omg, i can eat arnold every day and not get sick of it. haha. the chicken is just too unique to be true. love the taste when it touched my tongue. omg, nw i feel like breaking fast already. haha. i hope i can get used to fasting, because the holy month is almost near!!!!!!! WEEHOO. i hope i can pay back all my debts last year soon!. xoxo.

OMG. THE VICE PRINCIPAL TALKED TO ME JUST NOW. SO AWKWARDDDDDDDDD. but well, i dont really care who i talked to, i just talk normally ah. so, i dont know whether i appear to be rude or not. HAHA. OMG la kan! goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. okay, i need to watch some movies already. haha. byebye!

Harlow!! yesterday was a fun day. Me, hod and 2 other kids went out after school hours to attend a workshop at Ngee Ann Poly. apparently my hod signed up for another video competition yet again.. Depressingly up to now, me and the team have not clinch any award yet. after like 2/3 competitions already. i feel like giving up already. sighs.. anw, I was so embarrassed with the kids. they are sooo enthusiastic. that is ok, except that they kind of talk too much nonsense! Haha they were working in groups, and so, our school and 4 other kids from 2 other schools merged to do an activity. something like storyboarding. and one of my students go on and on, talking abt aliens and all. I mean, I saw the look of the other students, they were clueless! hahah. And their teachers- in- charge were smiling and all. Me and my hod were like so red in embarrassment! Haha. dont know where to hide our face already. but anyhoots, I'm proud that our school kids were very open an...

its Monday people. :) this boy here is so cute! mcm pencuri sak amek gmbar tu pasal dapat side view je. haha. klah bye. hee

why bieber? why?? those tattoos are UG-LEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. soon his whole body will be covered with ink. me no likey likey. :( STOP IT K BIEBS. LAST WARNING if you're reading this. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

“My heart is at ease knowing that what was meant for me will never miss me, and that what misses me was never meant for me.”

THE FINAL ONE. NONSENSICAL REALITY SHOW. JUDGES MEREPEK AUDIENCE MEREPEK CONTESTANT MEREPEK. I THINK THIS WHOLE SHOW IS A WASTE OF TIME AND MONEY. haha. marah eh. but seriously cerita yang tk bermutu. klah bye. tmrw work. BUT THIS WEEK IZ THE LAST WEEK. then JUNE HOLS baby! hehe. Alhamdulillah!

  Thanks Deavi for the Collage! hee. Meal at Penang Place. OK, idk the name, but it was Penang something. hee. mcm sweet kn aku! haha Me learning bahasa arab. I want to learn badly so that when one day if i go Umrah or haji (insya allah), i can understand what those arabs are talking about. hehe and also so that i understand when I am reading the quran. Learning bahasa arab online. hee :)) very difficult to remember,  otak dah karat lah wei! but nvm, must practice. they say practice makes perfect baby! xoxo.

Whew! What a long weekend. it feels so good. Haha. when it feels like Sunday, it's actually. Saturday. hehe. met dearest Deavi yesterday. hehe.wanted to go cycling, then decided not to, bcose it was hot hot hot! then, planned to watch movie, but we missed our timing. haha. at last,we had a sumptuous meal at a fanciful restaurant. the best part is, it is actually affordable. we had like a course meal. but the plate was small! pathetic much. Haha we talked about things,and catch up with each others life, it was nice while it lasted. :) pictures will be up soon. blogging from phone katakan. klahhhh have an awesome day ahead!

Yesterday was my cousin's engagement day. heehee. she was so preety, and well it was a joyous occation. insya Allah, her engagement will lead to a happy marriage. amin :)

I am fed up with myself. I am really a letdown. To myself, to my friends, to my religion and esp to god. idk what I am waiting for, I'm like almost 22 now. I need to chge for the better already. seriously I have make up my mind, I'm gg to start wearing tudung already. start covering myself, start being a true slave of god. but the thg is, I'm the type that is afraid of changes. I'm afraid of how people is gg to look at me and all. I have to remove thT thought frm my mind alrdy. dear god, plz open my heart and mind. give me your guidance, show me the right path. don't let me go on with life with tons of sins with me. I need courage dear god... xoxo. your humble Slave.

i took halfday today. accompany the sick girl to the clinic. well she wasn't exactly sick la.but for mc sake kn. Haha i totally hate the Toa payoh polyclinic. the waiting time is horrendous!!! nx time i shud really bring a sleeping bag and sleep there. Pfft. anw after visiting the clinic, went back to bedok. and finally after much consideration, i decided to agree with karaoke-Ing with hamizah. shud see how happy she looked after that. Haha. Sang quite a lot of song, and nw my throat feels so sore. haish. Haha. both of us really did well as duo. i can see how our voice tonation combines into a melodious sound. it felt almost magical. hahaha ok anw, I'm considering recording an album after today. haha ok lah, its night time already. take care u allz. :)

Islam is simple; :)

Oh btw, out of curiosity, I've been researching a lot of where to get perfumes that smells like baby powder. or anyth soft like baby smell. haha. i badly want to smell like a young kid again. i don't like smelling old.haha k there is no such thg. but if there is any perfume out there smelling like baby powder or smtg that smells like a kid, do let me know okeyy. :)

Miss Zarifah Miss Syarifah Miss Syaqirah Miss Syahirah and etc. so hard to remember my name meh! perhaps my name is unique. Hihi. all this annoying names that pupils had been calling me esp those smaller kids. gah. I can't be bothered to correct them. haha. I have no topic to talk abt today. so that is why I'm blogging nonsense. haha. anws, I can't wait for June holidays!!!! woohoooooo. time to enjoy the calmness and serenity of the school. hihi. And yeah, I'm kinda not looking forward to gg to sch SIM for the second sem. MLS siaaasa. Hate the long journey! and anws I'll be gg bck to acp office on Thursday. hopefully they it is good news. Hee k bye. nights u all.

Contentment makes us full. :) Alhamdulillah. All praises to god :) Dear HOD, Thank you for everything. you're the best I've ever had! syukur alhamdulillah dapat boss baik. hee.

Pain makes you stronger, Fear makes you braver, Heartbreak makes you wiser. ...

With legs to take me where I’d go. With eyes to see the sunset glow. With ears to hear what I’d know ~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~* Oh Allah, forgive me when I whine. Everywhere, in all our lives, these are His signs

Gosh. u're just so good in everything that u do. Surely i could not compete with you. i wish i had your brains. .. i feel stupid now. lesson learnt. WORK HARDER. TALK LESSER.

If u need a friend who is polite and nice all the time, then its not me. I dont intend to hurt anyone. But if u have not provoked me by calling me that name, then perhaps i wouldnt have shouted. Ok fine i was acting like one. I shouldnt have. Tts my mistake. If i say im not. Then stop calling me tt name. I hate that. That isnt just a word. That is an impression. I hope u understand how affected i am with u calling me that. Sighs. maybe i shud just stay away frm u. maybe its just best to be alone. Take care. Bye..

Care too little, you will lose them. Care too much, you will get hurt. #true story

When the heart overpowers the mind. Which one will u listen to?

Sigh.

Dear mother, You worked too hard. I wish i can give u a better life. I wish your sons can start providing rather than trouble you by asking for money. I swear if i have sufficient money to support the family, U will be at home. Just be the queen of the house. I hope u stay strong. I will try and make u proud no matter what. Love you.

Feast ur morning with an annoying video of myself. hehe

hehehehhehehe for the first time in my life, i would be featured in the Company's monthly magazine baybeh! LOL!ahhaha. no need to photoshop my face here and there alrdy. hahaha, omg, proud moment pls. LOL

; Islam is beautiful! I must force myself to fast. always niat2, then at last never fast. haiyoo. iman lemah liao. haiz.

Let's just feast our eyes looking at this delicious array of food. dang! am i like hungry right now. CRAVING for LJS BREAKPHAST! SOMEONE PLS. PRETTY2 PLS.. BUY ME ONE OF THIS. I DONT CARE WHICH ONE. :)

Good Morning!! Look at my table. WHAT A MESS. and the surrounding. omg. this is what u get if someone is busy working. CHEY!haha.

omg.im so bored. i think i can blog up to 10 post today. have ntg to do right now now now. haha. anws, my manager called me up ysterday. he is so annoying. he would call, and wouldnt even introduce himself. and i thought mana nye jantan telipon aku.haha. anw, he called me up to tell me that. he set an appointment with the higher management to see me! OMG. LIKE WHUT. and he wouldnt tell me why. so right nw, im wondering if i have done any sin or break their work law. blah3. i might get sacked today man!. OR. on a positive note, MAYBE i am getting a PROMOTION. HAHAHAHA. omg.omg.omg. now i am excited.hahha. klahklah. im so bored la nw. k byebyee :)

A learning journey here at FTPPS. haha. omg. no joke. DO NOT MESS AROUND with this girl.haha. she will throw u arnd like what she did to these innocent furnitures. haiz. sad story she has. broken family. no parents. stay at a home. and had learning problems. see.  poor kid. i blame her parents for leaving her. she just need someone, someone for her to be with. love is a powerful feeling. someone just gotta step forward and do this job. ...

Inspired by Iron man. I hereby present IRON ZAFIRAH! heeee. :)

If you're a horse. just fart when a human is behind you. lol deavi!! hahahahhahaha.

If you have a lovely smile... flaunt it. hahhaha. horsey love!

If you arn't cute, dont act like one. hahahahhaha. love korg!

If you aren't a pro. dont act like one. hahahah. ;)

BAKING DAYS. I spend my 2 days slugging in the kitchen. hee. omg baker in the making pls. but pls people, i am rising in a very slow speed. haha. haiz. i wanted to bake red velvet, but my mom was more engrossed in playing fb than watch my beautiful red velvet cupcakes!!!!!!!!!!! nk nangis pls. and it came out. B-U-R-N-T. i tried to look positively. at least the cream cheese eliminate the burnt taste. nk cry pls. haha.drama betol. anw, i tried baking chocolate cupcake. the bottom cake was alright. it wasnt burnt. but i quite dont like the choc topping. i bought a choc meant for baking at the supermarket. should have bought like a cadburry choc or smtg. but it was expensiveeeeeeeeeeeee. but anw, for me it was okayy. gave one of my cup cake for trial to hamizah and khidir. they dont like it! :'( haha. klah, they just dont like the choc on top. nvm, i will not let u guys taste anymore. HAHA.TKLAH. I will improve on it. and todayyyyyyyyyyyy. i baked cream...

Dear Bffs, The photos are  A LOT. i have collated it into a video. BUT the size was toooooo big. and I'm not waiting for it to upload. heee. so, i will probably burn for you 2 in a cd okey? when i see u , i will pass it to u. when the CD is ready. hee. :))

  We reached at the RESORTTTTT.wee! Our triple bed.. The hut views. When night falls.haha Fireworks.weeeeeee! Our travel mate! Light sabers.haha. Hotel.  Day 1. 

Hungry Kids. Delicious Ayam Penyet.  Taste was good. The price was like OMG.   I so hate Singapore Ayam penyet. Just the price though. hee Praying for Mr Robson. Came out Positive! haha. Good for u deavi! gy-gy-gyiomi modelssssss. Happy kids!haha Our pakcik tour guide. Yummy models. Tour to the Temple. Awesome sight here. :))