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OMGGGGGGG. its been a week!! since ive updated and i didnt even realise this until today!. haha. its saturday and yeah! its weekends. this week. sch reopen was okay. ive been busy going to p1 and mostly p2 classes to train them CPS. some class management system la. those kids are sure cute. but when they are noisy, u knw, its horrible.haha. but well, i didnt bother screaming, because im the kind type. id rather the form teacher do the screaming. haha. anws, i hope whatever i taught, goes to their head since nx wk they are gonna use the CPS. and what else. nx wk, is the last wk my HOD gonna be in sch. :( sad or whattttttttt. i hope the week ends really slowlyyyyyyyyyyyy. hehe. anw went back to HQ ysterday. to have a boring meeting. haiz after tat, me and siti went to eat. so hungry u knw. and we cabbed home. since it was like 9? hmm.okaylahhh. monday is youth day. and i have to come to decorate the labs. excited!haha k byeee

i dont like it when i give what u want. and i dont get what i want. hmph.

Oh pardon me for updating so much. haha u see when the mood to update comes. it goes like WHOOOOOOOSH! haha.k merepek. anw, yesterday after work, had an impromptu meetup with namira! OH MY, oh how she changed! i dont like it when she mix with the wrg group of friends. it's just nt her! ysterday she wore like a black singlet. and make up tebal. macam gangster sak!haha. kes nk pukul org nye look. and u shud see her hand muscles. HAHA.kinda big sey!. ate and chit chatted for awhile. i miss the old namira. under that thick make up and the ridiculous clothing, i knw she is still the same innocent girl who knows nuts about the world. HAHAHA.so rude of me. hehe. insyaallah namira. i pray that u will not go astray. ure still the friend in me. :) ......

this so looks like my drawing. :/ hahhaaha. aww your name.my name. carve it in ur heart ok hamizah. <3 haha. ... .. . and deavi of course! : <3

Friday is today!! Oh yah, i didnt have a good night sleep yesterday. my mother came to my room like midnight, 1am, 1.30am and some other ungodly timings to check on my bed for bedbugs. i wake up like 5 times or more during that very night. gosh.im so lethargic. but i do not blame my mother of course. in fact, i was touched that she sacrifised her sleep to check on me and my bed. for the bloody bedbugs. ergh, they are still around i tell u. annoying. and when i woke up to help my mother look for bedbugs, she ask me to sleep back. and she said,  'aku akan jaga kau, kau ge tido, aku tkkn kasi binatang ni gigit ko' i was so TOUCHED CAN!! :) gosh. how i love my mother. :) she's the bezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzt! oklah. enjoy ur friday! Love u allz.

wee! i went back to sch yesterdayy!. how i miss my HOD. and my computer labs <3 haha.mampos. saying that. i am so gonna be very sad :((((( my HOD will be gg off in JULY till NOV. 4 months!!!!!!!!!!! for NIE studies. 4 months seyy. i think im gg to cry. work is nt gg to be the same w/o her. HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. and me and my ta will be under another HOD. okoklah. but, no one can ever replace my own HOD! :) i hope June will end very very slowly. hehe. back to sch! since my TA is at filipines, there's another TA there replacing my own ta. he's kinda old.haha. but he is sure friendly and helpful. haha. and he likes my HOD! hahaa.he was like saying all the nice things about my HOD. and of course whatever he said was true. my hod is young, pretty, cute and have this aura surrrounding her. hahaa. i was like LOL!. and he purposely wants to follow me to HOD room, to help me with the ipads la konon but heck yeah, i know what is his agenda. hahah...

i miss chris!!!!!!! can't wait to see him when he comes back :)

DISGUSTED. ASTARGFIRULLAH. Cakap mcm org beragama. tapi bila dgn perempuan. nauzubillah. im disgusted with this kind of guys. gatal nk mampos. tk sedar diri. tsk. tk malu ke org baca? dah tua bangka mcm tu. manalah org tk kata. lepas tu kata " dont judge me" OTAK KAU LAH. ASTARGFIRULLAH. walaupon its only words. people will judge u. jgn bodoh ah. his comments are so over. "hugs and kisses lah, lip kiss lah" tk mcm org islam. jijik aku baca. tk berubah ni jantan. tk reti tgk perempuan. padehal baru online. EUW EUW EUW. DISGUSTED MUCH. for sure, im NOT GOING TO MAKE this kind of guys my husband. tk reti malu. ASTARGFIRULLAHALAZIM. .....

sometimes i feel like giving up. stop taking all this stupid medicines. and go somewhere far far away. smwhere peaceful. smwhere by the beach. ahhhhh.. how i wish. how can i get better when i have NO APPETITE TO EAT. and i cant get by a day without those iron pills. nw i knw why my body aches so much.. after taking iron pills, the aches miracally goes! :) amin. but it means, i have to depend on medicines to get by. :( i need motivation. i need you. xoxo

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insulted. hurt. pain. there wont be a next time.

i dont want to grow old :( because particularly i dont want you to go. can i have u only for myself?? hee.  <3

My fav girls <3 Capturing the moment. May this picture and my blog entries serve as a remembrance for our awesome friendship journeys. Zafirah<3Hamizah<3 Deavi

Sunday! Horrible stomach cramp. its the second day. and yes, i expected it coming. it was so terrible in the morning. in fact, i already thought of cancelling my plans with my bff because of the cramp. end up, i braced myself and go ahead to meet them. because i miss bff outings!!! how often do we do this?! so rare can! met deavi first. and we drank hot choc first. thank goodness for that drink because SOMEHOW IT MAKES MY CRAMP FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. :) alhamdulillah. then hamizah came. went to wendy's to eat. then bought our tickets. we watched THE DICTATOR. it was a hilarious movie. but some part eh, sungguh memeranjatkan. haha.okay, i dont want to say what i saw. but that particular part is deavi's fav part i think.haha. saw her giggling and giggling away.hahaha. jkjk. then bought 2 rings for me and hamizah. kalau tk beli, bising all day long. haha. sorry deavi, when i have more money, ill buy u the pearls okay :)) stopped by bedok point to b...

Saturdayy. Met hamizah at bugis mrt to head down to Madrasah Al-Junied! WEE! it was full-packed. i love it when i see so many people coming for this kind of events. :) So it was Israq and Mikraj.plus also Maulidur Rasul. Ustaz Syafiie was there. anw since i was so clueless about israk and mikraj. i got some information for the benefit of myself and hamizah too. since she dosent have a clue what this special event is all about.hehe. okay baca okay! ____________________________________________________________________ The Isra 'is the part of the journey of the prophet from Makkah(in Saudi Arabia today) to Jerusalem(in Israel today). begins at a time when Muhammad(p.b.u.h) was in his house in Mecca, when the archangel Jibriel (Gabriel) comes to him, and brings him the steed Buraq, the traditional heavenly steed of the prophets. Buraq carries Muhammad to the Masjid Al Aqsa the "Farthest Mosque", which is the Al-Aqsa Mosque in Jerusalem. Muhammad alights, ...

OMG. I dreamt my small brother was murdered. eish. astargfirullah. hope he comes home fast. god please save us from all the bad things/people outside.

Hospital Visit. Went to changi hosp to have a checkup. my goodness. what a shock. i thought everything was gonna be all fine. chit chatty and such. and jeng jeng jeng, firstly i was checked in the stomach. that was okay lahh. it was kinda embarrasing la. with an arabic doctor looking at my not-so-good-looking stomach. wonder if he saw my abs...hmm HAHA and i thought that was probably the most embarrassing thing. i was wrong. after that the doc said smtg about checking stool. whether there's blood or not. and then he dropped the bomb. HE IS GONNA USE HIS FINGER TO DIG INSIDE MY ASS. euw. omg. that was probably the MOSTEST AWKWARD MOMENT OF MY LIFE. i stood there and stare at him like he's joking or what. BUT NO!haha. mampos. it's the time of your life where u really want to run away. erghhhh.and there's a nurse there too. wht an embarrassing moment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sumpah. weird or what!!!! now i feel so vulnerable. haha. ...

my gosh. my shoulder hurts more now. seriously, i dont know much about massage, but this particular massage wasnt at all relaxing. it hurts like crap. what a waste of money. haiz. and as expected, we have to take up like another package. waste more money again. haiz. im nt gg there for a massage anymore i tell u. erghh!. okay meanwhile, today is wednesday and i finished cleaning all the computers in the lab. haha.all dusts are gone. how nice it feels. i bet it wont last long when sch reopens. hehe. i hope my HOD comes tmrw. gahhhhhhhh. if not i will have outstanding tasks to do. and leave wouldnt be that relaxing, the fact that i have to think abt work. CHEY STEP WORKAHOLIC PLAK EH. haha. kklah. happy berwednesday! random meet up with hafiz later. xoxo.

the best feeling ever is the opportunity to hold your hand. oh how it fits perfectly.

My Favourite Friend. Never fail to make me laugh. Eh wrg! I never fail to make her laugh. HAHAHA. Sahabat Syurgaku! :)

Went for Nur Night at Masjid Al-Mawaddah. It was a good because i get to do Qiyammul-lail, which i dont think i'd will do when im at home. hehe. i'd probably be sleeping away like a princess. thus, i feel that it's a good practice to START WAKING UP and not piroritise sleep too much. lol public speaking tol. anw but it was kinda dissapointing because i wanted to experience praying at the roof top. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. dingin subuh. bayu embun (LOL tk habis2 eh.haha) :( pe seyyy! nvm lah, maybe another time. the nx place i want to pray is at the seaside. subuh by the seaside. confirm the best feeling ever. :) sooo, i wore a long dress! THAT CALLS FOR A WAR!haha. lol. had to.since hamizah made is so compulsory to wear smtg long. i think she's in the al-mawaddah committee or what.haha ergh. when i go there, i still see some of them wearing pants. cekik darah betol ni hamizah! reach the mosque around 11 plus pm. and they were gathered at ...

OMG LAMA NYE TK BLOGGGGG. eii dah mcm one of the dead blogs. haha. anw, life is good. tht is why there's ntg to blog abt.haha. work was never boring with the presence of my fun TA! when he's nt working, i feel sooooooo empty. i wonder why.haha. lol. anw i ordered canadian pizza for us. well, we were hungry man. and it was so random of me ordering pizza so last min! and to end of the day, we ate pizza whilst watching a horror movie! haha. tercekik aku mkn pizza.hehe. my TA was such a scaredy cat!haha. lol.sama la ngn aku. kesian dia, aku nyer pekik yg terkejotkn dia. bukan cerita hantu tu.haha. anw, i really should learn how to switch on the lights when im alone with my TA. oh pls, we're not doing anythg in the dark. BUT WATCH MOVIE. who likes to watch movie in when the place is so bright! make sense kan!haha. but well, some staff likes to come to the lab in a suprising manner..annoying! and what must they be thinking man! when they see us in t...

Down with fever and flu. After one sickness, comes another. I pray that with all this sickness, my sins will all be forgiven.. amin!