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2013 My vision for 2013 is simple. i dont want to write all those ridiculous to-do-list. cause i will end up nt doing anythg. hahah. anw, my hope for 2013 is for me to become more pious. haha.seriously. to be more closer to god. stop talking rubbish. be kind to one another. not hurt anyone, physically and mentally. to achieve somethg for myself. to gain some skills/knowledge for myself. and yes, be a better someone. hopefully, i will be able to do all this. 365 days. insya allah! and hopefully, everyone is hoping to do their best too. new year, new start, new resolution. okay HAPPY 2-0-1-3. MAY ALL OF US BE BLESSED WITH GOOD HEALTH, WEALTH AND HAPPINESS. amin! :)

How much we have grown. haha.omg. seeing the old pictures really makes me kind of embarass. i keep asking to myself. omg, is that me?? HOW AM I GONNA FACE THE WORLD, IF MY PAST PICTURES WERE TO BE LEAKED OUT! haha. ok enough drama. i miss being young, back then we were so innocent. see the picture on top. haha. esp the 2 of the bffs. no make up whatsoever. so pure, so clean.hahah. and when they grew, eventually, they evolve to be vain make up pots. hahhaha.jkjk. i see not much diff to myself. except my hairstyle and yes, ive start wearing long sleeve. i think its better. because my hands look like a pair of branches. haha. ok shut up. and yes, as i get older, i feel more cooler than ever. rebonding my fringe and stuff. ok whatever eh aku. haha. i miss the kental days man!!!!!!! haiz. i love u guys to pieces

I dont understand. It's like becoming a trend. I dont understand how couples, not married are allowed by their parents to go holidays together. what is this! kalah org ge honeymoon. what are these people thinking? have you forgotten what your religion taught you? i am plainly disgusted. jagalah maruah. cinta yg sebenarnya, bukan cinta yg berlandaskan hubungan yg haram.. tapi cinta yg berlandaskn Islam. ..... campurlah dgn kwn yg baik2. campur yg buruk, yg baik pon boleh bertukar buruk.

Went to my nenek hse yesterday, and right before we went home, my parents and my grandparents were like discussing abt how much it would cost to pay for a cook for a wedding. omg.wasnt i shocked!!! it can get as high as $14,000 and as low as $6000. the lowest is like $6000!! and i have barely $60 IN MY BANK. haha. such hard times. anw, that is just cooking. what abt the pelamin and everytthg!!!!!!!! OMGOMG. i have just decided to make my wedding as simple as possible. i dont even want to have a persandingan under my block. i think marriage is so much memorable when it just short, simple and sweet. and importantly, not owing anyone money. IMAGINE, HAPPILY MARRIED, AND THE NEXT DAY, U HAVE TO WORRY ABT YOUR DEBTS. tsk. bt thinking again, this is the 21st century. people are gonna talk if the wedding is too simple, or way too grand. that is life. no matter what, people are just gonna talk. i wonder why people have to spend so much on weddings...

OMG.MALU NYE. what was i thinking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i just leaked to my HOD abt my pay. haha. ok it goes like this. i was talking with the general office people during lunch time. and then they were talking abt shortage of manpower there. and being kepo, i asked lah how much the pay and such! haiz. and guess what! their pay is much higher than me! how annoying. i am still fed up with my company for nt having a raise in my salary. cmon la. im like underpaid can. for a diploma holder! and guess what. i was actually considering to work at the general office rather than teaching!haha. omg. wat was i thinking. but well, it isnt so bad, it's jst admin work here and there. and i have my own workspace. tts the plus thing for me la. and the pay. is 100% MINE. ergh! then, idk what i was thinking, i went to talk to my HOD abt this. HAHA. i wanted her opinion i see. omg, i was so nervous, i keep saying NVM, NVM. then at last when she finally got what i wa...

my oh my! its been donkeys years since i last blogged! hehe. been busy with god knows what. i've been feeling sad this few days. firstly i was so into watching channel 8 drama at youtube. and the shows are so so so touching. i feel like crying. really.ku rasa begitu sebak di dada. haha. anw, i had an awesome time catching up with channel 8 old dramasssss. hehe. and after that, i read up a malay novel book. and it was way way touching too :( why must they die??? whyyyyyy!! k dah..melebih plak. hehe. and what else. oh yah! my laptop charger is spoilt! AGAIN. THIS IS EXASPERATING. i cant rmember hw many times i bought new chargers so useless all this chargers. haiz.waste my money only. and yeah. nx wk,sch reopens :( ah! i m gonna miss holidays. i will enjoy the last bits of the hols. before all the monsters came back! haha. klahhhh. im lazy to blog.dont knw what to blog abt anw. ok take care allz. byebye.

EH OMG.OMG. AWESOME. SINGAPORE JUST HAD AN UNEXPECTED GOAL FROM KHAIRUL AMRI. AND I WAS FEELING SO OFF because Thailand had an equalizer. and Amri just came in frm nwhere and shoot a goal. my gosh. so exciting. hopefully Singapore wins today's match. ROAR. SINGAPORE. ROAR Lets sing the Singapore Anthem. SEMANGAT MOOD ON.

And I would hide my face in you and you would hide your face in me, and nobody would ever see us any more. :)

:( Today marks the end of all training. gonna miss my colleagues! we barely see each other besides training.. and yes, its just bad that we didnt even knw each other's existence until there is such training or gathering. anw, i had a great 2 weeks of training. adobe excel, i passed the test! WEE. alhamdulillah. even though just passed. i think it's smtg to be proud of because it is just excel. who likes excel anw! haha. and after excel was joomla/moodle. that one whole day squeezed for this 2. i didnt think i learned much. bcse well, i came late and missed a lot of joomla. and moodle was way too complicated to understand in a short time. alahhh.it's nt complicated la, bt i just must knw where to navigate to find what i want. haha. and the nx day was Photoshop! i think the 3 day lessons was quite long and draggy. BUT WELL, THE GOOD THG IS, I LEARN SMTG NEW! haha. i realised that i can do animation at photoshop! how awesome!haha. then it was mic powe...

    Awesome huh! haha

   

PAIN. IM DYING IN PAIN. THIS CRAMP IS ATROCIOUS. OMG.

  MAK NYAH IN DA HOUSE! SIAK LA HAHAH

Poster design Time travels..  Photo Manipulation Cloning.   :P  

    Learn the basics today. I have no comments about the trainer. haha. im just doing my own thg here. lol. boring lah..   ok anw, no comments bcose teachg photoshop is nt an easy job. ok.haha.   ok. byeee 

astargfirullahalazimm. mengantuk nye. and im straining to keep my eyes open. dah la duduk depan. cis. haha omg.jgn tido. jgn tido jgn tido.

sighs. i wonder how much more i can take. u are changing slowly. slowly, but the change is obvious. hate it.

Birthday. Ok at last! been trying to update but smhw i always ended up doing smtg else. haha. anw, bday was great. finally i got to go to the Underwater World. I've been dreaming to go there since i was small. and my bffs brought me there. thanks guys! gosh. how it excites me looking at the big fishes in the big tanks. *open mouth* and some other creature in the seas which i dont even knw existed. see. the fun of knowing wildlife/sea creatures etc. oh yes, we went to Sentosa. did many things there. Underwater world. The spinning thing. The one that goes high on top. and i can see the city's view. splendid! we did some new activity too. i fgot the name ah. it was scary the first time, bt when we finally get hold of it, it was actually quite fun! (yeah right) hahah.a lot of screaming involved. That comes with the activity.haha. what else eh. watched the dolphin show. was fun tooo. yesyes. im nt sure if its that all. seems like i have short term ...

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At last. time to blog. Wed- Fri, Was busy with Excel training. wasnt really busy. but i busied myself flipping through the pages when there was ntg to do. haha.chey. anw, fri was the test itself. and alhamdulillah! I passed the test. sadly enough it was with the help of friends arnd me. so i wasnt really using my brain. haiz. and i just passed! haha. horrible. i prefer the test to be done formally. like with no help given. and evryone doing their own test. rather than havng people surround u. it's really nerve wrecking to have people standing behind u. i cant really think u see. giving support lah. which is good. bt they might be wrg! who knows kan. but nonetheless i passed. by 0 marks. haha. 1 wrg click i would see a FAIL :O anws, nvm, its nt the mark tt counts. its the necessary skills i gained during the 3 days course :)) another Mic Cert to come! weeeeeeeeeeee^^ ok till here babies. bye!

I feel like crying already. haiz. i've never felt so broke in my life. and it's jst more depressing that the amount of money i gave my mother this month is so shockingly low. like 100% of my pay is gone. and yes, i regret for not saving in the past. and nw, im struggling to meet ends meet. really. i think the time had come, to PUASA SUNAT. haha. im thinking of taking part time work. but i fear that i might overtire myself. sighs.................................... i wish education dosent cost too much.. ________________________________________________________________________ Sorry *Insert my name*, Please hold on. This will be temporary.(Will not last more than 8 years)haha.How comforting. This period of time, no shopping whtsoever. No eating in fancy restaurant. Just buy a loaf of gardenia bread and a packet of milo will do for breakfast and dinner. (Note that i skipped 2 other meals). No more taxi. This means, the bus better not be late, or more pre...

Yo! this is most exasperating. Having excel training.gah. its nt my way of spending my hols. its been 2 days since ive been here. acp new office. and i miss gg to my sch already :( hehe.drama. anw, yesyes, excel training is sure boring, buttttt i understand, what entertainment is there at excel? i braved through the boredom storm. and i end up here. haha! okok. i think i will blog soon. its super quiet in here. and im my typing can be heard quite loudly. haha ok tc everyone. bybye

oh my. what did i eat. the pain is excruciating. thank god. just happened to take 2 days off from work. is it the milk shakeeeeeeeeeeeeee??? haiz. i will refrain from drinking tht first. feeeels like stomach poisoning i tell u. it so feels like the worst of the worst of my menstrual cramp. ei.and my stool are all watery and my, i cant imagine the smell. okok. i shall refrain frm giving out top secret information here. haha. anw yes, its my bday todayy!!!!!!!!! FINALLY. gosh. i say every single year. bt really, come to think of it. OH NO. 2012 is ending soon. so far it has been a great year. no stress from studying because its oblivious tt im nt into any school. no projects. just work and work. bt working with kids are okay. just better than adults. so, life is all good here. :)) alhamdulillah syukur. anw, yes, my bday. FIRST. i thank god for giving me life for 21 years. It has been fulfilling with ups and downs. what is life without any challenge? (...

Hi December! Time really flies this fast and right nw, it's already December! cepat seyy :( and before i knew it, January would be here, and yes, school reopens :( nvm, wont be sad nw. ill save for those dramatics sadness later. soon to come. hee. anw december went fine. went to nenek hse on friday. omg. AFIQ IS SO SO CUTE NWADAYS. ok updates. 1) he can walk, run etc now. 2) he understands what we're saying! 3) and the way he laughssssssssssss.OMG. *MELTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* CAN I STEAL HIM PLEASE. he is VERY SMART for a 1 yr old kid. i bet he's going to be one highly intellectual kid when he grows up :) sayang ko afiq!! :)) oklah. im off for the day. shall update soon babies. xoxo