my father's back. teehee. :D haha, idk, bt if he's in pain somemore, probably he have to go back and hve an OPERATION.remove what also idk. the doctors there are freaking stupid and young, and worst, THEY ARE INEXPERIENCED!. nonsense sia, this is a matter of life and death, and yet, they arent sure of what's the problem. everyday say the diff thg, then suddenly suggest an operation. ge mampos sudah semua doctor. TAK GUNA NK MAMPOS. byr bnyk2, otak mcm lembu. sheesh. anws, im glad he's back. gahh, ive been thinking of a theme for my pd again. see lah, i gatal, evytime chge. bt if i do the same theme, there wont be any fun doing it, cose i did it before. k whatever. on friday, was the start of our shooting. nt a gd start since some were late, and 1 was really REALLY LATE!. hah, we started w/o him. omg. i tell u ah, evyone arnd me are GUYSSSS. the main cast was ssuper cuteeee lah seyyy.haha. i thot he's malay, bt he is a mixed of indian and smthg idk. haha. mixed india...
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let me update for awhile before this laptop is off my hands. :( sighs, i miss my laptop. come back to me babyyyyyy!! ok anw, today's trip to the zoo was awesome. haha i watched like 3 shows in a row. and all 3 shows are great, even though, i watched them AHHREADYYY. the animals are super smart i tell u. so cuteeeeeeee. i cnt angkt.haha. love the seal especially.haha walking thru the zoo with awin eh, u cn expect her to jump and scream at some flies arnd her.and the tiny ants crawling.haha. she's even scared of an innocent cute ahmeng, which was wayyy on top of her head.like the monkey will drop on her head sooner or later.hahha. anw, the CLIMAX is, when i saw what I WASNT SUPPOSED TO SEE!hahha. OMGGGG. ok first time i saw horses, rabbits and ponies at the zoo, CUTE GILE LAH SIA THE HORSE. ME LOVE TO NUZZLE THE NOSE. bt too scared ahh, malu sia, when i saw the small kid touching the horse and there i am being scared for nthg.haha. anwwws, i saw this MALE PONY. LIKE OMG. STEAM LA...
omagawddddddddddddddd.haha i came home, and i get what i deserved. like screams and shouts, vibrating my ear drums, almost bursting them. hehe. i dont blame my mom for screaming at me. gawd, my mom is sure FIERCE.haha. i went home at arnd midnight.hahah. yeahhh, bnyk duit ape. ENJOY LAH SIA,hahha. no lah, me and ham watched INCEPTION, which starts at 9.20pm. die2 i thought the movie would end latest at 10 plus.haha. OMG. 11 plus then end.mampos sia. i took a cab home, cose ahbviously there's no bus.aha and, I AM SPOOKED by my mom's constant sms'es.haha. bergetar lah sia kaki aku.hahah. and i went home, to see my mom guarding the door.haha mcm military getu.haha. and here goes nthg. " KO BODOH KA PE, MERAYAP SAMPAI 12 MLM!! AKU KENA JAGE PINTU UNTOK KO HUH?!!.......", yeahh.hahahha.oopsie. sorry mak! i still love u anw.hahah. anw people,INCEPTION is a very draggy movie. AND AND, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS HAPPENING! very complicated, nt to ma likingg. okok ystrdy i se...
:'( i totallyy feel like crying. literally crying. u people jst dont knw hw much effort i put in making my pd work. and nw, harddisk have to FAIL. and instantly EVERYTHING IS GONE. months of coming up with the concept. finding the codes, improvising on the codes. collecting pictures for gallery. worst, all my works in the past are all GONE. g.o.n.e im gone case alrdy. like 2-3 months till submission. and shit like this have to happen. stupid me, nvr learn my lesson. totally deserve this. i cn only rely on myself. hoping i cn gather my thoughts back, and REDO evythg. for nw, im just distraught and very very SAD! jst imagine, 8 hrs installing evythg again. HAISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH argh.like u people cn help. bye.
i fgot to say. i hate jaggy today.haha sial, malukn aku. me- showing all the pics ive drawn, plus the final drawing. jaggy- (browsing thru my thumbnails),,"hmm, okay, that's good". me- (showing him my final work) jaggy- "hmmm....okayy" (when he does that, it means, it's nt looking great.haha) jaggy-" okay, show me ur final piece nw" SIAL.hahhaha.ok, the rest was like laughing ahhhh. haha.nmpak sah nari dpt C.ahhaha. bye lah. pissed off ngn jaggy.haha
GOSHH, IM FREAHKINGGG SLEEPY to the MAX. haha. thank god, my sch starts at 12. if nt eh, ill be sleepwalking to sch then. anw, i had a sleepover at deavi's hse.haha. random giler nyer case.before tat, i went to take my bursary awrd. :D weihooo!!! suprise2 my mom actually let me off to any random stranger's hse.hahah.JK. before heading there, me n ham went to eat.bloody crap, i cnnt stop laughing at this makcik who hamizah proclaimed was talking to the CRABS. (u knw those in the fishtanks.haha). pandai2 je ni anak.. deavi's new hse was okayy.haha its kinda near her old hse. no point moving deavi. SERIOUSLY.haha. sooo,tkde keje ahh, we played with the speaker ham bought.haha. AWESOMEEEEEEEE SHIT LAH SIAAA.haha. its like the VIDEO AUDIO speaker, but this is a cheapskate kind.haha i swear there are not much noise captured, maybe exception that ham's voice is kinda a noise too.haha. we recorded a version of baby(JUSTIN BEIBER) in malay.OHMYGOD. FREAKING HILARIOUS CANNNNNNNNN...
woots.totally pardon me for the photoshopped face of mine.haha im jst trying to imagine myself wearing make-up. and gawd, i look scahhryyy.haha. ok whatever. anw, tday video audio was so stiff and BOOOOOOOOOOOOOORINNNNNNNNNNNNNG. its video editing again, and im like doing almost evythg since that botak nvr come.and well, i thank god, i have some knowledge on avid. if nt cnfm all panic.haha anw i edit like shit.i dn care lah. ben lee took over.okayy lah tu eh. and anw, i was supposed to be fasting tday.haha. ohwells, just say that i was tempted by the smell of food. blame it on peixuan.haha.no lah,i was plain hungry cose i nvr eat frm ystdy night.i also nvr eat sahur.so, mcm excuse lah konon.haha. and i ate like a monster. mee rebus at lunch. tidbits otw home. and before that, ate mc donald wif ahpei.haha. gosh, like suddenly tday im eating like a monster! kahhh. have fun during the weekends yeah. tata
ART LESSON TODAY! i love todAY'S lesson.its what ive been dreaming to draw. which is human face. haha.thg is, im nt that good, bt first attempt, i think it looks great.aha wait till u saw awin's. it was so similar to the pic given. she gt the patience ah, she puasa today what.hahaha. me, i draw 2 when evyone had only time for 1.haha awesome right me.bt quality wise, mcm taik.haha whtver it is, im proud of ma work! oohhh yah, im fasting tday. :D so no swearing todayyyy. the last pic wasnt frm drawing though.hahah
ADOIIII.sungguh aku keletihan.haha. fyp, it seems like its nt progressing much. bt its OKAYYY. kita sbgai umat islam sepatutnya bersyukur dgn ape yg ade. this is totally budak pemalas punya ckp. anw, erm, eclispe was OHKAYYYYYYYYYYY. it was kinda boring when the smooching takes place. i wonder why people went all gogo-gaga over that. its nnsensical to me. and all the talking is making me bored.the only thg i LIKE, is LOOKING AT TAYLOR LAUTNER IN BUFF. that guy is a total HOT STUFF.haha.WOOTS. and yeah, i was abt to sue the theatre jst nw, cose the movie was BLURREDDDDDD at the start.wth. thank god, it became clear aftr tt. tdy fyp meeting was OHKAY. saw this girl frm anther team crying, maybe bcose of the stress she's facing. no wonder many SIT people commit suicide.ishish. i mean, its nt the END OF THE WORLD.chill lahh. last2, aku yg nangis eh, kerja tk habis.haha. then acc awin to cwp to buy her mom present. met hamizah, she gt photoshoot.wear so nice and suddenly her toes showed...
today's lesson is pretty boring. even though, we were allowed in the STUDIO ROOM.haha smngt sekejap je. pas tu, boleh tido aku.haha the only best part is when all of us finish shooting each other, and we sneaked in back to CAMWHOREEEEEEEEE.haha. with awin, me, ivan and iskandar. fun or wat.like a bunch of crazy ppl in the room. oh yah. PARDON MY SEMEMEK FACE.
ahhhh.today is erm 3D. everyone go BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG.ahah. we have to create our own character. mine seriously look like a syaitan.haha. my own character scares me!hahha. but after few modification, it looks a bit better nw :)) hehe. okayyy. anw, this tagged guys are funny like shit.hahaha i cnnt angkt. gosh, i must stop making fun of ppl.haha. one of the guy. he - Hi, ley kenal2??? me - hey, hyper or wat u. he- So, are u attached? me- I'm married with 3 kids.haha. he- (NEVER REPLIED ANYMORE) AHAHAH.PERANGAI SUNDAL BETOL.hahahha another one. ...... after smtime of emailing thru tagged ...... he- can i get ur number or email, anythg to cntact u? me - can, take my mom's number. (97717978.my no ah) he- i dn want ur mom's number, i want urs! me- cannot, u must go thru my mom first. he-okayy.tunggu eh. .... few mins later .... 1 msg received frm my fone. " ASSALAMUALAIKUM CIK,BOLEH SAYA BERKENALAN DGN ANAK CIK, ZAFIRAH?" ... HAHHAHAHAHA.OMG SO...
FED UP SIOL. FED UP FED UP FED UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP! YR 3 SUCKS HARDCORE. MODULE SUCKS HARDCORE. GRADES SUCKS HARDCORE. UT SUCKS, FYP SUCKS, PD SUCKS. I SUCKED IN EVYTHG. I S.U.C.K.E.D. im tired of all this SHIT. gimme a break pls. i need holidays badly. argh. anw, my grandmother's neighbour passed away. :'( though she's only a neighbour, she's like the 2nd grandmother to all of us. when my grandma's alive, she's like a good friend, helping out when needed, taking care of my nenek and all. I rmber, hari raya, we wont miss out visiting her house. and suddenly she fell sick, so sick, she went to ICU, tube here, there, evrywhere. and nw she's gone. haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.she's a great woman, hope she rests in peace. amiin- ...
tired and sleepy to do any studying. ni semua angkara syaitan.!! na'uzubillah. hahah.everytime wanna study eh, my eyes super heavy. see, when im blogging my eyes suddenly feel so wide opened. hahaa.kk anw,today did the finishing up of the shooting. i ggta say it went all smoothly. not much of cockups. wayy better than last time.haha. see HOW PLANNING ACTUALLY HELPS?hahah. deavi's shots was the most. omg.hahah.cannt angkat her drama ah.haha. i think i shall let u see her BLOOPERSSSSSSS when ready.haha. and darren shot was horrendously nicely done.hahaha. i loike the tone of his voice..tts why our video is a MUST WATCH.haha. tmrw will be 3d ut. im so nt ready for it. 3D is all but practice and practice. its useless to knw the facts but nt knwing hw to apply it. heh.cm phm. anw i think i shall screw drawing tmrw and do cntinue my studying. for nw, i MUST GET MY BEAUTY SLP. haha. thy say 8 hrs is nvr enuff. im worrying abt fyp too much. haishhhhhhhhhh. ok, i shud let nature takes i...
woots.im currently blogging from deavi's laptop. ergh, nt comfortable at all.haha. it gets all weird with the blinking and all. i HAVE to say that my lappy is way better.hahahha.soorrry yeah. i miss my lappy. :(( i miss all those times i had with my laptop. bitter sweet moments.haha.kk mereps. kk ah, i scared ah using deavi's laptop.mcm SCARYYYYY.haha. it might just shut dwn anytime. so let me cabot first. ill blog lahter yeah. :)
hey hey hello. today is tuesday, and it is illustration. gahh.today is kinda a RUSH.because we all had to create 3 spreads of magazine layout. ergh.so many thgs to do. and first time, i actually thought that my FACI is talking too much!!. YAHH,HE WAS TRYING TO HELP. but serious shit, i cnnt concentrate when he keep talking n talking n TALKING. ahha.at one point, i even felt like screaming at him. ;SHUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT UP! IF only.haha.i wish he would whisper than talk.haha. must complain him for disrupting the class. haha.tau2 aku plak kena tendang kluar. okayy.and today, scary like shit. thank god my small bro was at home. aha.i was at the living room ah, when I SAW, ONE HAND RUBBING OUTSIDE MY GATE. LIKE OMG LAH.haha. i din dare to look outside ah, i saw the guy still rubbing the gate then shouting for someone's name. then i called my bro ah to look outside. turn out, there's a blind guy, searching for someone's flat. bt he got it wrg ah.haha. my bro like real sia. tt guy -...
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG. TODAY LESSON SUPER DUPER LONG + BORING GILER NK MAMPOS. SERIOUS SIA. first time, i was slacking the whole day. nk buat pon mls. but when i see the rest do, i do, but few minutes later, i would be doing other thgs.ahaa. hah, perangai aku betol. anw, I TOTALLY GOT no MOTIVATION to go sch. studying makes me BOREDDDDDDDDDD. life is DULLLLLLLLLLLLL. i wish i took like CCA or whatever sports at sch. nah, i dn wanna go sch at all. i want to go overseas and enjoy myself! wonder when tht day will come. and that kentang wants to meet me again. HAIYA.ill be listening to her long lectures ah nie. BORING. anw, THANK GOD, I WAS BUSY THIS WHOLE WEEK. so kentang, no time to see u.haha. and and this guy eh mentel nk mampos. kol me mama! nt that bangla mama lah. those mama papa calling. EUW tkley angst.mentel.haha. :) and taylor's calling me, like when im like gnna watch his movie?haha *screams* im so gnna watch ECLIPSEEEEE!! nt illegally though, ive been searching w/o fail, but the ...
GO GERMANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. hahahha. gosh im excited. for wat also idk.haha i support grtmany but, i keep looking out for lionel messi frm argentina.haha. okay, idk.i wont support anyone lah. and and. I SAW LEONARDO DICAPRIO at the worldcup. i wasnt there of course bt the camera suddenly pan at him. hottie alert!haha anw, today was a PAIN IN THE EYES. i rushed to get the ART assignment done. and i can finally say that, i can breathe a sign of relief nw. haha. FINISH!, goodness, i spent more than 6 hours shading. shade until cnnt shade. ergh.end product, i think looks weird. maybe my idea was stupid.haha idk n i dn care, aku tired nk mampos already. -- bet it left u speechless huh? guess im learning all this frm u. haha
I WANT TO CRY!! BRAZIL LOST OMG. LOST LOST LOST TO NETEHRLANDS!!!!!!.CANNOT BE! STUPPID.but I STILL LOVE U BRAZIL. I LOVE KAKA MORE. *hearts* this yr world cup is so UNEXPECTABLE. the underdogs are winning it. and the stronger teams are gg hme. haha. KARMA BAYBEH. anw, nw i knw why winning world cup is so much of a big deal. BECAUSE THE CUP IS WORTH MILLIONS OF DOLLARS.imagine thaat. okaylah bye.
i had a major shock. like, i cant even find my eye socket now. though i cn see it coming, i CANT EXPECT SHE ACTUALLY DID IT. mcm OMG. OMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.(lets sing that stupid OMG song*..haha) this is a good girl gone BAD AND ROTTEN!. oMAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGOD.haha like a major change. its like a cat turning to a crocodile.haha. she actually drink and smoke!! smoke tu mcm common ah. but drink alcohol?getting wasted?making a fool of urself when drunk? WHERE DID ALL THE RELIGIOUS KNOWLEDGE GO?? astagaaaa!.i cnnt accept this. if it ws any other people, i wouldnt have bothered. but, since i knew you since pri sch, and we almost hang out evytime during the days, I WOULDNT WANT YOU TO BE SESAT! i HOPE, U WILL REPENT.TLG TLG! bfore its too late. dont waste ur future ok. if i have to slap u hard to wake u up. I CERTAINLY WOULD NT HESITATE TO DO SO. :D and that goes for those reading this. at any point, i see my friends, GONE WRONG. i, ZAFIRAH will nt charge anyone $$ for doing a...
okay. evaluation 1 wasnt exactly what i expected. IT WAS BETTER THAN I THOUGHT. and it was a breeze like 10 mins or so.hahah I THANK GOD ONLY SASI CAME. i think if cavvy came, it will nt be so beautiful as today's. ok, still i have to get prepared for the final evaluation. anw, drawing was okay. bit boring. yeah, im tired to the max nw. i have to burn midnight oil to complete. 1) 500 report work (by monday) 2) ART UT (by monday) 3) GAMES(ASAP) 4) PD(ASAP) 5) FYP fresh design look..its like recreating back the whole website.bloody fuck (nxt friday) WTH. HW CN I NT BE TIRED. im so exhausted. learning so many thgs at one time. not able to get my sleep. when evryone's enjoying ur weekends, im here stuck wif the fucking games. ok anw, i have to say this. u can prob see hw much ive sweared in my blog. i have to apologise for that. bt u ppl have to understand hw much pressure i am in right now.with all the stuff, projects, that have to be done, in the short period of time. so, im s...