1/12/2011 goodbye november, HELLO DECEMBER. :)
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went cycling. was tiring but it was fun. i managed to cycle all the way to the end. and i discovered places that really makes u go awed. by the scenery of course. and the wind. siok ah. perfect timing. the moment i returned the bike, it started raining. haha. alhamdulillah! then prayed at ansar. was walking at the budget store, look who i saw!. deavi!haha. caught in a budget store. lol. she looked terrible. like never bathe in a week. haha. then i went off somewhere. met hamizah for karaoke. impromptu plan. 3 hours of terpekik terlolong. and the best of the best was singing and dancing to party rock anthem song. hha.kekek. then home. :)) lovely day. :)
so proud of you. being pregnant and facing it alone is sure hard for you. but you made it through. no matter how big your sins are, i pray that god will give u a chance to repent and become a good mother to your son. :) glad that many of your friends stayed through thick and thin with you. up till now, ure still the connie i know. strong-willed. congratulations on your baby boy!:)) looking at your pictures remind me of the past. gosh i miss you! all those memories. pri 6. sat together in class. damn, we just couldnt be separated in class. we talked and talked non-stop in class. and then getting scolded in front of everyone. but we still smile and laugh after that. :) then one day, teacher separated us for good. and you texted the teacher, we apologise for our deeds in class. promising that we shall not disrupt the class. and the teacher agreed. the nxt day, we sat back tgether evryone in the class looked shocked. bt it was btwn me, you and the teacher. hehe :)) everyday before gg to sc...
walking at tampines bus terminal. saw a wheelchair bound makcik. her eyes. they looked sad. i went to her. saw her selling mugs for fund raising or charity purposes. i bought a mug from her. she looked really suprised. the smile on her face. priceless. "makcik doakn anak panjang umur, murahkan rezeki, jadi anak yg solehah dan tuhan ampunkan dosa anak..amin" me : terima-kasih cik. almost in tears. (: semoga allah menjaga dan melindungi makcik tu selalu. amin.
today is 30 zulhijjah. and in islamic calender, tomorrow marks 1 muharram which also means a brand new years for us muslims. :)) yeah, honestly for the past few years, i didnt take note of islamic calender that much. so ignorant. but nw, i guess things change. insyaallah, for this incoming new islamic year, i aim to be a better person. a better muslim. a better daughter. a better friend just a better somebody. hope to achieve somehtg for myself too. :) insyaallah. selamat menyambut awal muharram everybody. :))
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butterfly fly away. take those dreams and make them come true. ♥ ______________________________________________________ fri. weirdly i dont feel tired at all. yeah.i think because im excited to spend my last days at that sch. gosh. thanks for all the experience siglap! although i didnt contribute that much, i sure learnt a lot of things. (eh?hhaha) the short period of time there was kinda priceless. but the person i should thank the most is faidhi of course. awesome guy. ure such a gentleman. i sure had a great time working with you. gonna miss everything. :( nvm. gonna see u for trainings during dec anw. and dont even mention the boring gathering. haha. okayyy i miss the morning drill. take the keys. open the labs. youtube. lunch youtube.blogging. home. close the labs. return the leys. gnna miss doing this. miss my macbook and my awesome desk pls!!!! okay.enough. loook ahead. maybe there's a better future out there for me. hehe. excited but nervous. all the best for me. hamizah pi...
scary
just woke up from a short nap which sort of felt like a long one. gosh. thank god i woke up. i must be dead sleeping. the moment my mother called my name to wake up, there was this short period of memory loss i swear. i dont even rmber where i was, the time, the place, the people arnd me. it was seriously scary. blur giler sia. the feeling of amnesia. my oh my. one day should i have memory loss, this blog will be a lot of help. (: #aint living in a dream. this is reality. wake up.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG. FOR THE WHOLE OF DECEMBER, I DONT HAVE TO COME TO SCH!! hahahahhahahaha. this is happy news sia! takot kn aku sia si HOD DORIS call aku. but i have to go to the main office instead. -_- please,i hope they dont request us to go over there everyday. IM A HAPPY KID IF I CAN HAVE OFF DAYS. WEEE.
if this is life, i suppose..
I should stop acting like a brat. I should stop complaining over little things in life. I should not really take every single thing to heart. I should not think negatively over every single thing. I should not look at other people’s mistakes but look at mine instead. I should not tell others what they should do and what they should not. Instead I shouldn’t expect too much. I should not think too much. I should stop all this nonsense. I should just be me. Ignorant and carefree. Yeah. From now onwards, I will accept whatever that comes in my way. Love me/Hate me. I’m done being disappointed over and over again. Xoxo :)
used. this is what i feel. its 2.50am nw. and im not asleep yet. because i was waiting for my food for like 2 hours. i wondered why it took so long. even if i walked, id prbably reachd sooner. gah. the thought of u sending me food in the middle of the night is just so sweet. the eagerness. and i thought the reason was me. it wasnt. i knew it. haish. why u people like to make me feel special then make me find out that there's probably a better reason out there. 3am nw. ive nt yet eaten.lost my apetite. gdnight.
i wish
you would just tell me how much im worth to you. all truths. no lies. if u think it makes me feel better. it dosent. i wish. you would just say the 3 special words every single day. i wish. i wish. ____________________________________________________________________
ok
i dont like my day divided. its either the whole day or no day. if you guys have other commitments or plans, go ahead. i dont mind nt having anythg. better than meeting me and leaving me to meet another person and meeting me back. what's so special about that. okay. point across.
cereal prawn and nasi gorengsss.
:D Another day with my bffs. we had a okok scrumptious meal. splurged like 30 bucks on everything! *jaws dropped* i swear i saw how distressed deavi's face was having to pay like 80% of the bill. haha. thank you!!! we appreciate it much babe! :)) hehe. dont worry, it's gnna be my turn sooonnnnnnnn.sighs. haha. anw as usual, i had a great time with you guys. i wish we can talk all day and night. but wells,we cant.haha.nvm. i looked forward for another bffs gathering with you 2! :) heee. anw im sorry for talking too much rubbish.hehe. u know me. i just cant stand silence. so, if my words kinda hurt any of you guys, i apologise k no offence whatsoever. :) PMS people just have to take a laugh sometime. haha okayyyyyyy. thanks for the awesome day babes! love u guys. :P
ngantok
its only tuesday. :/ so sleepy. i think i sleep walked to sch. i was on my own world i swear. and i was walking at a speed of a snail. #shagged much. muka penatku.
sleepy nyerrrrr. just went home frm erm a haircut. which i think is a waste of money. depending the fact that i cut 0.5% of my hair. haha. no no, its better than making my hair short. i will be crying all day and night. cooping myself like a chicken in a barn. and be depressed like a love sick child. haha.ok enough said. anw the point is, me and hamizah went for a haircut. k more to hamizah. she cut her hair mcm OMG LENGHT LAH! haha. she looked un-hamizah-ish. chey! bbl bnyk padehal tk nmpak pon. haha.rumours has it that her butt lenght hair is cut short to below knee level! omg scream people! SCREAM.haha. mepeklah.haha. okayyyy.before that had our dinner at KFCCCCCCCCCC. then to masjid. and haircut. and home i am now. and OMG. LISTEN. everyone's bed is infested with bed bugs! HAHA! and they are so paranoid abt that.haha.lolol. satu2 takot sey nk tido. turn out they hid well at the curtains and u know holes in the walls. annoying much. #just saying. hahaha. and my mother, the hero ...
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my mother so cute! haha. well, she finally found out that she's blocked from my fb wall. hahah. no, i only blocked her from reading my posts, but not entirely the whole fb mah.haha. i blocked so many people anw.haha. then she was like.. she :"ohh smlm ge mrayap kat pizza hut......" me: OMG, mcm mane tau??? she :kau block aku dari fb kan! me : *laughs*. mcm mana tau??! she : eh tau lah.block aku eh. siap kau.nnti aku block kau. delete kau teros. me : hahahaha. lol. sorreh mother. gosh, its scary how she know my whereabout when ive alrdy blocked her, my big brother.and i didnt even add my small brother. haha. and i wonder. and i keep wondering. and now i know how. i bloody didnt log out frm my fb on my laptop. BODOH! tk guna aku block. haha hehe.
cycling in the rain :)
HEHE. today was erm a very wet dayyyyyyy. the day started off with a beautiful fine weather. with the sun so bright, and the winds are blowing, the skies are blue and the birds are chirping happily.haha. tak habis2 eh.hehe. okay so the plan was to go cycling and then gym. before that,we went to have our breaklunch at pizza hut! KECOH SIA. MAHAL2. nk pengsan can!!!!!! okay nevermind. it's not everyday that we eat lavishly.hehe. we had the cheesy pizza! omgawd. it was awesome lah. and also ate the chocolate muffin with the ice-cream. the must eat everytime we had our food at pizza hut. kenyang lah bedah oii! haha. our plan was like gain 5 kilos and step mana nyer rajin buat strenous exercise kat gym. haha! anw after that, we headed to ECP TO CYCLE. along the way, it rained. :(((((((((( but i dunch care ah. rain or shine, i mesti nk cycle. I MESTI NAK CYCLE. PAHAM! haha.sooooo, rented a double seated bike. OMG. guess what. we didnt actually bang into anything. or like kill anyone! hah...
my drug, my addiction, my greatest remedy :))
thurs and fri. was spent with my fav girls. gosh. i love you two so much. no words can describe how awesome both of you are. no words can describe how awesome my life is, with the presence of you guys. i mean there's never a day gone w/o us smiling and laughing like fools. you guys are the real meaning of friends. :)) i knw it must be boring hearing me say the same old thing all the time. but how else cn i show my gratitude towards u guys! u knw i dont show it right. heh.so the next best thg ill do is to write down how much u guys meant to me. hamizah, bitter, sweet, sour, spice. friendship was never as tasteful as before. haha.okay what a stupid thing to say. 1 thing for sure, i went through so much with you. and since it's like almost everyday time spent with you. its obvious that you're the closest person in my heart. and i loveee you so much. not even my siblings are that close to me. and i dont even talk much to my parents. to you, i can talk almost anything! i am tot...
i dont need people like u.
wow, to think it gets any much better having people to rub it in. okay. it's just not funny. cousins or not, i dont tolerate nonsense frm anyone who have ntg better to do, bt to hurt me more. go fuck off. i hate you people. i hope i can pull this through myself. :(
maybe i overhot my words. just cant control my emotions. im just so sad. the day i fear coming will finally come. i cant control this feeling. it's so overwhelming. i feel so broken right now. please just go ahead. go for your happiness. dont mind me. im just your friend. nothing more. nothing less. i just wanna sleep.
MCM TAIK
mcm taik!haha. yesterday photo taking was done horrendously by a teacher! haha. so many pictures were rejected because it's either blurred, too dark, or cropped out of place. such a waste. why lah they didnt ask me or faidhi to take picture. at least not many pictures will be wasted right! i have to re-edit so many pictures. hisy.nyusahkn aku je. okay i will upload some for you to see! hee.
ok bear with me
haha. sorry too much of my face. nah, i just wanna upload so i can deleteeee it frm this com. :)
shagged
concorde! Concorde hotel was a nice experience. the food was awesome. the service was awesome. and yesterday's event was a blast. i thought it was gg to be boring. the activity planned was best lah. oklahh at least it didnt make me sleep. depending the fact that i was yawning away the min i reach there. heh. penat sia. omg turn out many teachers did dress up. one of them actually dressed up as a smurf. oomg cute gilerrrr. she painted her face blue somemore. she must be brave walking along the street like that.haha. wasted sey. we didnt bring along our cameras. kalau tk ley snap2. hehe. and i didnt know teachers can be hilarious too!haha omg. cute jgk tua2 ni smua. when they get together, smua mcm tk sedar diri.haha OKAY RIGHT NOW. I AM LITERALLY SHAGGED. my muscles are aching. arghhhhhhhhh. nk sleeep jap. i came so early today. ergh. oh yah. i totally didnt display any eating etiquette ystday. haha.hotel lagi. and one of them actually taught me how to hold the fork/spoon in a prope...
HELP!
I AM SO BOREDDDDDDDDD............................... I WANNA GO HOME :((((((((((((( someone entertain me pls.hehe
wednesday
am shagged on wednesday morning! DANG. yesterday i went home late. cheywahhh mcm finally ot eh!haha.lol. me and faidhi went to the wet field to take photos of the girls playing soccer. myy, it's a lame match lah. primary sch girls soccer. so boring. there's absolutely no thrill watching a bunch of screaming girls like literally screaming at each other. haha. they were like screaming 'KICK HARDER!" like ???haha.kicking hard at the ball but without applying any skills is just a waste of time man! haha. there's a guest coach there. a Caucasian.omg hot or what. i think he's the reason i went all the way inside the muddy field to take pictures. hahaha.i think i focused too much on him alrdy.haha. anw i wonder why he would waste time watching these girls play. sighs.haha. oh i think he's being PAID. OF COURSE LAH!haha anw the goalkeeper is really hilarious. how can a goalkeeper be frightened at the thought of the ball coming her way? haha. she was so nervous.and ...
Ohio mother charged with raping infant son
OLUMBUS, Ohio (AP) — An Ohio woman is accused of raping her 10-month-old son, videotaping it and sending it to her Michigan boyfriend. Ashley N. Jessup, 24, was indicted in Columbus on Thursday on two counts of rape, one count of child endangerment and one count of pandering sexually-oriented material involving a minor. Franklin County Prosecutor Ron O'Brien says the rape charge could land her life in prison. O'Brien tells The Columbus Dispatch (http://bit.ly/n2XPEK ) that Jessup emailed the videos to her boyfriend in Battle Creek, Mich., where his ex-girlfriend discovered them and contacted police. Jessup is being held in the Franklin County Correctional Center in lieu of $1 million bond. Court documents do not list an attorney for Jessup. The newspaper reported that it wasn't immediately clear who has custody of the child. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ my say. SICK. what is this? own mother doing this to o...
gosh. yesterday i had way too much laughter until i went home with a straight face. no smiles whatsoever.haha u know that happens when you over laughed. and your laughing gas is all used up. haha. this is all hamizah's fault. though she's not funny, i always have something to laugh at her or with her. haha. what im trying to say is, you just make my day every day! :)) and that makes me love you more and more and more every single day.hee i bet it goes for u too.haha. :) anw im dedicating this post to you hamizah. THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SWEET. despite being depressed (which i didn't know), you make the effort to call and entertain my needs to be sung to sleep. haha. even though your voice was croaky all the way, the fact that u tried to sing me to sleep is just so sweet. aww! thank you loads! u should do that often :)) syg kau! contented.you.mylife
wednesday. annual sch dinner and i have nothing to wear. i bet no one's gonna pay attention to the theme which is ridiculously u knw like dressing up like a character kinda theme. merepekish. like those teachers wanna make a fool of themselves and look like a spongebob or smthg.haha. and heck no, im not gonna dress up like a cartoon character. and gg home in a public bus looking like a fool. haha. goshhhhhhhhhh.idk man. cnfirm the women all wear dresses. which are like BORINGGGG. im jst 20! i wanna dress up like a rockstar mannnnnnnn. haha.kecoh. i alrdy got a leather jacket. hehe.mahal siol!haha. and to go with black jeans. black shoes. (tkde) evrthg black. funeral look.haha. oh man.maybe tmrw ill go shopping on my own.buy like black ear rings and etccc. someone refuse to pick me up whatttttt. haha. nevermind. :) okay gdnight all.
darn it
;guys we women understand that god makes you the leader of the house. :) to be able to lead us, to provide for us. i mean do what a man has to do. BUT it dosent give you the privedledge to be freaking lazy. do nothing productive but play games all day. NOT BEING A HELP IN ANY WAY IN THE HOUSE. like hello! if ure at home the whole day. WHY DONT U LIKE HELP OUT WITH THE HOUSEWORK. ALL U DO IS EAT, PLAY GAMES , SLEEP. and expect your clothes to be washed, folded and ready for you to wear the next day. eh fuck. listen here. if you happen to stay in the same house, ALL OF US INCLUDING ME ARE EQUALLY BURDENED WITH HOUSE CHORES. im dying in pain here. and i still sweep and mop the floor until it's so clean and nice, so that all your lazy butts can enjoy sitting on the clean floor. before i get even mad typing all the bad words, i better stop for now. i bet all your brothers are like that. should shoot them in the head. damn the pms is really getting to me. *peace* THERE ARE 7 DAYS IN A MO...
listen.
wearing such skimpy clothes dosent make u look beautiful/pretty. just creating the impression that you're nothing but one of those girls outside trying to attract attention and looking oh so ever ...ergh u knw what i mean. a good friend will never tell u that u look super sexy/hot/georgeous just because ure looking so nice wearing such revealing clothes. now a gd friend will tell u TO GET THE HELL OUT OF THOSE CLOTHES, COVER YOURSELF AND STOP LOOKING LIKE A PIMP. be different. cover up. be respectable in the eyes of society.
for once i was strucked.
the best feeling ever. eyes locked. no words spoken. and let the eyes speak for themselves. the best feeling ever. those hugs. no words spoken. just warmness. the best feeling ever. those kisses. no words spoken. just love. the best feeling ever. to be with you. XOXO _____________________________________________________________________
frida-da-day! Work was okay. as usual there was nothing much to do but to find my own source of entertainment.hee after work, hamizah was there early to pick me up! hehe. :)) after praying, we head off to ehub to watch another movie. yah tu lah kerja kita, asyik tengok wayang je. habislah duit aku.haha. anw watched tower heist. oklahh.it was funny and action-packed. some of the scenes looked too fake though! then we head off to ecp. i was invited to a CCA BBQ PIT. computer club nyer cca.kental. haha. there was JOE (teacher), Faidi and the kids. said hi and mingle for a short while before coming back for hamizah. lepaked there for a short while. and off we cabbed homeeeeeeeee! :) ANOTHER GREAT DAY WITH BFF. WISH DEAVI WAS THERE. MISH U!
ily boo!
i just want you to miss me i want you to want me i want you to need me i want you to tell me how much you care i want you to talk to me but not 24/7 i want you to understand i’m very emotional i want you to tell me everything is going to be ok i want you to be there for me.. i want a friend
MY Brother. *shakes head* hahahah,he is so not romantic at all. his reply is worst than mls nk layan kind. this cinonet fb wall him ILOVEYOU like so many times. and when i see the girl's wall, there's like none. i mean, only on rare occasions.haha. and he even swear at this girl cb lah, pukimak lah.etc. haha.omg. but. seboring/sekurang ajar adek aku pon dia tetap syg budak cinonet ni. what i notice is guys who text the most boring words just turn out to be the sweetest kind. hee :)) guys who text like a composition like fadil really kinda bores me.hahaha. siol aje eh! haha _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
oh ya!
OH YAH! LETS APPLAUD HAMIZAH for her first successful attempt picking me up yesterday (thursday). haha been waiting since monday. but she was excused since she was sick. WHEN I WAS SICK, i wasnt given such privedledge man! she better be thankful. haha. anw even though u never did thank me for picking u up almost everyday. im not that selfish not to THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SWEEEEET to fetch me. thank you baby! :D sunday-wed. 4 days of not meeting me is killing u softly.haha. so u'd better meet me after work as much days as u can. hhehheee. melampau sak!haha. KK HAVE A GREAT FRIDAY-DA-DA-DAYYYYY.
23:59!
23:59 WAS HOLY SCARY! haha.i wondered why i saw post from some people saying that it's not scary. OMG,ARE U SLEEPING IN THE THEATRE?! haha i mean, it is sooooooo scary. nahh, im just too jumpy and pengecotz rabak tkley angtz. haha. probably because hamizah was a acting like an electric chair. annoying gilz. haha. the makcik beside me was stoink the whole movie. i mean, she wasnt even scared, its like she's enjoying the whole thing. while im not. haha. okay soo anw, u just watch it lah. support local movie. i think it's different from the rest of horror movie. for a start, it's not at some boring haunted house or whatsoever. army camp. and its funnehhhh.haha okayylahhhh. its fridayyyy. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO. ;D cant wait to sleep in longer for the weekends!!! :))) ______________________________________________________________________________________________
GET THIS?
It's better to have nobody, than to have someone who is half there, or doesn't want to be there. ____________________________________________________________________________________________
you are cordially invited.
its thursday babyyyy! jyeah man! jyeahhhhhhh.jyeahhhhhhh.haha annoyingly i dont even know what the J means. anw, im slowly having things to do. okaylah not much. and not that diff. gah everybody's scaring me man. most of the teachers i met said how lucky i am to come in at this period of time. no students, holiday period.blah3. then they start saying. "when the students come back eh..*shakes head*......blah3' and they start scaring me. haha sucka. i have a month left to enjoy myself. hee. lets not think abt this nw. ENJOY FIRST BAYBEH.
OMG. EUW.SOME PEOPLE with make up ON, just looks so terrible!! eii yer. especially when they think that their make up looks awesome and such. show off at fb and think they have such awesome make up skill. mampos. stop putting on such thick make up lah! ur face looks oily and ... hisy. go natural lah.ur skin is suffering. the eye shadows esp. *asthma attack* maybe even if u have the skills, do it on someone else and nt urself. haha. okay, enough said. pretty ladies dont wear such heavy make up :) we gooooo nude and naturalllllll baby.. anw 2 more hours to end of work. yehoo.im feeling giddy frm just now. let the weekdays go fast k pls. ___________________________________________________________________________________________________
i activated my fb just to see a HORRIBLE HORRIBLE STATUS. OMG.so much for gaining my self-confidence back. sheesh. ive decided, it's kinda okay. mcm okay whatever lah. this is like a 2 player game. someone wins and someone loses. nvm, i give up and rather lose. than making myself miserable in the end. right. good morning! its tuesday. that fadil sibok only. i deactivate, he also deactivate. and he die2 want to bring me out for lunch lah. and his bday lah. want to get to knw me better. YUCKY YUCKS. i cant imagine spending my time alone with a middle-aged man. THERE'S TOTALLY NO COMMON TOPIC TO TALK ABOUT! POLITICS MAYBE? boring. haha. okayy ill continue blogging lahter. ehmagawd, pls, my voice is like katak alrdy. OMG.OMG.
kk last before i sleep. i remembered a funny conversation between my nenek and one of my nephew.OR WHOEVER THAT GUY IS. he is smhw related to us. anw he came to my nenek hse. he is 28 yrs old guy lah. as he was eating.and u knw chatting with my nenek and atok.. blah3. he: saya skrg tgh NS (which he meant RESERVICE lah.) my nenek : Dari dulu sampai skrg baru nak masok NS? *bluntly* me and my brother was like laughing our ass off. hahahhahahaha. okay.whatever.bye. -------------------------------------------------------------------
MONDAY
WOKE UP WITH A HEAVY HEAD. GAH. the signs are there. OMG. whatever it is, NO I CANT LOSE MY VOICE. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE MY VOICE. im so gg to take care of my throat especially. it's hurting a lil bit now when i eat. NO NO.i still want to savour delicious food. fever. yes, that is the cause of all this. take care everybodeh. get urself anti-biotics. drink tea. its good. and SLEEP.SLEEEP just happens to be the best remedy. :)) and NO, dont get yourself exposed to the rain. ive been walking in the rain all this time. i must start wearing rain coats depending the fact that I AM SO DAMN LAZY TO CARRY AN UMBRELLA.TSK.haha. :/ okay people. TAKE CARE. ITS NOVEMBER. EVERYBODY KNOWS, ITS THE RAINY SEASON. "ya allah, jauhkan kami dari segala penyakit" AMIN. :) GET WELLLLLLLLLLLL SOON SAYAANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
HARI RAYA HAJI!
TODAY is HARI RAYA HAJI!!!!!!! and i think its the best of the best ive had. this is because ive got to the see the kambing LIFE at mosques. yesyes, during my 19 years of life, ive never been to the mosque for hari raya haji. yes memalukan.hehe. anw i went today. at masjid al-ansar first with hamizah. :) hee. kesian gegerl sakit. had smbhyg raya.i went for the secnd round because i was late. hehe. then went to see the kambing. they looked sad man. even though their expressions looks all the same, i jst got this telepathy that they're sad.haha. okay nvm, all of u are gg to heaven anw. :) since we did not get to see the process, we went to maskid alkaff. and YAHOOO! WE CAUGHT THEM SLAUGHTERING IN ACTION. goshhhhh.it's so heart-breaking to hear them bleat. haish and to see them bleed to death. haishhhhhhhhhhh. i can almost feel myself like the kambing hehe.k mengarot plak eh. anw yesyes.it was a great day spent with my sick bff. pls get well soon okay!!!!!!! :)) and i am gg to get...
SHORT OR LONG???
IM THINKING OF MAKING MY HAIR STRAIGHT AND CUTTING IT. but i cant decide, should i have it long or shortttt! haizzz. help me please!hehe. i super love the third picture. short and sassyyy. haha. skali dah buat kat muka aku. teros muka mcm penyu eh! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. haha. ____________________________________________________________________________________
friday. had breakfast with bff!;) she is just soooooo erghhh lazy. cant even carry her own stuff! haha.at last i bagged home her files and i had to like wait for her. and i was like late too. we had breakfast together. because i just cant stand her fake sad puppy eyes. haha. then i rushed off to work. to find faidhi later than me! my god. should have known man.hehe. i can spend more time with my bfffff because i wont be meeting her after work nor sat and maybe sunday. 3 days! omg. depressing sangat!. hehe. anw, he came at the right time, because some teacher wanted to rent a digital camera. omg, thank god it 's a simple digital camera which is very idiotically user friendly. haha. almost panicked like crap can! haha. and another one came later. dont even knw how to switch on the printer. dumbo. and guess what?! haha.i dont too! hahahaha.omg, i felt like i left my brain at home mannnn. and again, he saved the day. :) *sighs of happiness* haha. okay, HAPPY MOMENTS LIKE LUNCH TIME SHO...
Bukit Timah Nature Reserve!
i think im gg to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve tomorrow. I WANNA TAKE PICTURES with the sch dslrrrrr weeee!! hehe. hope it dosent rain tomorrow! :)) _____________________________________________________
24 hours
ok people. ive decided to deactivate my fb because i just dont want to be reminded of that particular asshole who hurt my feelings. and also posts from certain people who will just make me sad/mad/annoyed/pissed/jealous and many many more. and so ive decided to take a break frm fb. :) i think its gonna help me gain mys self-confidence back. hmm.and also sadly enough,with effect from tomorrow, im going to privatise my blog. it's not for long. dont worry. ;) idk why the decision. just need some private moments to myself. today is friday. enjoy your weekends people. and SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI IN ADVANCE LOVELIES! :) if u people miss me when im gone from this virtual space, pls dont hesitate to call me or drop me a msg! hehe. goodbye. ps.miss you.ly
day out with bffs! at last the moment we all been waiting for had arrived! hee. at last we saw deavi after like dinasaur years of waiting. we ate at simpang bedok. yesyes, and of course, we managed to catch on with each other. updates on deavi she's getting close with this guy called viknesh. yes, she's all grown up and becoming gatal nk mampos. hahah. i hope for the best for deavi. she deserves to be happy with the guy she loves. but one thing i worry is, i hope whatever she do, she just wont get pregnant! haha. oh well, teenagers nwadays. what can i say..heh. and whatever it is, never put your relationship before your friendship. your friends are the ones who will be there for you no matter what. esp your bffs :) and well, her work was okay. bet she's enjoying her shift work. i just love listening to her stories regarding patients there. you knw, hospital are just full of dramas. good and bad ones. people live, people die, people suffering. working there in my opinion som...
Moody Thursday
felt like black clouds hovering over my head. everything just felt so wrong. have a great day people. p.s do not judge. u dont even know what i went through. ________________________________________________________________________
when im with you, it just felt right. when i hugged you, it felt like the world stopped moving. when i kissed you, the feeling just cannot be described. when you smile, it just felt like a thousand faces smiling back at me. when you laugh, the happiness seem to last for a lifetime. when u cried, nothing else matters, because all i want is for you to smile. i like you before. but now, i love you. xoxo _________________________________________________________________
GOING FOR A RIDEEEEEEE.
so its not such a boring day after all. HEHE.BYE _______________________________________________________________
WEDNESDAYYYY
GAHHHH. IM ALONE TODAY :( and TOMORROW :((((( NK CRY PLEASE. GEMBENG MODE. oh whatever. anw.its only 8plus am. and i have no idea what i am gg to do in my nx 8 hours or soooooo. BORING SIAAAAA. i think i need to rent like 20cds to fill my week in sch. haha. make my day and msg me "ILOVEYOUSOMUCHYMUCHH" to me can? im feeling so blue here. make me smile laaaa. haha. paksa org eh. klah i wanna eattttttt~ hungaryyy. toodles noodles! :)