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Tried this tub of ice-cream for the first time. I would say it is a great value for money! Firstly there were a lot choices. And tt includes red velvet ice cream My god. I wonder what it taste like. I took such a long time thinking which one to buyy. And at lasttt. I went for the safest choice which is the Chocolate! Haha. Okay la. Not too bad. Because there were chunks of choc mixed inside.  Best thing go with the fatty chocolate ice cream is a bollywood movie! just nice that vasantham is featuring Om Shanti Om. I still am confused with the movie though. Haha. Gah i always have a hard time understanding complicated story lines heh o Alright . Till here ;)

Children :) The ones who never fail to put a smile on my face. Children, they teach a thing or 2 abt life. Their simple minds teaches u how to let go. Let go of the problems u face. Let go of the people who hurt u. Let go of anythg, everythg. the ones with the purest heart, yet to be tainted. Thats why, working in a pri school is smtg i will never regret. No matter how annoying they are, sometimes what they say just touches the heart plus.. A cheeky grin on their faces, a random wave thay they give when u walk by, the greeting of respect that they give, a random act of kindness by offering sweets.etc.  We have a lot to learn from them. not intellectually but in terms of how true and sincere they are. ... Anw the 2 pics are frm my little cousins. Afiq is getting bigger and smarter. He is speaking english at home. My gosh . Mat saleh in the making. He is a very smart boy. For his age. Can u believe it. He actually knws how to dw...

Worldly affairs. Fame . Money. Rank. what everyone is chasing after. oh God, Let not the worldly affairs be what im chasing after. Because as much as we chase, the further it runs away from us. Tts why, we are never contented with what we have. ... Life in 21st century.

1400 years ago. 1400 earth rotation before, a prophet was born. His name was Prophet Muhammad. and HE is the last chosen prophet. The prophet to lead us, his people to the straight path. to god. Allah SWT. And like any other prophets,they are given Mukjizat. (Something special that Allah specially provided to his prophets, to increase people's faith in believing in their prophets). Like prophet Moses (Musa), he was given a special stick that divides the ocean into half when he hits it with his stick, and of course there is more. and so is Prophet Muhammad. but one of his greatest Mukjizat that still lives today in our heart and will live until judgement day, is the Holy Book Of Quran. Quran: A holy book. A book of speech from our creator. A book that is filled with all kinds of knowledge. It is also our life encyclopedia, Everything, anything that we are unsure of, the answers can be found in the Quran. 1400 years ago and now. Things change, everything changes. Qu...

Because we are humans. and it is especially hard to get over some old bad habits. now i realise my weakness. I tend to talk according to what I feel without investigating the truth. maybe that is the weakness of everyone. when we are unhappy with someone, all you can think of is the negative side of someone. and suddenly we are judging someone with thgs that is not true. and also, i tend to do things without thinking. end up, making the worst of all situation itself. maybe what i should do is to stop talking and listen. maybe that is what everyone should do. to stop talking and start listening. "More talks will end up with more faults". That is what islam taught, and I am not applying it to myself. Gosh. what a failure I am. Changing to a better person is sure not easy. But along the way, on a positive note, I realize what my mistakes are, and try not to do it again. admitting to a mistake is a must, because even we think we are right, we can be wrong to...

Amanah ; Trust Oh my, I have to share what I learnt. It is about trust. My ustazah told me that IT IS WRONG TO CHARGE PHONE at work. Even though we are given the permission to. Because the charging ports dosent belong to us and obviously we are taking advantage of charging at work as it is FREE . hehe. the keywords are underlined. Gosh this is a big blow to anyone! i bet u too! haha. because dah biasa kan. go to work je charge handphone. Then she said, we can not take things that does not belong to us. That includes A4 papers. If it belongs to your workplace, you have to use only the amount that u need. If you have extras, then you have to return it. (OH NO!). hahah i am fond of taking A4 papers from school and using it for my own purpose :/ AND THAT INCLUDES PRINTING thgs that is not related to work. haiz. that is wrong i know. From now on, I shall start taking notice of the small things that I always do that can make (keberkatan dari Allah SWT) hilang. The small thgs th...

Because I am garang like that. and I dont care! annoying please. This particular teacher actually booked the lab for the whole year! gosh. How greeedy. I mean come on la, others also need to use the lab. Max is perhaps 1 month of advance booking. Really gets to my nerves. anyhoots, happened tht another teacher needs a lab for her lesson, then I have to go and delete his bookings when he can actually do it himself. (so much for not knowing. Know how to book, Know how to delete la). But since I am already instructed, I went ahead and delete 1 month of his booking and booked for the other teacher. But I did not do everything for themselves. This other teacher also like baby. Must book for her and all. ERGH. So, I went ahead and typed the following email as below. (Please ignore the names in the emails.) Disclaimer. Whatever i wrote in my blog, I have no intention of gossiping/backbiting behind other's back, Just to let out my frustration and for memories sake, ha...

Akhlaq : Practice of Virtue / Morality One of the greatest man who walked on Earth is non other than our own Prophet Nabi Muhammad SAW. He got the best AKHLAQ of all mankind. His love to his family, companions and even his enemies is really something we should really look up to. He has a heart of gold. He got an endless compassion to humans and animals. He treated everyone equally. He make it a must to treat woman and children rightfully. He never taught us hatred. In fact, even to our enemies. He taught us to smile. :) He taught us to greet our brothers and sisters in Islam when we see them. He taught us to be good to our neighbours, (despite the difference in religions) He taught us to be kind to our parents..especially our mother. "Be kind to your mother..." "who next?" "Your mother" "who next" "Your mother and then your father" He mentioned the word mother 3 times. See how h...

A day with the besties! Hehe And sooooo, we had a random last min meetup. Much love! We went to the movies to watch ah boys to men. (frogmen). Frankly i dont fancy watching local movies tt much. Esp when i.need to.pay for.ittt. But well nuff said. It the an awesome movie!! Even though the effects looks fake at.some.parts, no complaints because I HAVE NO AUTHORITY TO CRITICISE SMTG THAT I CANT DO. Haha. Bt the rest of the movie was entertaining, funny and emotional. All emotions in one movie. Anddd the casts are sooo hot! Haha. Someone.just cant get over Tosh Zhang. Haha. Real life Ah Beng. Lol! Overall it was a movie worth it.. And then i had to part with em.bestiesss. Bt before tt, of course camwhores. Haha. Sampai dalam mrt orang tengok. Hisy.so.malu Bt who cares? I.dont.meet.my crazy bunch.of.friends tt.often! Hehe We shud have a stayover sooonnn ok korg? Hehe. Cant wait.for another meetup with the 2 of u!! XOXO

I cannot upload photos!! Apparently, I am using a new phone. Hehe Extend my contract. At last!! What a long wait. Lol Ok soooo. My brother's phone which I was using is currently unchangeable! Ohh no. Mati liao. Haiz  Help me pls.. Ok I will update more later. This new phone has autocorrect and it's annoying nak mampos.

Came home..to find..brownie dead. The hamster who is ill is gone :'( i am so heartbroken...... But i am.glad because the last few days before he goes, i managed to spend time feeding him and bathing him..i blame myself for the state he is in.. He got a terrible infection from being bitten frm other hamsters. And i thought that he could handle it..so i left the injuries untreated...up to a point that part of his body is exposed. Like i can flesh and all. And yet i thought it would heal. I wish i took him to the vet earlier. He got a place in my heart. 2 years plus. He was the only hamster i took to the vet. Yeh. He was treated once for injuries from fight.and he got better. But now..he is gone. I am so sorry for not treating u well. I love you so much. thank u for filling my empty heart with your furry love. i would miss him running to me when i call out his name. I love you brownie :') i hate to part with my loved ones..1 gone..5 left. Rest in peace.

A person's heart lies between his tongue. If the heart is sound, the response will be sound as well. If a person's heart is full of anger and  rage, his expression will be as well. The best cure for a sick heart is to be among the good people . We will become like who our social circle are. If our friends are those who desire Allah, Knowledge and Imaan, we will as well. Find good friends, read good posts online and offline. - Wardina Saffiyah Official FB Page

Pardon my eyes for looking at the wrg direction Haha.anyhoots. met up with the long lost cousin on a beautiful day! Haha. This meetup was so random. Haha. It was a birthday treat la. i think for last yeAr? Haha. Horrible me. :) And we so we had a supposedly short dinner. bt well. Halimah is halimah. No such thg as short meetup when it comes to her. esp when we have not seen each other for so long. And so we talked and talked and talked. until it was almost 10pm!! haha. OK anw tts all for now! Pls say some prayers to one of my hamster who is ill. I hope he pulls through.. :( Even when the chances are thin.. Sad sey.

maybe 2 ..is better than 1! there is so much time to figure out the best of my life. 2 is better than 1. 2 is better than 1. 2 is better than 1. 2 is better than 1. haha annoying pls. anw, i created another blog for me and my friend. its for us to share knowledge on what we learn on Islam whoever has something to update, will update but me, being me, an avid blogger, mostly the posts are from me. hehe. it is supposed to be for the both of us, haha. but well, for sharing sake, i will just share the link. link is : zafhid.blogspot.com please do not question anything. haha.

LA TAHZAN. INNALLAH HA MA'ANA Do not be sad..surely Allah is with you. Ya Allah,  this is my first failure. and for sure there will be more failures awaiting me. i seek for your strength ya Allah..

Alhamdulillah. after a long wait....finally the result is out! and yes, I am happy! because I did not expect to get a good result. hee :) at last something i can excel in. but well, I really had to study hard for this. anyhoots. the result slip is not the important thg here. it is just a medium for me to maybe apply for  further studies in the future. other than that, I have no intention to do anything. the most important thg is to learn...and remember. haiz. i learn and after that, i kind of forgot. which is kind of pointless. i need to learn and apply to my daily life la. haish. insya allah I will put the knowledge to use. and i got my bahasa arab result too. full marks alhamdulillah. but after checking, my marks went down by 1. haha. must have integrity. Today at Arab class. i found that i am learning the different dialect of Arab language. For the past one yr, i studied the formal Arab language. but IF i intend to go/s...

5/2/2015 And it is my mom's birthday!!!!!!! hehee. Happy Birthday to my mother! i love you loads. you will always be my number 1. and i will try my bestest to make u proud. i might not be the best daughter. but surely. i am the bestest. hahahahaha. May Allah SWT grant you the highest rank in paradise. May Allah SWT shower you with good health and loads of wealth. hehe. insya allah.amin. lup youu!! and we have a mini feast for my dearest mom! Sorry I just managed to buy a cake. due to the shortage of cash, haha. my brother sponsored the foods. alhamdulillah  lovely mom! and i was feeeling a bit shitty because i am down with fever.. and  a painful throat. very painful to swallow food. :/ my fever would only come at night. i wonder why. #mustgoogle and so i slept early. like for the first time since i have 6 hamsters. like seriously. i only get to sleep at 12 plus am. felt ...

Handbook design comes to life! Below is the design for this yr's handbook which I kinda design and put together. except for the owls. they were hand drawn by students. and digitalized by me, I just saw the handbook just nw. and it looks awesomee! hee. the satisfaction when your work is printed out for the whole sch ! :)

Walking by primary school makes me miss FTPPS. Even if i officially have 2 more months to go. Gonna miss this sch... so much. and on top of it all, im gnna miss the toilet at lvl 3. :'(

Oh my. *breathes a sigh of relief* Never in my whole life i have 5 interviewers in a room. But the good thg is..bcose they are mosque people, they are all smiley and such. Idk whether its fake or not. HahahhaHa. Omgeez husnuzhon pls. Anw yes. when i came, there was this guy before me. He looked so professional and all.with his portfolio.  and i brought nothing. Hahah. Oh wells it was online la. Anwm idk how to describe the interview. I think as usual, i sit through the interview like im sitting at the coffee shop. Haha. i can see them looking at my body posture and all. Err. And i think there are some question that i did not answer to the question. Haha. Lol. Sembarang tembak je aku. Ok dosent matter. Rezeki di tgn tuhan. If i got in, then alhamdulillah. If not.alhamdulillah still, bcose in islam, if we lose smthg valuable, god will replace with smtg better. Insya allah. Amiin.. :)