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I find this movie ridiculous at first. that is because i dont understand the movie! haha. after 1 hr plus sitting inside, finally after the movie, i decided to ask hamizah what the movie is all about. haha. well, the storyline is kinda complicated to begin with. haha.excuses mesti mau kene lebih.haha. ohwells nvm. i think i knw what happened in that movie. haha. ______________________________________________________________________________ anw, friday was okay. cca was okayy. the students did a good job of animating the powerpoints. haha.proud of them! i am kinda pissed with this indian teacher in charge of IT CLUB. i dont understand his plans with this kids! i have like diff levels under my care. and yeah, we are entering a competition. he is supposed to take charge of videos with the p5. and me, pri 3/4 with the animaker (stop-motion animation). and suddenly he came up to me and said smtg abt me teaching the p5's videos. i have no problem with that. bt ...

Dengarkanlah ilmu sejarah ini wahai temanku yang Allah kasihi lagi dipeliharai dari fitnah dunia yang sudah meluas.... Sejarah April mob (fool). Hari itu adalah hari kesedihan di mana ratusan ribu org org Islam di Granada (Spain) ditipu dan dibunuh dengan penuh kezaliman di pelabuhan itu di mana air laut yang biru bertukar menjadi kehitamam dek darah org-org Islam dalam ketakutan, kebuntuan. Janganlah kita bergembira dengan tipu menipu di hari itu...kerana ianya adalah hari dimana tentera salib bermaharaja lela di Spain dan membunuh kesemua org-org Islam yang lelaki mahupun perempuan, tua mahupun muda termasuk budak budak, sihat yang sakit tidak satu pun ditinggalkan...itulah sejarah yang berlaku 525 tahun yang lalu di Spain pada 1487. jika ada yang usik kamu april fool katakanlah dengan tegas dont play this game with me. pada teman teman Islam kamu yang tidak tahu ceritakanlah sejarah ini dan marilah kita semua bersedih di hari yang penuh kekejaman ini....Ya Allah ampunkan dosa d...

HEYYY!! ITS THURSDAY ALREADY! WEIHOOOOOOOOOO. haha cant wait for nx monday. haha my god. im actually excited for the week to start. im EXCITED TO GO WORK! WHAT ZIS THIZZZZZZZZ! haha. work is okayyyyy. in fact i feel that its unfair because i dont have much to do. haha. chey action eh.haha. my hod is nt in sch for today and tmrw. weirdly i kinda miss her. haha.mampos. i love it when she gives me WORKKKKKKKK TO DO. haiz.mendak jgk asyik tgk wayang.haha. LOVE THIS JOB LA. ok wait. i should nt speak too soon. anw today i took a class without a teacher's supervision! awesome haha. i feel so free man! can do anythg with the students.haha i actually let them watch mvie with me. only 5-10mins je lah getu. lupa plak kene ajar.haha. perangai nk kene sack sak.haha okayyyyyyyy.tmrw will be CCA! weiiiiiii i cant wait to teach them. i cant wait to see results! with my guidance, i hope i can make these students experts like me! haha okay whatever. haha. ...

i feel sad whenever i see my bro go back to camp. but whenever its friday, i kinda not anticipate his return back home. HAHA. SIAL BETOL AKU. just kidding. anws, its AIDIL'S BDAY. my small brother's bday. awwww, uve grown up. becoming a man alrdy. dah masok ns, alhamdulillah, he turn out to be a better person. serious. he spends less time lepaking with his friends. syukur!! semoga dia akan berubah menjadi anak yg soleh. and hamba allah swt yg beriman. for ur 18?19th? bday. i hope for the best for you. please leave your dirty past behind. i am glad u left all ur useless friends behind. u knw what is right and wrong. u are beginning to see what real life is all about. u see and face hardship in camp. u begin to appreciate what ur parent does for you. im glad u smhw change into a better person. as u grow and mature, i hope u will discover ur true self and make use of your potentials. u were never stupid. in fact, u are cleverer than me and big bro. u ...

AT LAST. she uploaded this picture. I wonder if she chooses specific dates to upload certain pictures which i wanted asap. ergh.haha. and selalu bila nk upload, bnyk nah comment dia letak. haha. u jelous eh hamizah? because u scareddddddddddddddd to even carry the kitty. tts why u make up storiesssssssssssss. haha.kkk enough. i knw kitty loves me. haha.he/she just happens to make the wrg facial expression. haha. lotsa loves xoxo

Hi, its saturday. and my poor bestfriends must be working their ass offs on saturdays. *LAUGHS* haha.okay2.so childish of me. anws. i dont have much to say except to have a shoutouts to those who're nt working, ENJOYYYY YA SATURDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BABES!!!! haha. and for those who're working. POOR THINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! hahaha.bt nvm aftr work, GO CHILLLLLAX one corner aite! hee. and omg, hamizah just bought a CHIC COOL AWESOME LOOKING DESIGN T-SHIRT for her friend. omgomg. to die for. LOL! haha. imagine having a picture of an ageing bug on ur t-shirt. gross right. haaahahha. bt it was one of a hellish U-NIQUE T-SHIRT. *applauds*. haha.kk lame.. alright tmrw is my small bro's bday. i will write for u my wishes tmrw. :D byebye. love ya.

Alhamdulillah. its friday. so sleepy la. my gosh. CCA starts like 7.30am on friday. thank god i wasnt late. ergh. what kinda class starts so early. even the rooster havent wake up yet. bedek eh. haha. anw CCA was ok. 2 hours was ergh. omg, sakit tekak aku. thank god i only see them ONCE every week. SO BISING all this. but thank god they did their work. if not, i'll throw all of them out. heh. anw i cant wait for the time to pass. so BORING. my TA never come. :(((((((((((((((((((((( HAIZ. sedih hidup. buat keje sorg2 kt sini. kecoh sia aku. OKAYYYYYYYY. there's like outstanding things to do. and i am so LAZY. MALAS YOU! nk tgk movie la. haha. bye u allz.

I took mc today. yes, finally again. i am always feeling so dizzy. when im walking, i feel that im floating. yahh.thank god, until nw, i managed to walk straight and focus. heh. sooo, i went for blood test. and i am ANEMIC. ANEMIA. omg, hw painful it is when they use the long needle to poke through ur arms to get those precious blood of mine. ergh. the pain wasnt that much until i have to withdraw blood for the second time, using the same arm. mcm nak mampos.sakit sia. and nw my arm is kinda sore. nw i regret laughing at deavi when she had her blood test. hehe.sorry. yes. i still have outstanding task to do. boring. im on MC and yet im still thinking abt work. ohwells, arnt i such a workaholic. hehe. its 21st. and my MENSES still havent come yet. i think there's nt enough blood to shed ah. okay. hopefully the second blood test result tells me im fine and nt me having any blood disorders :O K BYE. anw my blood has such beautiful shade of red. :)

my adek botak went home for the weekends. oh my, wasnt it good to see him w/o hair. he looks so MUCH NEATER. and more handsome. haha. seriously. i like him with his original hair. rather than his dyed, long, rebonded spoilt hair. haha. :) anw its good that he changed. haha. little bit la. nw he stays at home, and lepaked with my bro rather than gg nwhere with his friends. alhamdulillah. and also he ironed his own clothes! MCM WOW haha. :) its only monday. and i miss him already. gah. emo betol aku. ____________________________________________________________ scared. im too scared to lose anyone. :( xoxo

my gosh i think im suffering from anaemia. i feel DIZZZZZZZZZZZZY most of the time. and feels like needles and pins poking my body. when i research, it says smtg about vit b-12 defiency. ARGH. deavi! can take my blood sample and go research??? haha. ok bye.

it seems like many youngsters are dying abruptly. it kinda scares me. u know, u dont have to have sickness to die. u can just die anytime, if your time comes. satunya petanda hari kiamat. manusia meninggal dunia secara mengejut. takut sey. so, sentiasa ingat Allah swt dan jauhkan diri dari membuat dosa.

Ra.One was great! haha i spend my working time watching movies at school. Oh how u wish u have my job. hehe. ooh anw, nx wk, shall be a busy wk. so enjoy nw. heee. ")

YUCKS. Chinese herbal pills taste like CRAP. YUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK! the smell and taste still lingers. ergh. i literally cracked the pill open. u see how terried i am of swallowing pills. and out comes the serbuk (sand like texture) euw. the moment it landed at my tongue, nk muntah siak. mcm rasa tong sampah bau herbal. haha. anw, my bro will be gone to NS today. im gonna miss u like i miss my bolster. but im gonna move on with my life. cose big girls dont cry. HAHA MEREPEK TADA LINKK!. see u soon small brother!!!!! lup you.

Tomorrow you will be gone from home to somehow serve the nation. LOL. okay, ure just like 18, and dah kene masok kandang. kesian.okay nvm. anw, PLEASE TAKE CARE. jgn nak buat hal kt dlm. 2 weeks w/o you at home. im gonna miss you :( really. no matter how annoying u are. im still gonna miss ur silly antics. very silly. hehe. i hope u will come out to be a better man. :) insyaallah, AKU KAKAK KAU akan doakan kau selalu. amin ya robbal alamin. syg kau.

Having a phone but having no line is the same as having no phone! OMG. this is heart wrenching. why until now u no activate?? why?!

I LOST MY PHONE. GAH! i didnt even remember where i place it. and pop! its gone. line terminated. but in 24 hrs time, its gonna be activated back. same number. but NO PHONE. BOOHOO. okay. nvm,its nt like anyone gonna contact me. nights.

Sometime I wonder if I were invisible. nama kawan tapi tk tegur. or is it me? Oh well, I dont wish to judge other people. maybe its just me. Maybe. sometime I appear to be rude, non-friendly etc. well, that is certainly not me. get to know me, and u will see the other side of me. Its hard for me to open up to strangers. but do not judge me so easily ok. That's okay. I dont make much difference in anyone's life pon. No matter how hurtful it gets, it will definately come into my head that I am actually no one to anyone. Yes. im invisible. and still am. Whoever who hates me for whatever reason. I apologise. I am very person very unaware of what im doing. so, yeah, sometimes, idk what ive done to make people mad etc. im sorry. I cant stop anyone frm hating me. well, its ok. mybe I dont deserve friends. But I have god :) Okay. take care, gdbye.

Ya allah, bukakan lah pintu hatiku adik dan abang aku ni. tak sedar diri. dah cukup umur pun tapi tak tau nk insaf. Smbhyg maghrib aja. mcm mana ni. Leka dgn dunia. terlalu leka. jgn smpai bala turun baru nak berubah. astarghfirullah. Berikan kami petunjukmu. Amin. ------------------------------------------ Anw. im sick and tired looking at photos of teenagers in love hugging,kissing. what the hell are u proud of? posting such pictures to let the whole world see. disgusting. Nk muntah aku dgr, my only true love lah. hidup mati bersama lah. Lepas tu break up, nk maki2, nk nangis, nk bunuh diri. eh bodoh la. cinta tuhan tknk diagungkan. cinta manusia yg tk berapa berharga ni jgk yg korg kejarkan. rugi sungguh. Lagi satu bodoh. mak sendiri nak buang. k kt dunia, ko boleh buat suka hati kau. once hati mak ko terguris, sampai menangis nangis, allah swt tk akan merahmati hidup ko smpai kau mintak ampun dgn mak ko. ingt lah betapa sucessful nye ko. U...

Gahhhhhh. Pening kepala mcm nk meletup. Sakit tekak. adoi. Ruins my mood lah. Gosh. I literally shouted at pri 1 class today. Cannot keep quiet.ergh bising. cannot sit down properly. pantang nenek moyang aku, org jalan sini sana kt lab. The teacher gave me the task to look aftr her class for awhile. Of course aku melampau sikit.hehe. Anw pri 1, they are so cute. There is this art teacher, she was showing how to use the application paint. and evrytime she drew something, they will all go. WAHHHHHHHHHHHH. and they clapped! Haha.so funny. Then the art teacher would have to ask them to stop clapping.hahah. :)) This kids no matter hw naughty they are, somehow in one way or another, they will make u smile :) Okay time to catch some sleep. with the throbbing head, its almost impossible to stay awake.

if you're not interested, say you're not interested. dont give me excuses. whatevuh. ------------------------------------------------- thursday. feeling green. sick much.

i miss you babyboy!!!

Someone actually called me and asked me about the ezlink card that i lost. MY GOD! HAHA. there are still such kind people alive! :) well, but i have this very strong feeling my ezlink money org dah kasi pokaikan,lepas tu baru nk kasi balik. haha. ohwells. nvm, he kinda makes my day. because he is honestly a good man. kalau aku jumpa ezlink tkde aku kesah nk kasi balik. OH YAH. HW HE KNOWS IT'S MINE? HAHAHA. MY NAME CARD! OMG. TOTALLY COMES IN HANDY. HEHE. tk menyesal aku buat namecard. mcm phm nyer. mampos sey kalau dia bukak tgk betapa budget nye card aku. malu sey. haha. ok everyone. be smart and make your own namecard. hehe :)

the warm feeling when some kid takes my hand and pulls me away to get my attention. aww! the warm moment when some kid actually cried because someone deleted his work and i stop his cries by (ctrl-z). mcm life and death situation betul budak ni. HAHA. Awww. i love these kids.

Woodlands Stadium. Maulidur Rasul. ♥ ♥ ♥

I love you. yes, I love you for not leaving me for others. Thank you. :) That's her, my bestfriend. :)