OMG.isnt this mundane?????????!!!!!!!! yes yes, ive nt been blogging for cat's years!haha. seriously no sch, like nthg to complain abt ah. yeah. idk ah, is this life that ive been waiting for? eat sleep shit? haha. omg, i better find a job soon. anw, yeah, i dont feel guilty becose i have a work at home job! haha. whetever eh. better than nthg la. i had to assist sinah in creating a website for her fyp company. wah lao! CODES AGAIN.BORING. naseb baik aku mampu bersabar.:) after i finish this shit im gg to find a job :D tanggung mak bapak aku. CHEY WAH!haha. ill be the 2nd MAN in the hse. omg my big bro eh, boleh pengsan aku. bkn nk cari keje. skali dia tnggu masok NS. padehal NS dia peh lama. dah aku give up ah. gasak ah eh. other than that, im enjoying my life doing nthg at home. :D hehe.life's short, go finish all ur money, enjoy! money can be earned mah. haha.bbl mcm paham.tsk. OKAY BYEEEEEEEE PEOPLE. spread the LOVEEEE
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OH YAH. OMG I FORGOT. on monday after ut, went to watch a movie. with awin, pei xuan and hamizah. watched 127 hours. sialah gross la the movie. only the part when the guy was cutting his hand. EH-UWWWWWWWW right? it felt so damn real lah.ergh. anw the show was kinda touching. :) teach u smthg abt life. so if u dont appreaciate the people arnd u, GO WATCH THE MOVIE. u need it.hhaha. yeahh. thanks awin!LOVE U!. hehe.and all the best keje kt skola. apelah naseb, tk dipilih.haha.but its okay. rezeki masing2 beb. semoga berjaya oriteeeeeeee!hehe :) i swear im gnna miss studying at sch.:( anw im 20 this year!. BELIEVE IT OR NOT. AKU DAH NAK 20 SIOLSSSSSSSS. DAH TUA OR WHAT. bt age is just a number. i still look young :D.hehe. k no link. ehe. byee
WADUH WADUH! IM SO TIREDDDDDDDDDDD. been gg out for 2 days straight. dosent matter la, but the amount of walking and waiting eh. i can faint siol. on tuesday, went a LOT OF PLACE. with hamizah and sinah. first up, tampines mall acc both of them go chge their fone. wow, sudah maju ah diorg.haha. then ate at cheapskate stall. goodness, i seriously looked like a monster eating. i actually bought myself 2 plate of chicken rice for MYSELF ALONE. sialah malu or what. the makcik sitting near our table actually saw me eating both plates. OMG.EMBARRASING. mcm org tk mkn 10 hari siols. haha. then go to EHUB at pasir ris to buy somthg. then go to kaki bukit driving centre, acc sinah top up what lah idk. then back to bedok inter to buy smthg again. then back home. TIRED OR WHAT SIAAAAAAAAAAAA. then today.wed. went out early in the morning at 9. AS USUAL, BOTH WERE LATE. I DONT TRUST THEM ANYMORE. SERIOUSLY. i dont care being on time when meeting them alrdy. let them taste what is it like to be wai...
OMG.check out those hair! i love! haha,im fed up wif my hair dropping like a bunch every day. cant stand it. i feel like keeping it short and simple. just the way i like it. cose its becoming annoying to get the comb stuck in ur hair. and the terrible pain when u wanna get it off ur head.haha. argh ull never understand. its even annoying to see hair all over the floor. bingit tawu. so, ive come up with a plan. to cut my hair SHORT! but NOT curly short. because it will look totally ugleyy. trust me, i googled for images.haha. and soooooo. presenting my plans, im gg to rebond and cut :D maybe color too!hahah. all in 1. before tt. ill collect the money of course. smpai bile eh?haha.i have no idea too. BUT at least I HAVE A VISION. a vision which people might be laughing at. bt well, i guess im serious this time round. lol eh!
MONDAY! after monday, ill be free! weihoooooooo. like seriously freeeeeeee la!.ahha alah thinking back. i wanna go sch la.:( i nak studyy.haha GATAL EH. betol ah org ckp, bila skola dah habes, gatal nk ge skolah.hehe okay anw. im kinda pissed off.with makciks nowadays. haha. tt kinda include my mom. well, i shouldnt have make her fb account. ah kau, wat would u get if a bunch of makciks gets on fb? GOSSIP OF COURSE. kecoh-rable lah sia. haha.tkley angkat i. it all began with this makcik saying she's mabok. one of her fren commented la. lets call her A. THEN some guy enters. lets call him B. well, A was saying abt she's mabok when she dont get enough sleep. smthg like tt. and B was like "tu lah tido tk baca bismillah" and after that, its war. hahahaa.merepek sey. A was very idk, blowing small things up. she began talking abt B trying to teach her ugama and all. B tried nt to lose his cool. A continued talking.mcm tk perlu pon ade. and sometime later in the convo. B wen...
hello there. its already saturday! and ive not started on my illustration ut yet!haha. malas sia. its very theory based. and that means lots of *yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwningggggggg*. it's nt even interesting. tsk. i so hate theory. dosent gets into my head man. suddenly i began to appreciate practical. aisey.so much easier. anw, on thursday was video audio ut. thank god it was manageable. tak sia2 ku practice.hehe. i hope i can get better than the previous results. :) on fri was 3D ut. OMG.haha. 4 practical + some theory ques. sialahh, only 1hr 30 mins given. bt thank god i know my time management. i managed to complete all. bt some of the practical tak buat habis. nvm, better than tak buat tros kn :) haha. yeah. that's all i gotta say for now. lemme get down to doing boring notes. hope it rains! weather is good to watch movies online. tsk me.hahha byee have a great weekend!
not a good day. NOT. ergh, i just suffered from a huge agnonising pain. from CRAMPS of course. what else can it be. goodness, it took me hours before i can really feel better. golek sini sana really dosent help. and i, refuse to take any form of pills because i knw i can do this. tt point of time eh, i really feel like stabbing myself. heh. ok enough drama. today 15th. my brother's bday! HAPPPY 21ST BDAY! alah, im sorry for ill-speaking behind ur back here. but well, truth hurts.haha. okay, i really wishh, u would not be so lazy. pls, 21 already, help around the house or what pls. go get a real job that pays. at least that is the least u can do when ure the eldest in the family. other than that. i wish u success in whatever u love to do. photography or whatsoever. kalo minat go for it. jgn stop halfway.(: i knw all of us can be successful if we all put in our heart and soul. i hope, all 3 of us make it big and make our parents proud ahkay. :) happyy bezzday to you!. and to u, i lov...
i expected this coming.haha when my parents got to knw there's a runaway kitten somewhere in the hse, it was chaos. drama mama siol.esp my father everyone was looking for that very kitten, who pissed at my bro's bed. haha. there was no trace of the kitten except for that urine smell. euw.haha. at last, after looking high and low, my small bro finally found it sitting at the drawer. tsk. so sad to throw the kitty away. cute gile habis la. :( nvm, when i get my own hse, ill house lots of kitten. mcm real jer aku. nk feed diri sendiri pon tk mampu. heh. anw,spent the whole day mastering 3D. it was tough since for me, i learnt today, tmrw i fgot. so, i totally have to re-vise those chapters again. i pray that the practical are not very hard. anw, selamat maulidur rasul to all muslimin and muslimat! :) fget valentines, sgt menyesatkn org2 islam. ... goodbye and gdnight people!.
maybe malay is better than any other language. here it goes. kepada temanku yg tersyg,hamizah terimah-kasih kerana telah mengharungi segala suka dan duka denganku. aku tahu kau cukup bersabar dengan aku. kadang2, aku kurang ajar. tapi ko bersabar juga. kadang2, aku membuat salah, kau betulkn kesilapanku. aku amat berbesar hati kerana ade kawan seperti kamu. terimah-kasih. aku gembira ada kawan mcm awak!. aku syg kamu bnyk sgt. :)) .................... OMG, MELAYU AKU DAH HANCOR. this cannot be happening!
omg. the kitten is still somewhere in the hse. and it dosent wants to get out. and my mom dosent knows about it man. stupid bro of mine, bring stray kitten home. that kitty better not start meowing in the middle of the night. and my bro, he better find it soon. tsk. ...... ive always believed in equality of housework done at home. THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS, IM A GIRL AND I HAVE TO DO HOUSEWORK. ITU ZAMAN NENEK MOYANG KAU. SELAGI KAU DUDUK KT RUMAH NI, SELAGI KAU NAK PAKAI BAJU BERSIH. U JOLLY WELL SIDAI AND LIPAT BAJU KORG SENDIRI. I DONT GIVE A DAMN ON LAZY PEOPLE. FUCK IT OK. if u people dont bother helping arnd the hse. JGN HARAP aku nak tlg. NONSENSE,sama2 duduk rumah, sama2 tlg ah buat kerja. LELAKI, PEREMPUAN, SEMUA SAMA. JGN INGT KORG LELAKI, KORG BOLEH DUDUK GOYANG KAKI KT RUMAH. BODOH. ............
Ik voel me zo depressief. net als alle van een plotselinge, alles gewoon verandert. Ik heb geen idee wat te doen. Ik heb niemand om mee te draaien. Soms wou ik dat ik was geboren om een andere familie. Soms wou ik dat ik rijk was. Soms wou ik dat ik goed keek. Soms wens ik dat ik kon gewoon verwerken dit alles alleen maar ik kan niet negentien jaar, Ik had niets bereikt voor mezelf zelfs mijn vrienden tenminste naar academische excellentie. wat gebeurde er met mij? Ik kreeg alleen mezelf de schuld. Elk jaar zeg ik tegen mezelf. "Change voor de betere" maar alle praten. maar geen actie. wat is er gebeurd? Ik heb mezelf de schuld. Ik dacht toen ik ouder word. Ik kan denken en handelen slim slim. Ik ben het maken van mijn ouders maak je geen zorgen over mij. maar nee, I dont daad van het gebruik van mijn hersenen. Ik geef mijn ouders problemen, waardoor ze zo veel zorgen over mij. Ik ben zo'n teleurstelling voor hen. im bijna twintig. maar fina...
Pilih kasih nak mampos. benci sia. he always get x10 of everything that we get. buta agaknyer nenek aku. selama aku hidup aku, tk penah aku nmpak dia kasi ape2 kt nenek aku. nk kata duit.satu sen pon tk gune. cucu favourite la konon eh. wahhh. meluat ah aku. im so dissapointed in my nenek too, favouratism nk mampos. me? jelous? ill give u a scenario. whenever our birthday came, me and my small bro will get like $10 bucks. tu pon mcm nk tknk kasi. bt when cucu kesyg dia nyer bday, wahh tkyah nk ckp. auto lah sia. and he gets $100 bucks. and dgn rela hati ah kasi. u tell me? tk ke sakit hati. my heart fills nothing but hatred now. my mother w/o fail asked for my pay money everyday. so stressing siol. my father dosent trust me anymore. he's freaking annoying, asking me where i was when i go out, and threatens me if i dnt get home on time. (even though i knw, its an empty threat). n dont even talk abt my brothers. i dont have money for myself now. pathetically broke and im nt tt shamel...
OH NO! ut 3 coming up, BUT i have absolutely no mood to study. HAHA.mampos. this is the last hurdle to go through and yet,my head dosent wants to study. gosh, someone have to knock me into my senses soon!. okok. i will have to make a timetable and stricly follow through. like wat i did for o-level.hehe. anw, last week of sch just went by like tt. video audio was so boring. none of my frens came.yeah. cannot tahan ah. somemore stupid faci wants to stick with his 3rd meeting timing. ergh.dosent matter anw, cose i need to wait again after sch. anw, im so worried, cose idk hw to motivate myself to study. ive been feeling so uptight these few days. some people ah, really makes me so mad and frustrated. erghhh. whatever it is, ive decided to ignore this certain people. what a bother. anw yesterday studied at bugis lib. erm, tts what i have in mind. bt when im there, im so not into studying. ive decided to watch utube and all. OMG. nodiscipline at all. SHAME ON ME. and anw, yesterday is a rea...
ASSHOLE. im so effing mad. my father step sia. ok my mother msg-ed ah. "ko ktner, tk tau nk balik pe? bapak ko suroh balik skrg" me: Yeah, ngah tnggu bus mther: asyik merayap aje. ko ge mana? me: buat keje skolah kt rumah kwn. WELL, I WASNT LITERALLY LYING ABT THIS. mther: bapak ko ckp, nak tipu ada batasannyer. me: taknk percaya sudah. tuhan nampak. teros tk reply lah sey. i cant help being a bit rude, bt i hate it when they dont trust me. wth. its nt like i go to clubs or drink outside. siala, i knw my limit la sia. i cannot take it ah. im 20, and they treat all of us like 15. i cant even sleep over. cant do this, cant do tt. nonsense, batu ronsen ah. and when i went home. my father came over and say. 'i should stop lying and all, he said he know that last week i ponteng work and go camp' WTH, since when i go camp sia. i knw i ponteng ah, bt i planned to go wat. mepek. ni conferm ade org mulot besar pegi complain. ADE ORG MENYIBOK REPORT WHEREABOUTS aku kt mak bapak...
i feel so saddddddd. weirdly because i think im gg to miss gg to sch studying. yahhhh.like finally when sch's ending, baru nk step mana nyer emo la. haha. sch, for me is just a way to spend my 24 hr time. at least doing smthg.hehe.and yeah, of course laughing and slacking wif frens. tts hw i define sch.haha. hancor. haish.nw tts everythg's ending. im gnna miss my frennnnnnnnnnnnssss :( conperm lpas grad, semua bersepah and dah lupa each other. adoii. peritnyer hidup ini. im gnna miss the sch lib :( gnna miss the green labs :( gnna miss the agora halls where the yr 1 camp took place, ahh, LOVE TT CAMP. miss doing fyp :O miss rushing to the toilet upon coming sch. :( ok dah cukop.tsk. after grad, its all abt survival. gosh, future lies in my hand. whatever step i take will affect my future. im kinda scared with outside life. so ive decided, to stay at home all day n night till someone marries me n support me.BUROK. ahah. kk.aside from all this emo thingy. ive been feeling weirdly...
truly i am sorry for ever hurting anyone.. “Not a word does he (or she) utter, but there is a watcher by him ready (to record it)” [Qaf 50:18] for all the lies i’ve told.. The Prophet (s.a.w) said : “You must speak the truth for the truth leads to virtue and virtue leads to Paradise. One who always speaks the truth and means the truth is recorded as truthful with Allah. Keep away from the lies, for the one who continually tells a lie leads to evil and evil leads to Hell-fire” [Al-Bukhari & Muslim] gossiping, slandering, backbiting.. • “And spy not, neither backbite one another. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his dead brother? You would hate it (so hate backbiting). And fear Allah. Verily, Allah is the One Who accepts repentance, Most Merciful” [Al-Hujurat 49:12] • The Prophet (pbuh) said: “A slanderer will not enter Paradise” [Al-Bukhari # 6056] for yelling and raising my voice.. • “(Son) and be moderate in thy pace, and lower your voice, for the harshest of sounds wi...
LONG TIME NO UPDATES. FEW DAYS BACK SLEEPOVER AT DEAVI'S HSE. DIDNT DO MUCH BECAUSE THE WEATHER IS HAVING PMS. KEJAP HUJAN, KEJAP TK HUJAN. SO WE ALL DECIDED TO JUST STICK AROUND AND PLAY GAMES. BEFORE GG HME, WE ATE CHICKEN RICE AT BEDOK POINT. TSK.WASTE MY MONEY. ON FRIDAY, EVERYONE WAS PLANNING TO GO TO WORK. BUT BEFORE THAT ME AND HAMIZAH WENT JOGGING. YEAH. MCM ORG TEBIAT. JOGING AT NIGHT. DIDNT GET TO RUN 1 ROUND AT BEDOK RESERVOIR AS PLANNED. BECAUSE SOMEONE HAD A BUTT CRAMP.HAHA. THEN WANTED TO PROCEED TO WORK. WAHIDAH FETCHED US WITH A CAR. WELL, SOON AFETR WE CHANGED OUR MIND BOUT GG TO WORK. WE ALL LEPAK-ED AT WAHIDAH'S HSE. AND I WENT HOME IN THE MORNING. ON SATURDAY. TOOK MC FOR WORK I HAVE ZERO MOTIVATION FOR WORK. SINAH AND HAMIZAH CABOT WORK ALSO. BEFORE THAT, IT IS MY MOTHER"S BDAY. HAPPY BDAY MAK!!! I LOVE U LOTSSSS. SORRY, CANT BUY U ANYTHG MUCH. BROKE LA MOTHERRR. THE WHOLE FAMILY EXCEPT MY BIG BRO WENT TO EAT AT BEDOK. FUH, IT WAS SATISFYING. AFTER EAT...
hewooo theree. its wedneesdayy and guess what?? this week will be a LOOOOONG HOLIDAY for all! woohoo.haha. its chinese new year baby, haha. i wouldnt have guessed. becose they dont wear traditional clothes lah. i bet it would be better if they wear cheong sam, rather than t-shirt and jeans! ok,lets not be a nag. life's great. have a 2 week projek for video audio. ergh mcm tk kuasa nk buat. ohh and, ut 3 is coming up. and there's lot to recap for 3D! YAWNS.haha.great time for me to quit work.:) klah, tday maybe sleeping over at deavi's. yeahhhhhh.byee! before that.. lets take a few minutes and admire god's creation.haha haha.okey okeyyyyyyyyyyyyy. fine.haha