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Dang. U knw what is really irritating? Bunches of screaming teenage girls. Gahhh. Grow up u little girls! Have u all lost the respect for urselves? Screaming like a bunch of twats, Jumping arnd like spring cushions. Sighs. Ur places are at home. Go home pls. #so annoying. HAHA.

And 360 or 365 days has gone by. How fast the earth has actually revolved. Getting older and older huh earth? Hee. Anw. No new year resolution. As usual, i dont do thgs i say. I can only hope for the best. Yeap. No comments abt 2013. I pray that the following years will bring more meaning to the word life. Meaning to the word happiness Meaning to the word love Meaning to the word success. I only want all this 3 aspects in my life. I pray that in all odds, i will stay strong no matter what. Whatever that i will go through in future, Insya allah i will not give up on myself. I aim to be a better slave to god. A better daughter to my parents. A better friend to my friends A better colleague A better someone. Insya allah. I made mistakes and it makes me a more matured person intellectually. Hehe Forgive all my wrong doings. Cant  be pleasing anyone. No one is perfect. Happy New Year you allz! Ok i wanna see the fireworks later. Heheh. Bye. .... ...

To be honest, Im just tired of all this drama. Hard to say. But we'll see how it goes. If it can be salvaged, then thank god. If not, Oh we'll just see.

So excited! Nak shoppinggg I cannt be bothered with the fact that im broke. So embarrassing ystdy. I didnt even have enough money to buy my grandmother a purse. Haha. More embarrassingly, me and my mother combined, its nt even enough. To think that the purse is only $40. Haha. Shucks. No worries nenekku syg, Even though ur cucu is very very broke. I will go to other means to get it for u k. :)

Omgggggeez. I made a hamster playpen for my bro's hamsters!! Hehe.apparently I cannot stand looking at how miserable the hamsters are in an ultra small cage. 2 adults and 4 babies in a cage is very crowded alrdy. Its ok nw bcose the babies are still small. Wait till they get big. Omg. Im sooo excited. Anw yes. I created a small area . An area with walls. Goshhh. How annoying.  Even with walls. They can climb their way out! How terrifying. Anw I have braved myself to carry them. I have to anw. I almost freaked out when the hamsters are out of the cage. Like in the open. They dont bite laa. Cute little things. :)) Anw I am so excited for my hamster playpen project. Right now. There is nt much stuff inside. Ok. When the playpen is almost ready. J will upload a pic. Home made playpen. Looks kinda ugly . Haha Who cares. As long as the hamsters can run arnd freely. Oklah byee

Dear god. Im in the verge of depression. Everythg does not seem right. Give me the strength to carry on. Let me see the glimmer of hope in myself . The times are hard. The days looked dark. ... Stay strong#

My my. Look at you scream. Look at the amount of torture u were put through. And now think. If this were to be deemed cruel, Then why the exception of animals? Are animals heartless? Are animals emotionless? Are animals nt living things like u humans are? The only difference is animals can't talk. Are u waiting for animals to miracely start talking only then will u stop? Can't you hear the yelps of pain? U are the human. U have the brains. Power and greed is all it took to make u all inhumane This test is a great one. U all deserve to feel it. No sympathy whatsoever from me. And. Yes before I buy any products, I will make sure it is free frm animal testing or anytg to do with animal cruelty. Make sure u do too.

Thinking of changing my blogskin. it kinda looks dull. i miss those old times, spending hours or days looking for the perfect blog skin. smtg that represents me. wanted to create my own  blogskin. BUT the sight of all the messy codes does not excites me . haha. nahhhhh. not gonna spend my time doing codes. poly days are over babies. haha. no reminisce. anw holidays are ending soon. HOW FAST cn this be!! so unbelievable. anw, i cannot be anymore happier. lonely days will be over. not mentioning spending my days alone in the lab, with all sorts of noises. grr. and tomorrow, my TA will be back! finally. i cannot miss him. bcose he is married. i just want him to be somwhere near me. at least if there is a ghost, i have a friend to run with. HAHA. since dia pon pengecut. and tmrw will also be christmas eve, meaning half day tmrw!! WEEE. and yea 25th is holiday. :) and then back to work. omg. my blog post is getting boring and boring-er. nothg to talk abou...

CRAZY GUY. HAHA. but at times he can be annoyingly sweet. heh.

When i think of you, I don't know what to do. When will i see you again? I miss you like crazy. even more than words can say. I miss you like crazy. Every min every day.. imy. imy imy imy like crazy.

Stupid body shop. Stupid humans. I wonder why animals must be involved in creating products. Such crooks. Avoid buying from this shop. tsk.

I bring the word Sexy to a whole new level. HAHA. Perasan much pls. Muackz! ;P

Omgosh. How ridiculous. Someone actually created a grp and added the whole school staff. Just to talk abt buses. What bus to take and what bus nt to take to KL Omgoshhh. Hahahah Really?

Let's play with 3D sketch up! hee. I hated 3D like big time. but its fun to create things. Presenting my own microwave!!hee and now, ive created a kitchen. more like a part of kitchen. :)

When the world pushes you to your knees, You are in a perfect position to pray. ;) ......

OH MY GOD. THIS IS UNBEARABLE. THE PAIN IS EQUIVALENT TO 10 MONTHS OF PERIOD PAIN. OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD. I CAN CRY A RIVER NOTHING HURTS MORE THAN PERIOD CRAMPS. OMG. I FEEL SO FAINT. HAVENT EVEN HAD FOOD. TOO WEAK TOO PAINFUL TO WALK ANYWHERE. AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm selfish, impatient, sometimes a little insecure, I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times it's hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best.

On sat morning, everyone of us went down to my mom's stall to help shift all the things, and to prepare the stall when school reopens. so touching. my 2 brothers are as involved as me in helping my mom. hehe. Jeng3! my mom's stall. she is selling all those western food. such a waste that i do not inherit my mom's talent in cooking. ok, at least i can bake. erm right?  haha Before (left)  & After (right) I'm glad that it is almost done. Can tell that my mom is excited having her own stall. I pray that her business will be a hit. insya allah. and no worries, the money that was burned in buying all the equipments and everything will be recovered soon when profits starts coming in. insya allah. All the best Ma! Semoga berjayaaaaaa!! :D

Pictures (15/12/2013) - FISHING TRIP TO ECP :))   Karaoke! Polaroid! Presents! Thank you sweethearts :)

I think life is short, Call me crazy but I feel like taking a cleaner's job ah. I wanna feel, feels what it feels like to work as a young cleaner. Haha. I feel so happy when I get to clean smtg. Until people say im suffering frm OCD. pe jee. Haha Kalau dpt keje part time kan best Oklah boleh consider . Hahaha.omg pls

Ok  a proper update. Started the day off meeting my 2 fav people on earth!. and AS USUAL, someone just have to come late. anw nvm its ok, because she turned up with this ultra large camping bag. and goodness i thought she was running away from home. haha. turned out, it was a tent inside. haha. lol much. after breakfast we went ahead to bedok jetty. had a rough start. everything was tangled up. my reel got all tangled up. omg, i regretted buying those small hooks. dangggggggggg. arnt they painful when my fingers got hooked on it. and yes, im still feeling the pain. SAKIT BENOR! Since i was busy, i forgot to even feel the pain. CHEYWAH. haha. anws. deavi and hamizah tried to learn how to use the fishing rod. wasnt much of a success. but at least, they knw how to throw the reel inside the water. haha. anw PLS STAND LIKE 100 Metres away from Hamizah when she is gg to throw the reel in. GOOSHHHHHHHHHH. I kinda freaked out when one of the hooks got hooked to my NE...

What a failure. Haha. Today's date with the fishes end up horribly. Caught no fishes. Haha. Ohh nvm. It was WORLD'S FISHES DAY anw. So its understandable that the fiahes are out for meeting somewhere. Just not the jetty though. Haha. Will blog more later. Ok. Byeee. Ps. Get well soon :(

:) i love myself 

Music video.. hahaha.boring la

Wet days.. I just wish I cn fly home and cuddle with my pillows. Couldnt sleep the whole day of ystdy. And now im feeling a bit exhausted. I hope tonight I will get my sleep. Gotta make warm milk with honey.  Mmdap! K babai.

My gosh. Reading fb is like reading a first hand newspaper. Annoyingly the riot news goes on and on. Sick and tired reading news, comments whtever. U people never stop questioning. Questioning the gov, the police, the foreign workers. Questioning every single thg until the point that its gtting really annoying.  Blame the gov, but does the gov cares? Nah. Blame the scdf and police for arriving late? At least they did their job. If ure so brave, go out and maintain peace urself. Blame the foreign workers?  When shits happen, you condenm them. When they did sometg commendable, you didnt even bat an eye.  And ure all gd at is sending people home, why dont take up the cleaner's job? Be a constructipn worker la. If not just shut up pls.  Nothing is perfect. No one is perfect.  The gov is just pucked up.  Shut the hell up and make a wise decision in the next election. And stop all the flipping pratas. Stupid.  ...

Ya Allah, You are my reason why, Even in pain, I smile; In confusion, I understand; In betrayal, I trust; and in fear, I continue to fight! :))

Perangai gemok sia. ok, sometimes im a bit contradicting. just before i post this, i talked about limiting myself to buying food outside. andddddddd.. i just ate 2 packets of chicken rice just now. and i think only 80% of my stomach is full. HAHA. PLS. It must be the raging hormones. I can feel my period coming. haha. Such excuse eh. oklah mls la nak blog. K BYEE..

http://www.halalrc.org/images/Research%20Material/Literature/list%20of%20halal%20and%20haram.pdf OMGGGGGGGGGGG. Since i purchased something that happened to be NOT HALAL, (and i deeply regretted this) i decided to go and do some more research. turn out, there are WAYYYYYYYY TOO MANY FOOD that are not halal. like the burger king's buns. OMG. to think ive been eating BK burgers. and also there are loooooooooots more food that has haram ingredients. Crafty bitches. ERGH!!!!!! starting from now, i am going to train myself to eat food AT HOME. eat HOME COOKED MEALS. no wonder people got so many penyakit. ERGH. PISSED OFF.

Ok people. Fun's over. I cant believe I actually facebooked until 1 pplus am to keep myself updated. Haha. Anw well im glad the rioters got caught. I really hope these foreigners realise that it is a BIG MISTAKE to make a HOO HAA in Singapore. Yesterday's riot was an opportunity. An opportunity for them to let out whatever hatred they have with the gov. Maybe the living condition.  Maybe the pay. We cant be really sure. But I have a strong feeling that they would  not go to this extend just bcose one of them got hit. There must be smtg supressed in them waiting to be let out. Singaporean in other hand, is all talk and no action. I would not recommend violence. Maybe a peaceful protest will do. Haha. No matter how brainless these people can be. We can take home one lesson. The togetherness in them. How united they are. Singaporeans are just ignorant brats and cant be bothered to do anythg when smtg bad happened to their fellow Singaporeans. Rubbish much. Unit...

Dinner with the gurlsss. Had dinner at manhattan fish market. Gosh. I hate the food there. Not up to standard at all. Ordered a pasta. And it tasted like crap. Not nice. Library food is soooo much better. Talked and talked for 2 hours or so. My gooshhhh. Haha. Updated on each other. Shared our plans and goals. Cheywah. Haha. Cam real eh. Thanksss for the bday gift. Heheee :)) Lotsa lovess!! Hee. ...... And on a random note... Somewhere in little india. We have a riot! How exciting. Never saw or experience one before in Singapore. I think we shud have this more often so that the government can just open up their eyes and see the outcome of their decision in bringing in foreign talents. Hah. And yeah. Let this be a lesson to all too. If u assault people, get ready to have ur ass kicked. Bt in this context, those people are too much la pls. Hope u all got caught and enjoy sitting in jail. This kind of behaviour cannot be tolerated in Singapore. Stoopid. ...

haha. my brother is sooooo RUDE! how can he compare someone's face to a Ninja turtle's face! haha!

I received 2 terrible news tday. Bff's auntie passed away. :( Stay strong okey. Condelences to u and ur family. Lots of love.  Xoxo And my Bff at work AKA my T.A was robbed today. Im glad he is okay. He is at Philippines btw. He lost all his documents. Must be hard on him. May be recover all his belongings and yea, pls be safe. Hopefully he can return to singapore even if he lost his documents. :( .... Dear god,  Pls protect us frm all harms way. Amin..

Satur-date Pizza Hut Finally visited Bedok Mall. Boring. its the same old thing. and depressingly there is no MOVIE THEATRE!!!!!! APA NI!!!! what a disappointment. never will i step my foot in there anymore. cheychey. haha.cam real eh. anw i saw a particular shop that sells cardigans LOTS OF THEM OMG. IM IN LOVE PLS. and jeng3. i bought like 5 cardigans!!!! hahaha.omg pls slap my face! horrible me. but they are sooo soft, and so nice. i cannot resist not buying them. the next pay, im gonna buy the rest of the colors. heeheeeeeee~ oklah. anw i visited SPCA on friday haha. there were lotsa dogs big big dogs. damn scary pls. thank god for the cages. lol and i went over to the cats dome. cats area laa. alalaa cutee2 cats over there. there were not many kittens. nak bawak balik pls!!!! but the most beautiful kitten was chopped already. aiseyyy. i spend like almost an hr in there. haizzzzzzzz. i want a...

Ahh. I feel feverish.

Eicks. I wonder if grown up men knows that it is inappropriate to wear short pants or whatever that shows their hairy legs. Euw much pls. Cover up la for goodness sake!. Ok in a random note. Shoutout to Tommy, I MISS YOU MEOWSEY!! Balik rmh plssss. :( Shud have given tommy my blog link. So he can read my sweet posts abt him. Hahaha. Nonsense eh. K byee

Before I forget... My mom finally has her own stall!! After being mentally and physically tortured by working as a stall assistant, finallyy my mother decided to step up and be someone I can be proud of. Hehe. And of course being own boss has its own risks. Esp financially. I freaked out when I see the long list of what to be bought. No worries. Insya allah.if there is a will, there is a way God's willing. May my mom be a successor. And of course all of us will root behind her. Im planning to take like urgent leave and help out for a day to see and experience how is it like to work under this kind of environment. Exciting pls!! Oklah. Nk sleep alrdy. Nighty nights!!

Let's do a wrap up for today! it wasn't that bad afterall. I just happened to be a bit emotional. hehe. sorry, i think my period is otw. lol. anw, it wasnt a waste of leave afterall. whilst the family and bffs are out working, i was out with (yours truly). jalan2. i got some make up gifts. (errrrrrrrrr ok) haha. tiringgggggggg. haha. but well, it wasnt a waste of a day :) heee. went home to chill for awhile. and then met the bffs. that was after a period of squabbles. well, every time there's a birthday, there must be a squabble. i think that is a trend ah. anw, yes, finally we all decided to meet. hee. thanks Deavi for being so ever patient! she was always the mature (YEAHHHHHH RIGHT)one trying to fix thgs up.hehhe. then we ate at some cafe. i fgot the name. the food was very expensive a plate of food that costs more than $15. omg, i can choke pls.  i can list down a long list of foods i can buy with that kind of price. anyhoots, dosent m...