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friendship. :) being your bestfriend was the greatest thing that ever happened to me & hamizah. though time to time, our friendship was really tested because of lack of time for each other. But well, we all managed to overcome this hurdle and look where we are now! hehe. Im very very glad you and hamizah managed to become bff after what happened in sec sch! AHAHAHA.epic lah korg,fighting over me. bt now,my life is never that perfect w/o you and hamizah. honestly. whatever happened, i really hope we 3 will not fget each other.:( such special bond we all had. anw, yeapp, for ur 20th bday msg. i really pray all the best for u for your future sch! SO sad we cant be schling tgehet.hehe. bt i knw u will make it big someday. study hard okay! i pray u find someone worth loving. do not rush. the right one will come at the right moment. :) other than that, i hope life will be better for u in time to come!.haha be more mature ookay!!hahaha. we ur bff loves u to the max. any prob, u knw we...
DEAVVVVVVVVVVVI BDAY! at last smthg to update!heheee. so midnight we suprised her with a cake. haha.okay anw before tt, i was at some mosque idk where. WOW, so big and awesome la the mosque. so we had maulidur rasul. hmm, it made me realise smthgs. I need to make a chge to myself. i dont want to keep any hatred towards anyone anymore. just wanna be a better person in the eyes of everyone and esp in the eyes of god. :) insyaallah:). i love umat nabi muhammad! i dont really care abt justin bieber or wheoever, nabi muhammad is really someone worth loving and i just want to have his sifat2 kenabiannya. I LOOOOOVE YOU ALLLAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I LOOOOVE YOU NABI MUHAMMAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOOOOVE YOU MY PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU MY SADARE SEISLAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS, ISLAM OR NOT!!!!!!! HEHEH. FORGIVE ME K IF IVE DONE ANYTHG WRG. WHATEVER IT IS, I FORGIVE ALL OF YOUR DOINGS. PAST OR PRESENT. :) wohkayy. back to deavi's bday. sooooo, hamizah m...
WOOOOOOOOOOOO. long time no updates!. *shrieks!* LETS JUST DONT BE LIKE ONE OF THOSE BLOGS CATEGORISED AS DEAD BLOGS. haha. hint2. look to the left. HAHA. anywayyyyy, i didnt update, because there's like NOTHING TO UPDATE. yeahhhhhhh.booooooring lah life. no sch. nthg to complain. no work. ntg to complain also. BUT i want to complain abt MONEY. i bet its a topic IVE BEEN ALWAYS STRESSING ABT. later u all bored hw.haiya. haha.anywaysss.erm ape eh. see nthg to blog ah. tuesday lesson wit ustaz was very SHIOK. he so funny la, i like.haha. i think ill be sad if his class is like OVER. haha.erm.dah la. tts all to update.hehe. life's dull la. hehe. update soon with erm more exciting news? haha. k bye!
what a week. heck, i dont knw what's happening bt i am NOT me for the past few days. im MOODY. my emotions and moods are all over the places. I AM in NO MOOD to smile or joke around whatever that defines me. I didnt reply any msgs from the guys. answer calls whatsoever. mcm nak mengamok non-stop sia. sighs. must be the cramp. MUST BE. i went to orchard the other day for interview, and i was TRYING MY HARDEST nt to look like a zombie. my back hurts, my stomach hurts. bloody pissing me off because there's no seat at all. _|_ and during the interview, i looked like i want to pass out any moment. ERGHHHHHHHHHH. terok dari org tngh mengandung sia. every small thg would make me flare up. im gnna avoid gg out with my friends. i cnt promise if i can stop myself frm getting mad over smthg small. until im back to myself. they probably wont miss me anyway. okay peace off.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *SCREAMS AND PULLS HAIR* i feel like puking already. ive eaten nthg but egg and bread from morning. then i was sprouted in bed till afternoon. can't do anythg much with the HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRIBLE pain. i knw i a bit kecoh. BUT, EVERYTIME I PERIOD AH. I FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TERRIBLE. MCM NAK MAMPOS SAKIT DIA. NAK TIDO PON SUSAH. was sweating so much!!. haiiyaaaaaaaaaaaa. im still in pain! CANNOT TAKE IT SIA, some idiot just called me to go dwn to orchard for interview tmrw. i dont even knw wat interview this is. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I HOPE I FEEL BETTER BY TMRW. k bye.
tuesday OMG im so happy today. because i managed to do whatever i wanna do today :)) heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i got to borrow BOOKS TOOOOOO! hahah. its like a DREAM COME TRUE!. i tell u eh, like want to cry sia if i got nthg to read.haha. sadly, hamizah still dont trust me when it comes to me holding her lib card. haha.ohwells, i cant really blame her.haha. she ah, MUST START TO LOVE LIBRARY if she dont want to hand me over her card. everytime ah go lib with her, she cnfirm rush me! NO INTIMACY WITH THE LIB AT ALL! :( haha. nw i spend like less time at the lib.haha. okayyyyyyy2 enough. and i went to darul arqam after that for some religious studies. today the ustat macam extra funney.haha. I LOIKE.haha. i must find a husband like him ah.haha. when he talked abt the greatness of sex, i cn totally sense the excitement in him. hahaha.mcm sesak nafas ni ustat.hahah. suka i.hehehe oh yahhh.goshhh i MISSS gg to perdaus for ugama lessons. last time i would complain for the 3hr ugama session. ...
sunday okay. sunday was spent with both my bff's. i suffered from severe stomach pain in the morning. thus, i feel soooooo sucky and cranky. like so lazy to do anythg. anw met them and we headed dwn to ECP to cycle. hehe. AH. love it when my feet cn get off from the ground.haha. i prefer cycling than walking ah. dasar perangai babi eh.lol deavi cycled so SLOW!haha. even when me and hamizah tried to slow down to let her go fst, smhw in seconds we would get ahead of her. haha!. i think her leg like jelly ah, cnnt cycle properly.haha. jk!. stopped near jetty. lepaked one corner and we had a hearty talk. so long since we talked and teased each other.heheh. :) yupp.after ecp.singgah to mosque before eating at teh tarik. im home nw! 8.30 oi i reached hme! the fastest possible timing so far. haha. okayyyyy. happpy weekdays guys.hehe. _________________________________________________________________________________
saturday. what did i do eh! i fgot.hehe. ooh yahhhh. stay home staurday. idk if gg out at night is considered still staying home saturday. haha. so, initially wanted to have dinner with deavi, but soon after we headed down to bedok reservoir because apparently many singers are down there. taufiq, hadi, sleeq and all. so arnd 8 plus we reached. sleeq was singing. ahh.hot lah the duo. bt yah, i wasnt that gugu-gaga over them. then hetty koes endang went to stage. i think her voice is too high ah. haha.mcm annoying when she sang at some high notes.haha. and deavi so rude, yawning awayy. and cursing the singer to berambus from the stage. haha.kurang ajar. then alias kadir went up!. OMG, he is so hilarious! i think he's worth watching the show. sarah akilah was up next. idk lah, bt i dont like. mcm step ah her face. me n deavi blah after hadi started singing. fed up ah because of my mom msging me. i ran all the way home siaaaaaaaaa. stress sia. haish. tts all for saturday.:) ___________...
OKAY UNIVERSAL STUDIOS UPDATES!heheh. so, yesterday marks the day WHEREBY MY DREAM TO GO TO USS FINALLY CAME TRUE! haha.after listening to pple brag abt hw awesome USS is, i finally gotta have a chance to experience it myself. BUT WHUTTTTTT. it comes with a price of course. i thought all of us are gg to pay full price and all. ive been worrying abt money issues. BUT when the day came, POOF, miracle lah seyyy. wahidah's fren's bf gave us like voucher tickets and 40% discount and all. THANK GOD FOR THAT! haha.this is what i call a good samatarian. god bless u my child.ahah.alhamdulillah!. anw, yah, reached there arnd 10 plus am. lots of people are already queing up. we got our tickets and went on to suprise sinah cose this is her advance bday suprise.haha. HARD SIA to suprise her.haha.she and halimah like flying cockroach, keep dissapearing here and there. annoying u knw.haha. sooooooo, after that we headed in. OMMMMMG.HOLLYWOOOD STYLE. I LIKKKKKKKKE. hehe.and there's like di...
adapted from a teenager's side of view. which is ME.haha parents? sometimes i really had no idea what is going on through their head. No wonder teenagers really had problem communicating with them. and i am not spared. I dont understand why they forbid me to do something that i want to really do. i wouldnt say it here. anw i am not that stupid to ask for ridiculous stuff. bt what i am asking is nothing, compared to what other teenagers want from their parents. looking at my friends parents, they are totally cool abt it. no shit about it. this is what i call understanding parents. sometimes i tried to reason out with them, but before i could even finish my sentence, my mother would scream at me. wth is this? bloody nonsense right. its just understandable that i dont really talk to them if im in trouble or in need of advice. yah, not that i dont want. u make me to. and when else can i have a bit more freedom, fact that im already 20. quit treating me like im 15. ergh. parenting tips....
sighs. we're drifting apart. well, msg like only once a day, just to say just "hi". sometimes he goes missing for 3 days. bt it turn out he dont have prepaid money. stupid, the least he could do is tell right. bored la. i dont need another part-timer in my life. come and go just like that. u either come and stay or just GO. dah lah, im not bothered anymore la. i miss my friends. maybe they are busy with other commitments or busy with other friends. im just waiting for the day i would be forgotten. ergh nvm. fget itttt. bye.
hello.its wednesday alreadyyyyy. i need to go to te library man. ive run out of books to read. oh anw. yah.i received letter from the lib to pay the $25 fine over the lost book. hahah. knw what the irony is? the title of the book is "lost and found". and what happened was, the book was really LOST, and UNFOUND. haha.that's what i told my mother la. apparently she didnt think it as funny. and i got a earful of screams from her. haha.yahhhh my fault lah, lost the book. HEHEH. okayyyyyy.i slept so soundlyyyyyyy yesterdayyyyy. ahhh i love it.hehe bt i still feel weak all over. ergh.i dont think i cn eat maggi anymore. mcm want to barf up ah. okayyyyy people. have a nice day. byebye
i got nothing better to do. so i checked the meaning of my name. HEHEH. check this out. zafirah : Yang berjaya; yang mendapat apa yang dikehendakinya. :). HEHEH, I HOPE SERIOUSLY MY NAME REALLY MAKES USE OF ITS MEANING SOON. HEHEH. zafifah: pengantin. HAHAH. i think its kinda ridiculous to have pengantin as a meaning.hehe. no offence to all the zafifah's.haha zainab: sejenis bunga yg cantik dan harum. :) my nenek. zainah: perhiasan (my makcik. no wonder she like to hias herself) zaitun: sejenis pokok zaitun(my makcik) zainun: perhiasan (idk counted as my mom's name or nt. my mom is ZAINON) zaid: pertambahan,kelebihan (my pakcik :)) amin: yg dapat dipercayai, gelaran rasulullah saw. (HMMMMM.*THINKS HARD*.haha) abdullah: hamba allah (awwwwwwww my father.) aidil: NOT FOUND.(kesian pe.haha.bt i knw gt meaning la). ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ check this name out. zuhdi-(a boy's name btw) kebencian pada dunia, dan kegemaran kepad...
My father claimed to be a computer savvy person. and when i asked my father to press f5 (refresh button), he actually press "f" and number "5" together. HAHA. COMPUTER SAVVY EH?HAHA. and i opened for him youtube. he typed in at the search area. after that, he just stared at the laptop. waiting for smthg to happen i guess. and i said "picit enter lah!" hahahahah. bapak aku. bapak aku. :) __________________________________________________________
WOW, i cn surely imagine myself muching this piece of chicken. the aroma, the taste, the touch. all 5 senses of mine acting up when i see this piece of arnold chicken. OMG!. so depressing. i've to save enough moneyy for fri to the extend that I REFUSE TO GO ANYWHERE, and reject people asking me out, just because i need to save on ez-link money, food money etc. and sadly enough, im sacrifising my meals too. morning maggi, afternoon eggs and eggs and eggs, night will be maggi again or whatever biscuits that is available. boring. i just hope i cn get enough money by then. okaylah. still feeling feverish. sleeping is my hobby nw :) hehe. and PLEASE DONT RAIN ON FRIDAY. IF NOT WASTED SIA.
ergh im so mad. but nah, im nt gnna lose my cool. boy,how i detest people who are ungrateful. i mean, the least u could do is like to talk and speak nicely ah. u dont talk rudely to ur friend even if ure busy watching tv. can talk nicely right? especially when there i was thinking for a solution for her. i dont care whether she piroritised tv rather than solving her own problem. bt it gets to my nerves when i get rude treatment when i dont even deserve it. WTH right. so bloody rude. i dont care if ure older than me. totally lose my respect towards people who dont respect others. then when i talk abt her mistake of speaking rudely, wahhhhh she ungkit2 benda yg lepas. bias ah tu ah ni ah. whateverrrrrrrr laaaaaa. mcm ah ni first time dia sakitkn hati aku. dah lama aku bersabar. cis. dah ah bikin bingit aje ckp psl ni smua. bbl panjang2 kalau dia tknk nk accept mistake dia buat ape. buang masa je.
too lazy to edit the pics. hehe. sum up, i feel GREATTTTT after cycling. hahah! idk, bt i feeel sooo happy. mcm ade inner peace lah. some more when u blast off ur radio when cycling. u knw like want to joget with the bicycle also.haha even when the rain pours, i dont mind getting drenched. i wanna dance in the rain some more. hehehe. okayyyyyyyyyyy. :) off to sleep.im tired. buhbyeeeeee
me= im a GOOD NATURED REALISTS. HEHE. READ.SOUNDS LIKE ME RIGHT? Good-natured Realists are warm-hearted, helpful personalities. They do their work conscientiously and have a pronounced organising talent. They often feel they are committed to traditional values. The family in particular is extremely important to Good-natured Realists. Their greatest pleasure is making themselves useful and taking care of other people. But they do not like pushing themselves to the fore; they prefer to fulfil their tasks out of the limelight. Good-natured Realists are real workaholics; they are very reliable and nothing is too much for them when it is a question of completing a project. Thoroughness, conscientiousness and sense of duty are their strongest points. They prefer established and familiar situations to new and unknown situations. In dealing with others, Good-natured Realists are considerate and obliging; they are always happy to put aside their own requirements in the interest of their family ...
apa nk update eh. OH YAH.IM STRESSED! nthg can make me more stressed up than the fact that I CANT USE BOTH LIBRARY CARDS. now this is so depressing. evryone knows my life depends on booooooks :( now, i owe like $40 bucks ++ before i cn borrow books. hehe, now i must be nice, kind and gentle to hamizah. cannot hurt her feelings.heheheh. if not cannot lend her lib card. :) THANKS HAMIZAH. URE AWESOME BAYBEH. MUACKKKKKKKS! okay what else eh. watched movie ysterday. because gt nthg better to do. "FASTER". WAHH. i like THE ROCK'S BODY. FUYOOOOOOOOOOO, nafsu aku pon mcm naik getu.heheh. so what else eh. yah, bought the grad robe alrdy. errrrrrr so big like tt. maciam mau alter ah. bt scared later hancor, at last cnnt wear.hehe. what else ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hahaa. nthg alrdy ah. OH YAH. BLOODY HELL. NO WONDER I HEARD NTHG FROM ICA. I TOTALLY MISSED THE 2ND INTERVIEW FROM THEM. WAHHHHH LIAOOOOOOOOOOO. SEE LAH NEVR CHECK EMAILL, UNTL GOT 10,000 EMAIL ALRDY.NO JOKE. IDIOT. GERAM PAH....
lets have a quick update. went out wif hamizah and deavi today. to sengkang swimming complex. yehooooo. tts what ui had in mind. bt when reach there eh. like pantat only. NO FUN la. except for the pathetic slides, that we have to keep climbing stairs. and i nearly drown in the water la. even though its only 1 metre. hehee. idk la bt i phobia of water coming in my ears mouth and nose. tts why ive been always been scared of swimming. the feeling of drowning is so strong. hmm. anw yeahh. played at the playground pool. sat at the jacuzzi part. then starts to rain, so we gather our stuff and blah. OMG. took like ++1 hr to get those 2 kodok ready. haiyoyoyo. then went to darul arqam for islamic session. its interesting lah.hehe.ustaz was great too.hehe. kk. im tired alrdy. i dont have my fone wif me la. i wonder if i cn make do w/o fone. ahh so hard!.. K LAHHHHHHHH. BYE.ILL UPDATE MORE SOON.BUHBYEEEEEEE. :)
sunday lepaked at hamizah's hse after they finished work ysterday. hee~ monday today lepaked at namira's hse. i just wanted to borrow her swimming costume bt i end up slacking at her place longer than i expected la. omg, i had a great time catching up with her. lama sey, tk berbual mcm ni. if other times, ill just meet her, just to pass her smthg or what. :) wanted to meet deavi in the afternoon, bt she delayed the timing until 6 siot. then what else, me and namira go rounding arnd bedok. teman-ed her go buy her shoes for her DATE. FEEWIT.haha.gatal betol ni anak.ahaha she was so emosional over some guy.haha.end up she was esctatic becose the guy wanted to meet her today.haha. stupid.haha now im at home. relax jappp. gnna meet deavi later!. WEEEEE~ :D BYEEEEEE.
