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Hoildays are just so boooooooooring. it's like only the ghosts are coming to work. dah la tkde org, buat pe sak nk dtg. tkpelah.kerja itu adalah ibadah. haha. anw AWESOME NEWS. im finally done with the competition video!!!!!! YEAH MAN! it looks good. okay lah.better than the past entries from other sch. chey confident eh! ahha. the process of this video production is not that easy. well, who says it is. dealing with kids lagi. adoiiiii, pening kepala. but ALHAMDULILLAH. evrything is done and over! i hope the video can bring at least an award to the sch. pathetic betol. satu award untuk IT CLUB pon tkde.haha. its time i bring glory to the sch! HAHA.FAIL okay whatever. win or lose.it dosent matter la. one thing for sure. im sure a great director. haha. video shooting is sure exciting. i think of all, i love the editing part. if i have money,i'm surely gonna buy a proper video cam,with a mount and tripod. and i will make my own video production...

everyone's the same. to think i would assume that anyone would actually care. well i was wrong. so wrong.

ah sakit perot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i do deserve some happiness do i?

everytime i step into class 2C. there will be one special kid i will be looking forward to see. he is just any normal looking kid. BUT HE REMINDS ME OF MY LITTLE BROTHER WHN HE WAS YOUNG. i cant stop staring at him. and when my eyes and his met, there's this little connection that i feel. it felt like ive known him already. this cute little boy. awwww. the feeling of hugging him is so strong. looking at him reminds me all those fun memories i had in the past. xoxo.

goodness. its so awkward when some student spotted me, and screamed 'CIKGUUUUUUU!' in her presence of her mother. salam aku lagi, mak oi. i feel so adult can! haha.but i cannot imagine her mom's face when her daugther screamed CIKGU. ahaha.MUKA AKU CIKGU EH. dah la pakai jeans and baju ape entah. mcm remaja rebel siol. hahahaahahaha. ohmygod. nowhere to run.haha. but to smile and never look behind.hahah. :) the sweetness of working in this kinda environment. lol.bye

sometimes idk whether i should be worried or not. gosh i thought it was normal. but when the symptoms began to show and persist, it's making me terrified. i hate the pills. it tasted so bad :( UEK! i hope i can get better without the pills. gah, i must start eating healthy already. must eat enough IRON! blood test  shows that i have IRON DEFICIENCY. usually i am ignorant about this. but when the body starts to react due to this lack of iron, i am getting scared myself. haha.bodoh. and i am referred to hospital. for further checkups. haiz. damn scared. :( ...................................................... sometimes i feel that my life is at the edge. sometimes the heart beat so fast, it almost feel like im having a heart attack. sometimes my hands and feets would have this constant muscle twitch. so uncomfortable. sometimes, i would get all giddy, and when im walking, i feel like im gonna black out any moment. sometimes, i feel that someone is poki...

Yesterday's class as i recall was a bit horrendous. i think everytime ah.haha. hate it when the relief teacher is like useless. come on lah. i got more than 10 pupils calling my name, the only thing i wanted to do was to run out from the lab. haha. perangai tk betol eh. mcm monyet terlepas. jln sini sana. lari. main2. aku kalau naik angin, ade je kerusi aku campak kt muka org. haha. and i thought i was in trouble because the students didnt exactly follow my instructions. suprisingly, the teacher (HOD AKU)who requested this project for them was like amazed because they actually did a good job. i was like huh? keje mcm getu boleh ckp good job. haha. anw ALHAMDULILLAH :) ingt nk kene marah. syukur sgt2. HEHE. okay thursday marks the day. THE LAST DAY OF SCH FOR THEM! OH HOW LOVELY FOR ME.haha. not really ah. confirm senyap sey. :( oh nvm :)) hahaha. okaylahhhhhhh.nothing much to blog abt. IM HUNGREH LAH. HAVENT ATE IN DAYS. CHEY BEDEK.HEE. K BY...

sighs. i knew this day would come. no point blaming anyone. i only have my stupid self to blame. haiz.haiz.HAIZ. tkpelah.aku redha dgn qada dan qadar. i have no mood to entertain anyone. argh fuck everybody

SAY YO!!!!!!!! it's saturday!! haha. this week just felt like the longest week. basically because work dosent sound really interesting to me. haha.i even took like 1 urgent leave which is nt any urgent at all. but to satisfy my sleeping needs. hehe. god, i almost had a scare of my life yesterday when one of the student's mother wanted to talk to me. sheesh!. turn out, it was a misunderstanding between this student, mother and also the form teacher. i think more to the student and the mother. this girl ah, she told her mom, she booked the lab after school for 4 days to complete her project. i dont think she told her mom it was project work.instead mcm ade afternoon class at the lab ahh. because i was in charge of the lab, of course her mom thought i was the one conducting classes. for the 4 days, the girl went back straight home i think. so, her mom was like confused whether there are classes or not. nonsense ah. to conclude everything. HER MOTHER SHOULD A...

LOL. T-SHIRT BUATAN SENDIRI. HAHA. Im proud to say, it printed out well. except that the logo behind, it's kinda huge. mcm step budak NUS plak. haha. ok next will be harvard university DESIGN T-shirt! this IT T-shirt shouldnt look so design-ny because IT is like a serious word.haha. maybe my harvard t-shirt, i'll have it black and colorful. weeeeeee.cant wait. i want it cotton and also dry fittttttt. ahhh, where to find a cheaper printing shop ni! anw.. tmrw im taking MC. im supposed to take MC today sey! dah buat janji ngn TA lagi. haiz. aku keseorangan nari. TA MC. HOD MC. AKU TAU AKU PON AMEK MC. Smua IT nye org MC eh. HEBAT. ok whatevs.i came. so no use saying all this. haha. OKAYYYY.CANT WAIT FOR TODAY TO END!. TOODLES WOODLES.

HEH It's such a long time since i watch a movie with so many "f**k" words. and also a bit of porno here and there. eiiiii dosa betol mata and telinga aku. but aside from that, the movie is hilarious. i think the whole movie is about friendship. sooo terharu lahh. see 2 friends stick to each other no matter what happens. i hope my friends will be like that. haha. kk. time to bathe nw. hee toodles!

To my dearest mother, "Happy Mother's Day!". I'm like 21 this year, and it's been like 20 years plus of you taking care of me. Even though u might be naggy at times, i feel i should appreciate those nags, because might come one day, i will not be able to hear those nags again. You're one awesome mom! Go to work in the morning, come back in the afternoon. And yet, you took the effort to cook for us. You cook, you clean, you wash our clothes, you hang them, you sweep the floor, fold the clothes and what more. Everything in a day. Such a wonderwoman you are. Well, i love you and i will never forget all those sacrifice you made for us. One day, when i have a stable career, i will make sure you stop working and RELAXXXXXXXXXXXXXX at home.haha. :)) love you! there's never another you in the world. To all mothers, Happpy Mother's Day! To all children, appreciate your mother. Give back to her in whatever way u can. :)) ...

Workplace.

Today is friday. And i am tired and shagged. really. everyday going to work. is making me tired. even though there's not much workload. im just bored la. haha complain tk habes2 eh. anw im heartbroken. (chey blg org tk agak2).haha sighs. okaylah.i accept whatever it is that is to come. i dont care i know i did my best in everything i do. so fret not. anw i cant wait for saturday! and anw, im really sleepy right now. maybe a little nap wont hurt. or movie perhaps.hee. klah bye.

Am i just not good enough for you?

Because life is all about me. (CHEY MEREPEK)

sighs. if only you knew.

Thursday was good.. In fact, i think i need to be spanked.haha. i tricked my HOD like thrice in a day. not trick. i was JUST JOKING.haha. LOL!! should see her face when i said my holiday in lieu was one week.haha! its only one day anw. sighs. anw i should stop joking around.haha. but she's so serious lah! Friday was okayy. It was CCA day. as usual, i was alone mending like 20 over kids who never stop calling my name. gah. i cant even sit for 5 mins, and im called. it was tiring. but well, it was kinda worth it to see the student's work. okay lah! at least i know they are doing whatever i asked them to do. hee. it was a hectic day. and at the end of the day. i realise that i forgot to do smtg for someone. my god! it never cross my mind until someone told me. mampos aku. honestly, it was my mistake. im really sorry. went to visit afiq. AHHHHHHH THAT CUTIE. OMG.I CANT STAND HIM. SMILING AND LAUGHING AWAY. SOOOO CUTE. he's growing up to b...

Dear hamizah, You're going so far for a time too long. I hope you will not forget me while holidaying happily at malaysia(haha). I pray that you will come back safely in one piece the way u go which is still in one piece. Take care of youself. Gonna miss u lots girl! Have Fun there! I hope time will past fast so that i can see ur face again nx week! heee. Goodbye! LOVE YOU A LOT!!! :) FB MSG ME WHEN U HAVE SUCCESSFULLY STOLEN THE INTERNET ACCESS OVER THERE! haha.

Before After This is by far the most diff picture to edit. If u see carefully, editing can be seen. But well, i hope it's not very obvious.

WOWWWWWWW. photoshop skills sure comes in handy when editing these students works! my goodness. i think its stupid not to keep the original folder of all these students works. in the end i have to slowly edit one by one. grr. it takes a lot of patience. i took the whole day to finish them. and still i didnt manage to edit 2. because it is beyond editing! whatever it is, im still proud of myself. because my potoshop skills is still there! haha. padehal keje mcm taik eh. okayyyyy. i HAVE TO TAKE A BREAK. maybe i will post before and after picture. to show how awesome i am. HAHA. K WHATEVES. BYE :D