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ahhh. I miss updating this space of mine. been busy with work and sch. but guess what? I've decided to let thgs go, and I am feeling soooo happy and relaxed. hehe. I don't care what people say la. I'm just gg for what I think is best for me. anw, work is fine. tmrw I shall be one burden free. because tmrw is the submission of the competition videoooo. wooohooo! Hectic 2 weeks. creating super heroes costumes, changing script so many times filming long hours. kids stressed with their lines, and teachers stressed with the kids. haha BUT one thg for sure, the time spent together as a team was sweet. we are tired, but the laughters and smiles keep us gg. the editing part. wahhh. Really video production is one heck of a tiring but fun process. I learn frm the kids and teachers. and the teachers and kids learn frm me. chey! Mcm paham pls. anw tmrw is submission. I can breathe a sigh of relief tmrw. hopefully the panel of jury see the effort we put i...

YOO!!!!!!! ALAH. I have another video coming up. Children's day! boring nye. Video after video. previous one was teacher's day. haiya. can the school stop giving me videos pls. naik muak aku buat video. and yes, i have an ongg IT Competition with the kids. VIDEO. haha.oklah, except that the dateline is like a week away. AND we have not even done half the filming. god save me and the kids pls. semua buat last minute. benci aku. this week will be a busy week. I have TMA due on 1st october. i wonder why i bother doing TMA when i alrdy plan to drop SIM nx year. haha, nvm, enjoy doing TMA's while i can. (LOL) anw,  last fri, i told my HOD that this year might be the last year I will be working for the sch. HAIZ. and she die2 dont want to let me go. this is the part i hate.  as much as i want to stay, i don't want to be in the same old boring environment for another year. she alrdy carved a lesson plan for me nx year. ...

i love my mother. she made sushi for us today. and its so niceee. Our own halal sushi. Hehe anw I skipped work tday bcose I have cramps and I simply ain't coming out of my bed. Hehe. I love my mother bcose, whatever I want to eat, she will try her best to coook it or to buy it. My mother can cook,like anythg I tell u. too bad I am ntg like her. Can't cook, can't sew. Sad. Haha. klah. Random post ni thank you mom, I'll pray that u will one day u will own ur own food stall and be a sucessful boss!! Insya Allah amiin.

#life. no matter what setbacks you face, get up and face it again. I lost one battle with school. I fail to submit my eca on time, meaning I alrdy fail one module. Heartbreaking. I can still feel the soreness of my eyes, body aches in the process of completing my eca. And yet this have to happen. most likely, I need to retake this module. Even though only the test. So disheartening to the max. Can cry my eyes out, but for what? Its not gg to make any diff anw. I am really thinking of quitting this SIM sch, and enroll into an ugama sch. Really. I think that is what I need. Ilmu akhirat. at this point of life, I am still unsure of what I want to achieve..might as well I study smtg that is beneficial for me in terms of gaining more knowledge in my religion. I made up my mind. since I alrdy paid my sch fees, I might as well continue. I shall withdraw nx yr, and enroll myself in ugama sch. and quit my job, and try smtg new. its time for me to get out of my comfort zone. Ga...

gosh, I cannot imagine the pain of being stabbed when it is alrdy horrible when a needle pokes through the muscle. gooseness me! anw yesterday was tchers day! and we had a fabulous dinner at a restaurant in Mandarin hotel. omg. Buffet. ALL U CAN EAT. the spread of food is unimaginable. seriously, there is like a sushi corner too. and all the raw stuff that Japanese people eat. I tried my first raw salmon with soy sauce and the spicy green thg. I fgot the name. that was after much persuasion. and it tasted. HORRIBLE. WHAT A HORRIFYING FIRST EXPERIENCE. the taste is like. Eergh raw. its so slimy in the mouth. and the taste. Idk hw to describe. Haha. it took me like 5-8 mins to chew, and one more min to swallow. Yucks. how I appreciate cooked food now. Haha. Lol. ok, its Friday alrdy. Alhamdulillah. may god assist me with my work and assignments. Amiin.. anw my big bro has a pet hamster. and I think he is WEIRD. haha. Like so suddenly. Bt the hamster is cute ...

wow, such a long time since i last updated. to sum things up, I'm just busy.  busy, tired and sleepy. So, busy i deleted my whatsapp to minimise distractions. u knw, with all the whatsapp grp, all the chats never stop coming in. ergh. ill probably get back to whatsapp when my busy days are over. :) klah bye.