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Alhamdulillah. I am alive. My goodneSs.  Probably my one and last time doing root canal. No laughing matter k lets just skip to the treatment. My goodness. The jab was very very painful pls. Was worst than the injection i took at my arm. Ok anw. I thought ok. It might be worth the pain cose it was suppose to put off pain when doing the root canal treatment. So.after the jab, i experienced numbness. Feels weird. bcose this is my first time. Ok so then dentist told me to wait 15 mins. ended up more than 15mins la. So fed up.  Cose im scared the numbness will wear off by then. Ok by the time she came, i was abt to sleep. HAha. Ok anw. She started drilling deep until it reaches the gum. Horrifyingly, i can feel the pain. It was HORRENDOUS. AND I KEEP FLINCHING Here and there. Making the dentist a bit irritated. Haha. Ohwells. Be in my shoes then. I question the use of the jab. Useless pls. And there were long syringe ...

I love reading back my posts back in those days. and looking at old pictures really ...is...memorable. haha. i miss the old times. where life seems to be so carefree. studying and working sure is 2 different world. when i was in school, i was complaining. when i start working also i complain. haha. maybe i dont like doing anything. haha. back in 2010. Poly days. haha. how young are we. How innocent. How pure hahaha. NAJWAAAAAAAAAA. I miss her! we went to her house once. gah. her brother handsome tau anyway,haha. i wonder how she looks like now. maybe married with kids now? hhahaha i cant imagine. lol Secondary school was best ah! haha My birthdayyyy. we went skatingggg.  Rayaaa! not sure what year was this. Hamizah look at you! so kurus. hehe   Aww look at us now. to our friendship. to many years to come. to growing old together. gosh. i love u girls. can u imagine. ...

\ Pardon my hair. mcm tornoda cacat, haha. haiz. i miss this guy so much. sooooooooooo much. the one that went through 2 years plus with me. the one who never raises his voice. the one who would scream like a girl when he sees a cockroach. the one who acts all gentlemanly when i tripped so many times when i was wearing .not heels, i fgot the name. haha. so embarassing. the one who picks up my call even when he is on mc/leave. the one who assists me in my classes. the one who can accept my jokes and sarcasm. the one who is scared of ghosts and would hurrily pack his bag to go home with me when i said i saw smtg moving. (haha) the one who sings like a girl, and think he sings so well. haha. the one who makes the lab like a movie theatre. the one who got locked in the toilet.  the one who helps me to mop the floor..or clean the lab. the one i can talk to..about anything........everything... about work.  the one we share the same hatred tow...

Arabic exam.is downnn. Wheeee. And the next module for arab is nx 2 weeks. Cose nx wk is term break! Hehe. Anw the exam was okay. Alhamdulillah. I hope for the next few modules, we get to practice speaking arabic alrdy. mcm best plak. Haha And ok so.  Ntg much to update here. Whatever happened might be the best for me. Insya allah. Allah swt is the best planner. reminder to self :Lah tahzan.. :)  Time check: 1am!. Ok byee

Ok sooo. Some pics to brighthen up this dull blog.hehe First up is my current ustaz! Haha. Pls dont mind me for taking pics on the sly. Dah boleh jadi private investigator aku. Haha. Ok soooo. We studied about pernikahan (solemnization)..  Very interesting. But at the same time, very mind gruelling. Like there is so many life cases of pernikahan tt my ustaz ceritakan. Hmm. Marriage is sure not easy. Even though it is much encouraged in Islam, i hope those who are planning to marry is physically and mentally ready to carry the responsibilities of being husband and wife. Choosing the right one is very important. Don't be blinded by love. .. And so we have an assignment which is 3500 essay worth of words. Ohmygooood. I dobt even knw where to start. Hee.  Borrowed marriage book frm the lib is so embarrassing. Haha. Ok move awn... Kak Erlina and Abg Rozmail wedding!! They are our faci for perdaus! How sweet. Their love story is just so short and swee...

Mixed feelings. But. Hukum Allah.... Yg halal itu terang.. yg haram itu terang. First and last meet up. Sad but well. This is to seek Allah's pleasure. God forgives me. Self reminder.. Haram bagi seorang lelaki bersama seorang wanita tanpa seorang mahram di antara mereka.  Might be hard. But. Allah knows best. :)

What a day! Started my day with my delicate finger slammed onto the car's door. Omg. The feeling. Is so.terrible. The excruciating pain for the first few minutes. I felt so high. Laughing crazily to get my focus off the pain.  Arghh. Thankfully my finger is okay now. But a bit stiff liao. Not much pain . Alhamdulillah. Thankfully ntg is broken! Hee. Got a bit of blood clot inside. Ohwell it will heal on its own. I hope.  Haha. Okay.  Painfully signing off!

Delicious snacks to satisfy the hunger. Hehe. Thanks to that someone who bought me this. :)

#vsco cam. Aku pon nk try. Hahah. Klah this app has a lot more editing features that u cn use. For this pic, im tryna create the look. Idk what look. Bt a certain kind of look and feel. HAha. Ok. I knw u like my pic kan. Hmm if i create instagram, cmfirm dah famous. Hahhahahaha. Lolol. Peace out_

What a shock. First day of my SLPIE!! WEEHOO. AND YET MY SPIE RESULT HAVENT COME OUT. lembab pe. Haiz. Ok so. First shock of the day: the ustaz who taught us is actually the ustaz that nikahkan (solemnize) my cousin last week! No wonder he looks familiar. Lol. And he is so funny. Like he got all this comical actiobs and expressions. Snetimes i dont even knw wht he is doing. Hahha. Anw he is fun la. Great start of the year! Alhamdulillah. Secondly: i saw my old friends. Awwness anddd 3 additional new ones. One of which is  a fellow suria actress/ performer..Marina yusoff! Lol. I bluntly said to my friend... " eh tu mcm Marina Yusoff eh?". Haha.and she went and ask. And its her. Lol. She is so pretty! Even with 4 kids ( upon researchg). HAha And i even got her number! Wahhhh. Ahha. No la. Cose we created a watsapp grp. Okaylah. I finally told my hod im leaving. She said..wait till end of the year..i will go off with u. Wah sweet or what! Idk whether sh...

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Had my first try at 18 Chefs. Gotta say that it wasnt that all great. Food was okay  Nothing special for the price allocated. But its okay. Not gnna eat there again. Haha. I ate tomyam seafood spaghetti. My.pren ordered fried rice with half a chicken. Lol the rice is black!!. Idk whther u cn see frm the pic, bt it sure looks scary. Haha. I wondered who ever ordered fried rice in a western restaurant.  Well he did! Haha. SO weird. First time eating with this chap. Omgheee. Tak gentleman langsung. Every cent also count.haha. Not that i mind la.haha. I rather we paid our own meals. If nt we will feel indebted.lol Then catch taken 3 at AMK cathay. Banyak dia nye nak belajar. HAHA. Oklah. I feel that my money is wasted buying tickets and popcorns. . Last2 tak habis. Ergh My money k.hahahaa Omg tak.ikhlas. hahah. Oklah. Tts.all for todayy. Expense today: arnd 40 dollars!!! Oklah finee. At least he bought ...

GOSH. I nearly cried watching this video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l6iqKiQ1Bfk I wish mine will be like this. Because it is soo very ultimately sweet. I don't need a grand wedding. I don't need a rich man. I just need a simple guy who puts GOD & His Messenger first in everything he does. Loves his parents...and loves me for the sake of Allah swt. May our love for our almighty bring us together., :)) Amin..

If you believe in 1 god, you must be wondering.. Why are we here? What is our purpose? What are we supposed to do? Since god has created us.. There has to be a revelation that show us how to live, and tells us our purpose. All of the world religions claim to have a revelation from god. But there can only be 1 true revelation. A revelation that is consistent A revelation that is consistent..in a sense that it does not have different books. -Protestant bible : 66 books -Eastern Orthodox Bible: 78 books -Catholic Bible: 73 books -Ethiopian Bible: 81 books Which one to believe? A revelation that is rational God is not an idol God is not an elephant God is not a human A revelation that has clear proof that it is from god.. Like a revelation that was revealed 1400 years ago that shows you.... There are particle even smaller than an atom: Quran 10:61 A revelation that shows us in detail the process of human development:...

OH MY. I just submitted my resignation letter. after so long of procrastinating. First . Ever since my previous TA went, I felt a big sense of lost. i mean. he is so close to me, and suddenly i lost a very close friend. life here is so dull without him. and my current TA sucks. Don't really like his attitude. and well since the closest person I have to work with is him, that gives a lot more reason to quit. Second , I've kind of made up my mind to wear tudung for my next job and maybe forever.  Haiz. I've been putting this off for far too long already. I don't want to collect more sins already. I need a fresh start, and at a different environment. Third . I feel bored doing the same old thing for the past 3 years. I mean I am not moving forward. Not that I don't have a choice. They gave a choice to promote me to a higher position. BUT I have to change school. Ohkay so, nevermind. Fourth , Hopefully insya allah. I hope my new job has BO...