sial ah im so tiredddddddd. my weekends are burned by doing stupid stuff. gahh, i cnt even rest my eyes!. i think i have to start using sun glasses when im staring at the computr. goshh. i'd rathr look stupid than slowly losing my eyesight. haish.kesian aku. hehes. anw, yeahh, i have to complete pages of excls sheet. i can die doing it. and yet till nw, ive yet to complete it. BEOSE IT'S TOO MUCHH. ahkay lah. ok soooooooo. i did sometg IDIOTIC in the mrt. goshgoshgosh. tk senonoh siak aku!!.hhaa i wont burt out anythg here.hehs. and i think i saw one of my sec sch friend in the mrt. i seriously think it was her. but thg is, i was standing beside her, she cant even recognise me.. when i look twice, she look like an indonesian maid.haha.sial. another look, she looked like a makcik. ahaha.but serious shit, i knw it was her. goshhh, she looked difff! andand. i cant wait to start my mentoring. i hope i can get a cuteyyyy for my mentor. hehe. aside frm tat, i hope they wont be that t...
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i fell on my butt at the toilet few days ago. and only after dew days, i can feel the side effects!. goshh it hurts. it's like having a cramped butt.haha it hurts only one side. so, i think, im waddling like a duck now. haha. peh suay, jatoh dlm toilet. hehe. and and erm work is the same. the amt of work im doing nw is increasing. gosh, i have to keep up to this speed. im actually proud of myself cose i can fulfill the datelines given. :) thanks to my never ending perseverance..hah.bullshit eh. anw thursday, wont be working.:D happyy nyerrr.idk why, supervisor said the whole company's nt gonna be there. haha. i dont mind if they take off's like this. :) haha. im gonna take this day to SLEEEP AND SLEEEP AND SLEEEP. anw, i saw this very cute family in the mrt. soo cute lahh! the father was young ah, he gt 2 young kids. was wactching the cute kids, but my eyes were more wondering to thier father! haha.tak senonoh betol aku.haha. the father soo cute can??haha.he was teasing his...
Oh boy. i dreamed something really weird yesterdayy. heheh. but i kinda love that dream. in that dream, there's a guy who was fighting to protect me from bad guys..idk.haha so sweeetttttt.*loves* and one part, that guy was sleeping on me.(okay.diam) it was veryy sweet dream. if only if its true..haha. and yeah, im having my cramps now. of all dayss!. tmrw im off from work at 12pm. rushing to another place. hehss. klahh. bye
hello! its SATURDAYY.:D kekeke. how happpy i am to be at home!. haha. oh yah, i m like having no life, gg to sch on saturday. me, pei xuan and rui qi planned to meet up to help ruiqi wif her pd. hehe. ahh tiring.but i wasnt much of a help. but yeah, it was great to see them. :) haha. after rui qi left, me and ah pei went cwp to eat. yeahh, we gossiped a lot about our works. hahah. it was great to at least complain to someone. haha. u'll understand me when u work there. kk anw DEAVI was DYING TO MEET ME. haha.idk why. and and, i can wait for the holidays to end. i love sch daysss. i hate to work. but in reality, i just have to when i stepped out of sch. the point is here, JUST ENJOY SCHOOL DAYS.dont regret any minute of it because when ure out in the working world, it's just NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME!. and i still do not have an answer to this question. " what do you want to be, when u grow up?" ... . . . imy. u knw i still do.
OMyGOD. im SO SO VERY TIRED. th journey is LONG. and the work load. SUPER SUPER SO MUCH. argh. i wanna sleeeeeeep. . my eyes are gonna pop out soon. from staring on the computer too much. hehx. okayy. tonnes to complete. i'll blog again soon, with PICTURES :D jst for my fav reader, awin. aww.hahahha.
ahh so tired. today, i went out so early. and yet im still late.-_- hehe. because the bloody place is like hidden can? mcm sorok kt hutan haha. bodoh, first it ws like an hour ++ journey, and i cnt even sleep because i have to look out for the b.stop. and YET I ALIGHTED AT the WRG bustop. haha,babi betol. went out, took the bus back. then serious shit, idk wheere to walk. muka tembok, i jst followed ppl arnd. aha.thank goddd, it leads me to the right place. haha. the place is okayy. i even have my own desk. :D jgn jelous korg.hahah. BUT, *YAWNS* everyone there were chinese and not even one was within my age. how saddening is that?? ok if ure nt sad, I AM. cose, im gnna be a loner for 2 months! sial betol. someone visit me can?hehe but nvmind. work there ws quite slacking. i went in late, went home early. haha.takde discipline langsong. haha. ok, what i have to do for that company. 1) Update their website. (THANK GOD, i dont have to do one for them. *PHEW*) 2) Refresh their design for c...
OMG. i had a real scare just now. my lptop REFUSE TO START! how cn i not panic! all my stuff in there. im gonna die if i lose everythg!! BUT. :) its OKAYY NOW, hhaa.thank to my magical hands. hehe. okok. yesterda 15th. was my big bro's bdae. hehe.kesian sey, kedai semua tutup. so, tak beli ape2. haha.kesian aku tngk.haha but it's okay, i'll buy him smthg when i have the money, perangai sak aku. belikn gf dia present.dia aku tk beli. hehe.OH YAH, I FGOT, it wasnt even my money. OH MY, i sure owe people lots of money. sighs. i must rmber to pay!!. nnti mati tk sng..hehs anw, ysterday drama lah sey. my brother, stupidly put his finger inside a hole. idk digging for smthg i supposed. hhah.and i got STUCK. kecohh sakk!. my mom was practically running to the neighbour's house haha. panic peee. my bro was like stressed ahh, because everyone i s making a fuss. BUT HE MUST THANK MY MOTHER FOR MAKING A FUSS. if nt, he'll gt his finger operated or what. stupid2. haha. meanwhil...
ahhh. im soooo feeling sooo weak. ive been eating like a monster. but yet, my body is like giving opposite reaction. more food= more energy right? but im weakkkkkk! ive not been exercising for like months? my stamina sucks. mcm nenek tua nyer stamina. goshh, i MUST NOT BE LAZY. hehx. and and, counting dwn days. im super nervous for IEP. ... god help me. amiiiinn. hehe.
there's a lot of thing happening in the house. and all of it revolves around one person. some times, i wonder how come he became like that. why? kdg2, kesian plak aku tngk dia kena marah. and he writing at fb, "mak aku tk syg aku lage"... all this sounds so saddening. but he have to know. whatever my mom's doing, is for his own good. when someone scold you, it means, he/she still cares for u. if not, ko mati ke, masok jail ke, ko nyer psl. i wish he changed for the better. he sure have a lot pf potential. and obviously evryone loves him. its just that no one wants him to be a bad person. it was a mistake to let him roam arnd freely. and his gf. mintak kena sepak ngn aku. perosak. haiya. i hope he changes. for the family, and most importntly for himself. ... no one hates you.
fuhh. all ut's are over baybee! hhah.wewitt.happy ke pe. but all happiness are shortlived. ive got WORK. like real work for the first time. mcm OMG LAH! haha.all this time im working, but kes main2 ah. sooo, idk how im actually gonna cope under great stress. hahah. stop it ehk, padehal belom start pon.haha ok soooo, dmt ut was kinda okayy. i think just pass pon dah oryte ah eh. like i say, im jst nt gg to have a career on IT. *yawns* haha. and and. i just bought covered shoes cn? haha i bought it alone cose i dont want people to lOOK how girly i am when im wearng that kinda shoes. kerana aku HIDUP MATI SLIPPER! hahha.okay dahh mereps. so im jst left buying clothes. :) and yeah.yr 2 just ended. ahhhh, im gonna miss my frendss. ah pei, awin, hg, darren (OOPS)..my close frenss *sobs*.aha 2 months! RIP MY HEART AND TAKE MY SOUL! hahha. ok, i'll be looking forward to seeing u all again. and i pray all of us will be in the same class!! then it wil be sweet. gdbye yr 2. hello. yr 3! :...
Yeah. exactly what i feel now. broken into pieces. i dont knw what wrg ive done. so big that uve decided to throw me off frm ur life. and i do wonder hw come its so easy for someone to fget one who was regarded a bstfren once. once there was a fren who said, "No one' s a bstfren". At that time i met you, i refuse to believe that sentence, i believe that, there must be someone who cares wholeheartdly for you. at least through good and bad times. it was you. 3 years, it was enough to know all abt you. bt such a pity u decided to break all ties off after all the thgs we've been through. the fights and all. it always ended with a happy ending. bt nw, since u call it off. ive gt ntg more to say. nevrmind.at least ive gt to knw you. not ervy story have a good ending. and since im nt the type who lupa jasa org, i hereby thank you for all the good memories, and being a great friend to date, for all your care and concern. for all the help u've given. fo...
oh heyyy.haha ok today wednesday. soo tireddd. php ut is finally over. and nw i can smile with my teeth. haha.bbl bodoh betol. anw the ut was alright. people said it was hard. but i find it mcm chicken.hahah. confident taik sak aku.hahaa. ok so, ive been studying after sch lately. yerps with the old crew of mine. tday went to civic with ah pei, awin, darren, rui qi. studied animation. and and there's this cute guy sitting beside me. hahah. nah, actually i din even see his face, but ISNT IT UNREAL, he choose to sit beside me when there's like a lot of available spaces.hehehe. fweet.gatal shiol. hha.kk wadever. klah nthg exciiting to blog abt. anddd I MISS MY RAJU SO MUCH! i miss those soft bulu's of urs. hehe. its a cat anw. ahh, there was once an orange tabby cat. always running to me when he saw me. and one day, he was just gone. sighs.i miss that cat. so sad :( k dokey. 2 more ut to go. and im free frm this madness. hehs. bye.
time to blog! haha.ehmagod. it's been so longgg since i last blog. nah, i was busyy wif lots of things. u knw hw i wish we could stretch time a bit longer. okok dah. anw ut just started today. tuesday, im bugged dwn with 2 uts. yeahhh! penat ka pe! some more ut perah brain juice nyer kes. hah.kkk. programming was okayy. :) but IT security is a disaster!.goodness me. i regrettd watching movie when im supposed to be studying.haha bt tkper.rezeki masing2. hope i can pass lah. tuesday till friday. UT straight. nx wk, start attchment. there's a lot to buy and a lot to do. after friday. i can finally say goodbye to YEAR 2! YEAHHHHHH BABYYY! i LOVE MY YR 2 LIKE HELL. ok not so ahh. bt i met some friends who make my life a lot better!. i dn mind not having many friends. i rather have someone stick by me when im happy/sad.whatever. and sadly to say. ok.i rather not mention it. but, u see, i treasure my friends a lot. old, new, u're all my friends. u make me smile, make me laugh, cry...
gosh, i feel so sick. enough of getting sick. sighss. idk why, i just feel like sleeping evrytime. and yeah, my body is ever so weak. mcm tk mkn brape hari getu. haiyo. nx wk, i'll be sitting for all ut's and fuck, ive totally gt no mood to study. -_- tsk. ok friday was okayy the faci was so kind. i love him cn? haha.he actualy spend like 70 bucks on us. totally diff from other facis who are seriously stingy. haha.biasa ahh. and well, we didnt present aythg cose he just wanted to view our slides. haha.no wonder i love him! haha. i swear he's the best faci i ever came across. haha.awwness. and did i mention it was my mom's bdae! haha.happpyy 42nd birthdayy.aha we all really sucks att giving suprises cose it wasnt any suprising.haha anw, we all bought her cake. ice-cream cake in a small container. really cutee.heh my bro got my mom a pair of tudongs. haaha.the color really i cannt angkat.hahah very striking. my small bro got my mom bag. which really looked like a makcik b...