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its a simple msg. and it comes from the heart.

xoxo. Tmrw is already the start of November. Time really flies huh. Goodbye October. Well Hello November! Please be good to me. 16 Nov marks the end of sch. i dont knw whether to be happy or sad. because the sch will be oh-so-quiet till the nx yr. and surely the teachers will have their dec hols. and im stuck here doing ntg, and furthermore my leave is left with 2.5 days. sighs! on a brighter noteeee. my HOD will be back!!!!!!!!!!!! SOON. YAHOO! K bye

oh my. my small brother is sure gaining weight. and it is sure nt a good sight at all. i wonder whose genes they took from and why is that theirs is so much diff. as much as i eat, i just cant seem to gain weight. but alhamdulillah, i think god wants to balance out the weight in my family. haha. so ridiculous. oh so its tuesday already. hopefully i can  find something to do nw. hee k bye.

Ya allah, jauhkan diriku dari sifat marah ini. sesungguhnya, begitu sukar untuk diriku mengahpuskan perasaan marah ini. ya allah. ya allah. ya allah. ya allah, tetapkn hati kami untuk beriman dgn mu. ya allah, hidupkn dan matikan kami dalam keadaan beriman dgnmu. amin..

ya allah, jgnlah kami lalai dgn kehidupan di dunia ini. amin.. lalai sungguh adek beradik aku ni. susah betol nk tengok dorg sembhyg. haiz risau aku.

Arnt you such a LIAR. spell it with me. L I A R. People like u dont deserve any respect and trust frm me. tsk.

  Simplicity. Simply.Me   Loves. 

Ahh penat betol. lepak at my nenek hse for quite a long period of time, because apparently my small bro dissapeared smwhere else, and everyone have to wait for him -_- ergh!. anw, dosent matter. i love my nenek and atuk. hopefully they will live a long life, insyaallah i want them to be witnessing me naik pelamin.hehe. jauh eh fikir. hee. anws, afiq is getting bigger and handsome. he cut hair!!!!!!!!!!!! and he looked so adorable and boyishly handsome la. alala boboi! mcm nk cium. bt well, tk biasa plak cium org. hehe. i dont rmber kissing anyone except for 1 or 2. felt really weird, bt well, that is when my love for someone has gone overboard. chey!haha anws, went to Coasta Sand Resort soon after. ahh jauh. my cousins booked a chalet for gathering. all of them were there. and my family was the last. hehe. and so we lepak-d until night time. im feeling so shagged nw. and so embarassingly i tripped on my high heels. (nt exctly high heels, i jst dont knw th...

    Loves.

    To all Muslims all over the world, Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Haji/Korban! A glorious day indeed. We, muslims all over the world celebrate this islamic event, by firstly, gg to the mosque to have our Prayers, then the sacrifising of sheeps.hee.   today, i went to Ansar temporary mosque with Hamizah and Sinah. They came late as usual. Anw yes, i miss hearing thos takbir raya's. :') always remind me of those who have already been gone. and such embarassment, i didnt know the procedure of the prayers. HAHA.SHAME ON ME. anw, it was a great feeling. alhamdulillah i got the chance to experience this once in a year prayer. :))   Sadly enough i dont see any sheeps there. hehe. i dont want to see them being sacrificed. i only want to see the sheeps! oh nvm, gmbar pon jadik lah.hee. anw the pic above is for u allz. cute right! my gosh.mcm nk pelihara can!haha. tebiat eh.   yesyes. so, long weekend this will...

  Insyaallah.. Padang Arafah~

Masyaallah. Sesungguhnya hari ini aku berpuasa sunat. CHEY ACTION EH! haha.okok. khamis, Hari yg penuh barakah, hari ARAFAH! FYI. Hari Arafah adalah pada 9 Zulhijjah, hari umat Islam yang mengerjakan haji melakukan wukuf di Arafah. Hari Arafah hari istimewa. Dari Aisyah r.a. katanya, Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda; "Tidak ada satu hari dimana Allah Taala paling ramai membebaskan hambaNya dari Neraka selain dari hari Arafah." (Sahih Muslim) Pujian Allah bagi orang yang wukuf di Arafah. Dari Abu Hurairah r.a. bahwa Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda, “Sesungguhnya Allah SWT. memuji mereka yang sedang wukuf di Arafah kepada penduduk langit dan berkata kepada mereka : “ Lihatlah kepada hamba-hambaKu yang datang kepadaKu.“.(HR Ahmad) Digalakan berpuasa kepada yang tidak menunaikan haji. Rasulullah saw. ditanya mengenai puasa pada hari Arafah. Rasulullah saw.mengatakan, Dikaffarah (diampun dosa) setahun lalu dan setahun akan datang. (HR Muslim) See! the greatness of ISLAM. ...

HAHA.OMG. Monday was the slackiest day of my life. half of my day was staring at the com and asking myself what to do. haha. anw so, out of boredom and since the ipad is in front of my face, i did something which i would never do in a thousand years.RAP. haha. omg, i was listening to songs and smhw i stumbled into rap songs, and OMG, i sddenly got an inspiration to do my own rap. HAHA. no lyrics whatsoever. oh, i tried to create my own lyrics, bt i gave up halfway because i cant find the right words. HAHA, so at last, i decided to do this randomly. it wouldnt say it was a SUCCESS. bt well, wasnt i proud of myself because among my friends, only i can rap well. (HAHAAA.OMG, PERASAN TO THE MAX). the rap song totally is a new generation music. it has great meaning behind the song. like for eg, telling people to have lunch at 1pm and so. haha anw, pls feel free to download my song. since ysterday, there's ZERO dwnloads. haha.pathetic yer. anwssssss, yesyes, anw i...

YAWNS. It's already monday. and i am oh-so-sleepy today. i slept quite late yesterday spending such a remarkable time reading storybooks. enid blyton. rmber?? those storybooks for kids. adventure sorts. ahh i wish my life is like a storybook. full of addventure and excitement. hehe. anw, today the P6'S went for study trip to Malacca. HOW FUN! the sch is gonna be quiet for the next 4 days. that is gd news for  me. hahaa.anw I MISS GG TO CAMPS SEY. looking at them go with their bags remind me of my P5 CAMP. it was the best camp i ever had. oh anw, that ws nt the only camp i had ok.haha. cooking at the open, learning hw to built a tent, and much much more. also we went to ubin, then have to dive inside the sea. it was scary. bt well, it was to increase ur self-confidence and all. was fun! anw my life long dream is to jump out frm the plane, with an instructor of course. nk feeling2 jadik bird. looking at the world at such magnificent view!. hopefull...

Something inside me feels empty. haiz. waiting for someone to fill this heart with love and happiness..

Sunday. Class is as exciting as usual. Even though the topic seems so straight and dull, the ustazah managed to get us gg by doing research. omg that reminds me, i want my own wifi can! haiz. So embarrassing to ask people to switch on their hotspot. mcm extra getu.haha. bt well, i dont think my friends mind. esp my bff. haha. she would gladly share her hotspot with me. right?haha. anw, i learnt quite a lot today. I begin to appreciate the past now. Learning the past enable me to understand more how Islam came about, the people before us, their behaviour, and how they actually live their life. it is exciting u knw! I find that whatever that happened in the past is happening right nw. gosh. it's scary. bt well, the earth is round. What goes around, must come around. It's like a repeat telecast. hmm. scary. Example, in the past, before our time, gays and lesbians already existed, and god destroyed the whole village, because they refuse to listen to their prophet'...

OMG. I FEEL SO SICK IN THE STOMACH. my father choose to show me a video of how animals are slaughtered in US. and I feel like fainting nw. whatever it is, im nt gg to eat burgers anymore. eating them is like supporting this kafir to slaughter the animals inhumanely. I LOVE ANIMALS, and I CANT STAND IF THESE ANIMALS WHO ARE OUR SOURCE OF FOOD, ARE BEING TREATED IN SUCH  A CRUEL MANNER. go die la all this people. these animals will find u and treat u the same way i swear. omg. so sick. nk muntah. k bye.

i think i wanna look for a part time job. sat and sunday. i wanna fill my weekends doing something!. for fun jekk... hmm.

argh.my head is sure throbbing in pain. thankfully its friday today. alhamdulillah. today i gt a rude shock. i was nt prepared to teach anythg today for CCA. die2 i thought that there's no cca today because it is exam week. and there they are, standing outside the lab at 7.30am. omg.and i was like thunderstrucked. honestly i stood there and clueless what to do with them. haha. i even said to them, I have no idea what to do with them. haha. at last, after doodling and thinking, i decided to teach them how to create frame by frame animation using powerpoint. omg, i gave them such a LAME EXAMPLE OF ANIMATION. i was so ashamed of myself.haha. because what happened was, some of the students actually created animations that are way more creative than me. i couldnt have think of that. :) i was proud with some of their work, i feel like crying. :') hahaa.ok drama over. hopefully the day ends fast because i have a terrible headache!!!!! eish! klahh byeeeee.

omg scaryyy. just read an email frm my company and guess what? my reporting officer (he's new), is dismiised from the company!! i dont see that as a surprise because first look at him, i know he's nt the one for the job. he just looks too young and nervous. when he spoke to my HOD regarding some matters, I can see that he is actually nervous and have little confidence in the message he's trying to get across. anw he's sacked because i think while working for this company, he went to work at another company. moonlighting. and he's irresponsible too. lol much. my reporting officer sacked. what is this! haha. okok enough. hope he cn find a better job for himself out there :) ... anw i went to TM with hamizah. apparently she wanted to buy an interesting present for someone. haha. and thank god at last she bought smtg. after walking painstakingly under the hot scorching sun, until the sole of my feet started to wear out. hahah.omg sungguh drama...

it weird when a teacher really wants to go lunch with me. mcm anticipating getu. weirddd.haha

lazy sunday. woke up full of zest and ready to go for ugama class! cheywah! haha. anw its already second lesson of Sirah. i thought it's gonna be boring, but instead i find sirah kinda exciting. it's nice to knw what happened in the past. and i really learned a lot frm the ustazah and the bunch of experience makciks. really.:) alhamdulillah hopefully as week passed by,i will gain more information and life skillset which can make me into a better person. amin! :)) anw, work at school is fine. nx 4 days will be peace at sch, because kids are having sch holidays becose of PSLE marking day. if only i can participate in the sch hols. haha. anw aside frm tt, i am very worried. because i have a load of problem in my mind. last min, i was given a project. this is apparently for an animation competition. haiz, and no one is helping me. the IT Teacher in charge only knows giving out work to me. and nt trying to help me. ok i understand he might nt know anythg a...

Amy Cheong is sure in deep shit. sighs. Somehow instead of being angry, i actually pity her more. she's getting a little too much of hatred here and there. for me, i dont see the reason why we should potray such chaotic behavior. she is wrong obviously. but to say unruly things about her, cursing her and her family etc, is just uncalled for. what she need is some constructive advice. we as humans make mistakes. dont tell me all of u never make such racist comments before, its just that this woman is stupid enough to post it online. enough la. she is already dealt with. let her go. She should have learnt her lesson by nw, let this incident be an eye-opening to all of us. We're not living alone, so it's only right to respect and be understanding. and yes, stop hating each other races la, all of us have flaws. No race/ human is perfect. so cmon. be nice to each other. and to Amy Cheong too. she deserves a second chance. we dont want to ruin someo...

Be happy :). Its tuesday. Half of the weekend already. haha.i wish.

somehow u stumbled into my life accidentally. we've become friends. you're younger than me. but i have this weird feeling. its wonderful. oh boy....i think im falling for you.

Monday blank. my goodness. i totally have nothing to do right now. ok have fun working everybodeh! lotsalove.

OMG.I CANT BELIVE THAT MY STAMINA IS HOLDING ON STRONG. LOL MUCH. i thought im gonna faint halfway or stop jogging, or cut halfway into the woods and hail a taxi home. but NO!haha. i persevere and strive on. running like a wind. ignoring all those thorns along the way. omg. i totally run ahead of my friends.HAHA. OMG LOL MUCH. but i have to thank them for giving me non-stopping criticsm which somehow boosted my immunity level.hahahaha. omg omg. stop it. anw we ran for lke 1/4 of bedok reservoir park and decided to stop running. i was dissapointed because i couldnt show them what im made up of. the hidden abs i had which one way or another helped me in my running. haha.lol!ok JUST KIDDING.hee anw we stopped, because the day was becoming darker, and knowing better , we decided to stop. it was scary man. imagine jogging at night, and suddenly a ghost just appeared beside you and ure like halfway in the woods. no shortcut at all. oh my. anw we walked back and we ...

i'd never know this heart will hurt so bad. frm this moment onwards, im just gonna focus on work. work, work and work. and not let my mind wander off to those unhappy moments.

WOW. CODING IS SURE HARD TO UNDERSTAND. Argh. i hope i can figure this out soon.

It's sure is not a good week for me and my friends. smehw in one way or another we get into each other nerves. im just asking what is rightfully mine and there u go blowing up your top. cmon la. its only natural that u return it to me w/o me asking. ok, the correct way is to tell me(in advance) when exctly it can be returned to me. so tht i dont ask at the appropriate timing. u never even mention when. u said later. later can be what? this evening, tmrw, the nx day? who knws what your "later" means? its just nonsense that ure angry when it's your fault for nt informing. and another one. so rude. people help to edit  photo, nt even a word of thanks. oklah fine, it may be ugly, i can accept. well im nt an expert. bt at least im putting my efforts to make it look nice. even though in ur eyes its very ugly, at least say thank you ah. when people do smtg for you, even though it may nt be to your liking, its jst courtesy to say thank you. nt comm...

The week goes fine. Doing extra work helping teachers designing invitation card, banner and also program booklet for the Prize Giving Day. Honestly i did not hesitate to help nor was i trying to suck up with teachers by offering my help. this is because this is what i love to do. design. editing. anythng to do with photoshop. I LOVE. so give me some designing to do and i'll be up doing it for you in no time. chey!haha. anws, the thing is, i never expected any returns because well, i enjoy what im doing. and it wasnt that difficult too. hee. and so, suprisingly i got a recognition email from one of the teachers. aww... Hopefully my work was okay. im not proud of it though. because it's nt my work. designs are frm inernet. and i'm just editing here and there to make them look and fit better. anw im happy. and well, hopefully there's more to come. not that im nt expecting it. heee :))) xoxo

It was a joyous day for the kids yesterday because it was children's day. and yes, i didnt want to miss watching the concert. i think the concert was amazing. the teachers were really into making the celebration a great one. they sang, they dance, they acted. they even dress themselves as childrens. and we have our own version of gangnam style video. it was hilarious. :)) the children were crazy abt this gangnam style its gangnam fever baybeh. yucks. i still feel tt te dance is all ridiculous. haha.why do u want to imitate like a horse? seriously? haha.oklah its all for fun. bt really. stop it!haha. its annoying. kecoh eh!haha. and of course, even though i have no class on my own, i bought some pencil,pen, erasers and some tidbits for those students who relentless come to visit me in the lab and help to clean up the lab with me. very kind of these students :). anw what else. alah point is the celebration was nice. i miss being a child :( i miss my pri s...

Oh my, been since so long since ive blogged. busy as a bee here. things have been great here. except being pissed with those using the labs. i dont blame the students, because they are naturally very irresponsible except for some. but the teachers have the power to at least remind the students to clean up after using what. i have like 3 labs to mend to. a bit of rubbish here and there is okay la. acceptable. bt when there are papers everywhere, those erasers rubbings at every table, food wrappers below the table, water bottles here and there, who would nt get fed up? everyday ok. im sick and tired of cleaning up after them. well, there's no cleaners to sweep the floor everyday. im cleaning like a maid everyday. ok no one forced me to clean up. bt if the labs are under my care, who would want to see them dirty? and sometimes, they would use the lab to conduct classes instead of classroom. well, i dont mind. ok, they bring in tables and chairs from classrooms. bt ...