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Hi Tommy, Up till now, i dont know whether you are a male or female. BUT. I STILL LOVE YOU SOO MUCH. even though u're an animal, i think animal are better companion than humans. though sometimes i think I'M CRAZY because at times i do talk to you, i guess not. because now, my mother is starting to talk to u too. LOL. THANK YOU for being our listening ear. u never interrupt when we talk to u eh!haha (sbb dia tk faham.haha) good ol' Tommy! OK. before u think I'm mad, i'm not k. haha. LUP YOU TOMMY. u're the best creation that god ever gave to this family.

OMGGGGGGGOSHHHHHHH. MY STOMACH CRAMP mcm sakit betol. and besok sch starts already. BOOHOO. haha. how time flies. anw.. i hope it rains tmrw. the weather is hotttt. whether ure at home or outside. its still hottt. haiz.dosa aku kot. klahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, anw from nw on, i want to save money, and start investing on properties! CHEYYYYYYY!haha. i read this article on how this guy became a millionaire by investing. well, u dont even have to become famous to be rich. all u need is creativity and the brainsssss. but right nw, i think im more to brawn than brain. hehe, klahhh mls nk panjang2kn cerita. take care u allz. enjoy sunday before monday comes and rips the freedom out of u. haha. xoxo

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This is what people do when they are bored. haha.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! MY RESULT MODULES FOR TERM 2. THE HECK. lesson learnt; Don't do anything last minute.

CHEY CHEY. lawa pe gambar aku petik.hehe HEEE.

random post. hee

Gosh. a proper update to my Cameron Highland trip. Bus journey was LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG. you'll get butt cramp sitting for hoursss. thank god for the frequent stops here and there. heee. we went with a group of people. mcm tour group la kirakn. 70% of them were adults. and the rest are young adults getu. the tour guide was fun. he was from terenggenu. haha. he was funny. ok skip all this details. let's go to day 1. OTW to Cameron Highland.... In the bus. Time masa HAZYYYY period. First visit place. Bee's Farm! Saw the bees live! inside a glass wall getu. naseb baik kat dalam, kalau tk, muka aku nk keluar bus. haha.anw, i got to eat a spoonful of raw honey. like fresh from the honey comb. Mmmdap. hee. My first Malaysia Lunch for the day. i think.haha. A & W!!!!!!!!!!! hehee. the food was alright. the restaurant was darn dirty. erk. the food on the floor and stuff. nevertheless t...

Behind every smile, are a thousand sorrows.

fed up ah. ...

feeling depressed already, bcose I'm back in Singapore. hehe. gosh. I love Cameron highland!! the view was breath taking. and since I am a hrdcore nature lover, I was sooo sad to leave that place. i was even considering becoming an org asli. i wanna work at the tea farm, and breathe the high class quality air there!!! before i knew it, it was time to go home.. nvm, at least the air in Singapore is clean now. i wish my holiday was longer. ok shall blog more soon. gdbyee.

sighs. why can't I even do things right. I can do. So cn everyone else. But I have to accept the fact that it is not within my forte. haizzzzzz.

Ya allah, bersalah nye aku. sesungguhnya, aku harus diam dan tidak berkata-kata. dosanye aku. astarghfirullah. maafkn aku. :'(

i have started sending out my resumes! teehee. i hope this time round, i can work within the government sector. a new environment, a new me. insya allah. anyhoots, i asked my manager what is how many months in advance should i inform him. he said 1 YEAR. WTH. such untruths. i wanted out from the company/school, mybe because idk, i want somthing new? u knw. get a better paying job and do something. rather than shake leg at work. dah mcm doughnut lemau aku. hehe. anw, yah kalau rezeki ade, insya allah, :)

went to a colleague wedding ytday. omg, A LOT OF EYE-CANDY. FIRST OF ALL. IT was like an arab wedding. a lot of arab and pakistanic people. most of them really were pretty and handsome. really . their face were so white and u know, spotless. how i envy them. i was eye-ing one boy especially. he is so gorgeous. really gorgeous. he was like dancing.idk what style is that. i think pakistan kind of dance. sooooooooooooo eye-catching. i had eyes on him, while sinah was eye-ing one older guy. haizhaiz. how nice if our dream were to come true. anws, we waited for the bride and groom to come back. like 1 hr or less i think. omg, my colleague looks so handsome. and his bride was pretty too! heeeeeee. after wedding, headed down to tampines to eat our ice-cream. then we had a heart-to-heart talk. was enriching. oh religious talk i mean. makes me realise somethings. hmm. it was nice to sit down and share knowledge. :)) xoxo.

yesterday I read up thgs that makes me finally realize that I am such a hypocrite. I pray , I fast and evythg, yet I didn't follow one of god's order which is to cover up. gah. Its so frustrating. I can do so much good deeds. Bt what's the point when the I am doing sin all the time. I came across one article, that says, even if I fast, I get nothing bt hunger and thirst. no pahala, no dosa. Bcose its even out mah. goodness! How stupid of me. sighssssssssss. I think its time alrdy. I love god, and I don't want to waste my life doing good deeds and doing sin at the Same time. then,I earn nothing. nothingggggggggggggg. haiz haiz. I feel like crying alrdy, god forgive me.

"Ever thought of how this life is only as important and stressful as we let our minds make it? I mean, our ultimate destination is the Aakhirah (Hereafter), the eternal destination, so why put so much stress on this temporary life? I don’t mean to say that we shouldn’t enjoy life and make the most of it. Rather, I’m saying that in order to be at peace throughout this temporary life and to live relatively worry-free, it would make more sense for us to put our efforts towards preparing for the long term (Aakhirah) over the short term (dunya). Put aside your worries about this life, because ultimately, everything passes. Instead, focus on preparing for the Hereafter, because that is the life that has unlimited possibilities in how incredible it could be. Just have to make sure you earn the right ticket for the right venue when you get there." True story.  What's the point of worrying too much when the hereafter is our final destination?   life in this world is too...

If i were to be pregnant, i will pray for a girl. looking at how USELESS MAN CAN BE NOWADAYS is kind of putting me off. seriously. ok i shall not judge. not all men are the same, but safely to say, most of them are useless. just quoting from a nearest possible example; MY BROTHERS. i think the older they get, the lazier they become, the useless they turn into, the more trouble-some they are. NS is not turning them to anyone better. just the same. sighs. why didnt the army choose both my brothers. they need some torture. seriously. my big brother, HE IS SO LAZY, HE IS LIKE A HIBERNATING PANDA. being at home most of the time is probably something most parents prefer. BUT if u're just sleeping, lazing around, and doing nothing. u're no different from an animal. even animal will go out and look for food. house-work. far from it. i dont understand, why simple things like sweeping or moping, or drying the clothes can be so difficult ...

:'( dear god, please grant me the patience..

WHEEEEEEEE. Finally i got to watch the movie. "Now you see me" the show was great! it wasnt boring or anything. it wasnt too awesome too. point is, it wasnt a waste of money. like of course, i wasnt the one paying for it. hahahah. kk nnti aku bayar k :). hee. anw, the movie was full of ONE EYE thing. movie is so full of DAJJAL signs. sometimes org2 ni eh, suka buat movie yg menyesatkn. hopefully those watching would be too engrossed or start believing all this crap. anw, thanks HAMIZAH for fulfilling my needs! hee. lup you la! klah.its so boring in here. i got lots of thgs to do, but i dont feel like doing anythg la k. soon soon. kk bye! xoxo

so very ultimately broken hearted. bcose I don't get to watch the movie. :((((((((((( been looking forward, and the freaking threatre is booked full. so so beyond sad. I feel like a depressed child. sigh. bye lah. my mood just died. ..

argh! sakit perot mcm terok getu la sey. ouchie ouch. tolongggg tolong pls! anyone! haha. that aside, it is my nenek's birthday today! love her much! she's the best :) gonna visit her today perhaps. k bybeye!!

Those lips. Can I just kiss them? heheh

WAHHHHHHH. long time never play arcade! and it felt so goooooooooood. hehe. lagi2 dapat main my fav car racing game. but nonsense sia. they should have like ENGLISH as a main language. i dont even know what i was choosing. and i end up playing MANUAL. gah. i dont even understand the gear and all. they kinda make my car go slower.haha. i LOSE in the end. haiz. hamizah, at the other hand, was steering like a drunk driver. and she ended up winning! omg. how unfair can life be kn. haha. she took AUTO anw. tht explains la :) hee. then went to the basketball shootout corner. then there's one game that we played too. and lastly the boxing game. gosh! i am so mad that i didnt get a chance to beat the thg. haha, hamizah shiok sendiri seh. and before i knew it, the game was over! haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. haha. then went home :) OMG, I WAS GROPED SO HARD YESTERDAY. MUST BEWARE OF HAMIZAH'S HAND/ DANGEROUS BETOL. OMG. TRAUMATIZED TILL NW PLS. K byee....

Learning journey to MBS. haha. More like retreat for the teachers. gosh. Mcm extra can aku n t.a aku. haha. Alah dijemput la anw. hehe we went to the flower dome and cloud forest. was okayyy bcose I went there once, so it wasn't such a wow wow thg for me. nevertheless, we went around the places. my ta is scared of height!!!!! haha. Pengecot alert pls. hahaha.ade hati nk takotkn aku. then towards the end, it began to rain heavily. like veryyyy heavy. my shoes was soaked man. anw guardian has this AWESOME disposable umbrella at 2 dollars!!!! Omg such an awesome catch!!!. and the quality is suprisingly good. I'm NT gonna throw it away man. klahh. anw I'm broke :( hope my pay comes in soon... byee.x

Sepupu sepipits. haha. from left, My bro, Fitri (My sepupu nye side, so not related to me), Mahathir ( Sepupu nye side, not related),  Firdaus (Sepupu), Taufiq (Sepupu, Firdaus' s elder brother), AND IDRIS(SEPUPU :) ) HOT KAN. see the eyes, menusuk ke kalbu la u guys. he studies at SIM too. hopefully i can bump into him. hihi. k byeeeeee.

Wedding. My sepupu wedding yesterday! hee. nothing much to update, except that, i finally got to talk to one of my sepupu.(a bit like cousin) OMG, HE IS SO FREAKING HOT. LIKE HOT HOT. not like HOT playboy. that one is common. but he is HOT, as in very good looking. the clean face, the sexy janggut. its not like long or anythg. seriously, his janggut is so eye-catching. omg, i sound so weird. bt that is the fact. he make an awesome husband. he talks softly. he is so polite when he talks to elderly's. gah!!!!!!!!! if only i can have him as my husband. nk dia je pls. BUT he got gf already. i mean, not suprising what, if that kind of guy is single, i will be like shocked like crap. heee. i hope he breaks up with her soon. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. OMG JUST KIDDING. hopefully, i can like talk to him again. aargh.his eyes is so magical. u knw like, makes u fall in love. the way he stares into your eyes. gosh, most of the time when he talks, i looked another way....