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SELF REMINDER. TMA01 - 25 APRIL LR01 - 11 APRIL. PLEASE COMPLETE ASAP

Made cheesecake today! With the biscuit crumb below. it turn out..................................well ok hahaha. haiz. there are some steps that i missed. BUT the taste is great. except that. 1) It is overbaked 2) The crumbs do not stick together. So, they break apart when i carry it out. 3) When refrigerated, the cake becomes a bit tough. WELLL.. Dissapointing. but its ok. ohwell, it was my first try. i dont expect it to be perfect either. hehe. anw, the taste is great. just like the other first class cheesecake u see outside (chet!) haha. whatever la. i want to cry in sadness alrdy. haha. anw, Have a blessed frida-da-dayyyyyyyyy. it's gonna rain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weiihoooooooooooooo. time for some movies baybeh.

The more you help others, Insya allah, Allah will not forget you when you need help. :)

Dear god, Please push away anyone that claims to be a friend but intends to harm me. Please pull the loving ones closer and let me realize them, I need them. ...

omg.skills aku mcm baik sey! hihi

Dear self;

Vandalizing can be fun when you're bored. haha.

Goshh. 1 week of holiday was over in a flash! haiz. but its ok. at least i got to spend my time well. watching videos and stuff. heee. and yes! i cant wait to finish off my TMA02. annoying much. just bits of leftovers and im done. done and done with this module! sayonara baby! i am so dissapointed in myself. i wasted like some marks because i was dumb enough not to realise ECA was one time submission! and i realise it a bit too late. i submitted already, then i feel like checking it. and when i checked through, i realise that there's one question whereby my answer is exactly the same as one particular question. I must have copied paste, and not change the content! GAH. so annoyed with myself. i just hope that the other questions will save me :( ok anw, its already Monday. yesterday i baked another cake. just for fun!hee. its like suddenly i am interested in baking. mcm WOW kan.haha. i think im destined to be a baker... CHEY MEREPEK EH. BARU BAKE 1,2 C...

Do i have the time for people who looks down on me? : NO.

Omg!!!!! I finally bake smtg! And it turns out fine!! Hihii. Except tht maybe. MAYBE it is a bit over baked. Hehe. Whqtever it is. I am proud of myself. Hopefully the nx time i do, i cn do it without anyone's help. Hehe oh i baked red velvet cupcake anw. Ita nice.but decoration wise. It was a failure. We had no piping bag. So that explains lah. Ok.tmrw will be choc tiramisu. Which.is to die for!! I bet u have not taste anytg that taste like my.mom's. Im gg to master the techniques and do it myself nx time. Okayy. Hee so happy today. K byee.

Thursday.. Went back to HQ office. and well, i think it was a great idea. its better than rotting here in sch with nothing to do. just what i am doing now. rotting. anw, we had a gathering ysterday. we trainers from all different schools came together. and those i didnt know exist, were made known to me yesterday. the gathering was okay. there were games. the games were fun. and for once, i did feel that we all were enjoying ourselves.haha. and there was this sweet guy sitting beside me. i was having a stomach ache, and he was like looking at me,"are you okay?" with this fatherly voice.hahaa. and there was once, it was my turn to talk about some particular topic about myself, and he quickly took over me, and saying that im not feeling well and such. such sweet colleagues i have. aside from the colleagues i have in school, this bunch of people here are actually the real deal here. anw, looking around yesterday, everyone looked kinda old, except for 1 or 2 ...

Sports carnival 2013. Last friday.. Forgot to blog about it because it was ntg special. HAHA.omg.so rude. anw, it was okay. the games wasnt really fun. but for the kids, its fun of course. haha. DID I TELL U. I LOVE THEIR PE shirts. so colorful can!. see, i have ntg to say anymore. haha. anw its Tuesday. and NO ONE is here. like its a ghost school... yawns. pls let the time ticks faster. bye bye lovelies!

Tuesday is today! and it is already March! how time actually flies. goshh. anw, ntg much to update abt. life is okay here. yesterday i talked to Samir. the hot arabian guy. wanted to ask about aed (T&L & Learning behavioural) apparently im kinda interested to apply AED teaching. OMG. i mean the prospects is better. but teaching this kids will be more difficult because the kids have some medical related problem making them difficult to learn.. so, i was asking him.... but his eyes were so mesmerising. it makes me so difficult to think of questions to ask. ................................... haha. omg.stoppit eh. gatal nk mampos. anw, its nt only me ok. its like the whole sch. men and women are talking secretly abt him. hehe. i think if he gets into secondary sch, he will be a wanted property. okayokay. stop here first. mcm nak berak pon ade. kk. morning youtube session fst!hee byeeeee

Dear Future Husband, I don’t want to be your girlfriend. I just want to be the one you call your wife. Your presence will give me happiness. You’ll be my halal prince charming. Riding your horse of Taqwa. Holding onto the Quran in your right hand and the Sunnah in your left. I hear you’re worth the wait, so I’ll wait Insha’Allah. My heart belongs to no one, I just thought I should let you know. It belongs to Allah & only Him. You’ll have to get lost in Him to find me & even then you’ll still have to rightfully become apart of my heart. Only through Him. What I’m trying to say is that WE have to get lost in Him to find each other. I hope you’re up for the journey.  Quoted; So sweet :). I want my journey to find my halal prince be like this. Through Allah i will find u. Through Allah u will find me. In the midst of cross roads, we will meet. Insya allah you're worth the wait. Haram relationship is not. My hands are only for you to hold, My cheeks, my lips are ...

OKAY. 1 UP. ONE MORE TO GO. omg. I hate this other assignment. wreck my brain also, i always end up with nothing much. oh god, please send me some help!! 2  more weeks to go. counting down the daysssssssss.

I am a shadow of my own self. ;)

So, You refuse to inform, From now on,I refuse to tell. Whatever. Malas aku nk layan.

WELCOME FOREIGN TALENT OR NOT? Actually, seriously i think foreigners are just humans like us. even though they are foreigners, this world is a free world. Singapore dosent belong to PAP or whatsoever government we have. The world we are living here belongs to god. and well, who are we to stop other people from getting a better life. i think Singaporeans are just too whiny. firstly we are picky. very picky when choosing jobs. that is why foreigners see the opportunity to grab all the available jobs. all we want is a higher paying job, which is ok, acceptable. but well, u see every successful people begin from the bottom. so, if we gradually improve ourselves, surely we will find ourselves climbing up. secondly, WE ARE LAZY. sadly enough we have to depend on foreigners to bring the economy up. our singaporean kids, not bothered to study hard. playing a fool. education is very advanced here. but well we do not take education seriously. we are taking everything for...

MONDAY BLUES plus a bit of greenish. haha. i feel so weak today.. because well, i can feel my cramp coming soon. and yet its not out. bile ni nk keluar!! anws, today hot guy went up to the lab. heheheheheh. i was so suprised to see him knocking outside the lab. ingatkan siapa la nak mengacau aku kn. anw tk kesah la kalau dia nk kacau hari2. hihi. (stop it eh). anw, he wanted to ask for help. to print something. heeeeeeeeee. i hope we can be close friends in school. i mean for work only la. klahh tak habis dgn hot guy. anw work is ok. alhamdulillah syukur. for now, im free of doing work. or teaching. i kinda dont like teaching ah. i realise that i only like doing behind the scenes work. anw, since im like free, i can catch up with my TMA and ECA. hopefully i can finish both soon.. oklah take care guys. buhbye!

Yesterday class was exciting. Weirdly, im starting to enjoy class :) i think the faci played a his role to ensure that we do not fall asleep. did i tell u that he is funny?haha anw, yesterday was all about hands on. we have to edit using one photo software called ACDSee. oh my, it was AWESOME. u can do so much with the software. but too bad, we only have the trial software. i wonder if i cn get the crack version. (oops) haha. pictures above are examples of edited version. i should have a before and after version to let u see the amazing transformation. but well. MALAS. haha. tngoklah. oklah. i think i am a certified photographer already.hahaha. i do not regret taking this module.' its fun! but i hate the fact that i paid for the books, and i didnt read it. sheesh. oklahh. happy saturday. i better start reading on writing skills book. yawns. bye.

OMGGGGGGGGGGG. TMA02 for WRITING SKILLS is a killer. IT IS SO LONG AND DRAGGY. and there's so much criteria to fulfill. boring or what. and not helping. the class for writing skills will be like 2 weeks away from the submission. cmon! have more lessons la. 2 lessons in 3 months. SO LAZY sey to open book and read such boring topics. *yawns* anw, i got another problem with one kid. sooo annoying. he is smhw involved in a competition, and yet he dosent come after sch to at least finish smtg. GOSH stress aku. due date april. there's like one more month. if he dosent start drawing properly. im gonna kill him. anw cant blame him la. not many kids cn draw. but what can i do.... i cant teach people hw to draw. drawing is a talent itself. CHEY.MCM PAHAM LAH AKU. LOL SO MANY DATELINES TO FILL. MARCH is gonna be a killer month. sighs. help me god. and, I NEED A LAPTOP BADLY. sighs.