ah penatnyer! i nak sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. like lots of sleep can? takley angkat man rasa mengantok. anw i watched SHUTTER ISLAND. i was following closely the story line. idk what went wrg, along the way, i was totally lost! haha.seriously the story is kinda twisting here and there. intriguing. i didnt quite knw what was happening until i read the sypnosis at the end. haha.no wonder my friends said im wsting my money watching movies.haha anw u shud watch if u like a suprising ending. klah. buhbye.
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eh helo! its tuesday YAWNSSS im feeling the weekday blues u knw mls betol nk ge kerja. tapi apakah daya. ANWS i finally got my PAY! which was like peanuts. nehmind, at least im nt penniless! haha.anw i have to settle my debts.haha.sorry awin tk cukup untuk ko ah.haha. anw yesterdy, monday, i was PISSED. before that, there was a bdae celebration at the office. yeah.haha i act bodoh ah, cose i dn wanna pay for the cake which I DONT KNOW THEY'RE BUYING.hahah. so i ignored, doing my own thg.haha. but when they're cutting the cake, i was invited.haha. i knw i sebok.haha. the cake wasDE-LI-COUS!haha. it was cookies and cream. and they offered me one!:D naseb baik tk suroh byar.haha. after that it was all work.work.work! i was soo busy doing one thg after anther. and she kept calling my name.asking me do this and that!. idk but i am pissed!. i ttried to hide it, but i think she saw my face. hhahaha. "i will nt distub u anymore" she said. hehe. okay dah im supposed to be doin...
oh gosh. i cant stand sittng at home doing nthg. when IT IS IN THE WEEKENDS!. but wat to do. im waiting for the bloody pay. which is freaking late. i must be the last one getting pay. becose ervybody ive talked to SEEMS TO HAVE THEIR PAY ALRDY!. money money money. tts all that is in my mind right nw. haha.perangai. k bye.
oh heyy its finally friday! wha a damn long week.tak boleh tahan.haha anw.nthg much. my rp advisor finally came yesterday after being rejected 2 times by us :) hahaha.kesian. my supervisor actually said "shrugs" when she heard he's coming.hahaha. kurng ajar. anw i wasnt really anticipating his presence until i saw him, OH MYY. HE IS A TOTAL EYE CANDY! hhaa.he's cuteeeeeee!.heheh.young sommre. there he was talking, i was blushiing for no reason. itulah namanyer cinta pandang pertama.hahah. MEREPS. blah3, he so kind print for me all the papers to be submitted. and anw. my overall gpa kinda sucks. ive improved but only by a teeeny bit. but its okayy.at least mendaki knws that they are nt wasting their money on me. :) hehe. and and. many people been asking me what i wanna do after graduation. i totally am CLUELESS abt my future.haish. i so hope as i go by this yr, i will realise what i actually want to do for the rest of my life. and and.its FRIDAYY. SO PEOPLE.ENJOY UR WE...
tired like cow. goshh. u dont knw how many kilometeres i walk today. under the hot sun.my body all sticky.euw the day starts with a beautiful morning gg to work. and tick tock2, i was LET OFF EARLY at arnd 12pm.hehe. sape tk suka kn.aha. but yeah, i was assigned to go to a printing shop. god knows where. yeah, mcm confident getu aku tau direction. haha.i dropped at dhoby ghaut. cant find the bus stop i was looking for. so, i took initiative to take any incoming bus, any bus.bodohh kn aku. haha. so, turn out it's 14. mati2 aku ingt bus to jln bugis. check2 je bus tu jln sampai bedok. aha.sial. it actually pass through my house bus stop. omg sakit hati sia. the shop is smwhere at bugis. but it end up at bedok. jauh ka pe. haha.end up sat at mcdonals eating alone looking ever so pathetic. haha. then this time, i took 67.26 bus stops.and i cnt even close my eyes.cose i hve to count. then i walked here and there, looking for the shop. IN VAIN TAHU. at last jumpe! printed A1 poster. yeah...
22 march 2010 fuck. after 3 weeks taking mrt. today is the only day, it affected me physically. goodness.i totally cnt breathe through the truck of people in the mrt. what pisses me off the most is that, the carriage is full. and yet many fucking losers still push their way in.die2 want to go in.babi. im like a squished squid. not enough oxygen. and the smell of people arnd me. gosh.i almost puke in the train. its like a wet market, like the smell of raw fishes.omg. takley tahan! the next station, i went out cose my head is spinning and i felt like fainting.nk muntah lage and my stomach nk terberak pulak. nt a good combination huh. so, i sat at paya lebar, for like 40 mins.HAHA. i thought the next train will be a lot lesser people ah. or the next... or the next.. ... ... ... 40 mins.haha. its okay.at least i cn breathe fresh air and not filty air.pfft. gosh.im totally nt feeling good. so, i msged my supervisor.take off today. no worries.im nt skiving. im doing work at home. :) haha. ok...
im beyond devastated. in a week, there's been so much happening. today. there's yet another death in my circle of family. last week, i just saw that kid. and nw, he 's gone. gone frm the world. he's only 5 or 6?idk. gosh. i cnt believe that he's gone forever. he is such a lovely kid to begin with. and such happiness he brought to everyone arnd him. though im nt tt close to him, his non-presence sure is gnna make a huge diff and nw, he's gone. g o n e. i miss his smile. rest in peace. mohd syafiq. ... :((
oh hello! okay, i'm soo tired with work nowadays. nw i cant go home any time i like. :( ohh noooo.but its okay. there's aircon. :), that's all it takes to make me stay. anw,ive been doing A1 posters for the company. goodness me. it was a challenge.cose u knw A1 is verhhry big and the pic gets so pixelated. and so burok!hha and i didnt knw there was an A0.hahaha.goshhh.AO is bigger thab A1. so u cn image hw monstrous that poster looks like.haha. ohh yahh, ive had a great dream ystdy, :)) makes me smile when i woke up. but nahh, i dont think it'll happen. ok yah.dahh.my pd is soo nt moving anywhere. i need to get the video done, so i do the frame-by-frame animation. sangat cekik darah. klah.enjoy.bye anw met nad and deav tday. i was shocked by the last min invitation.mcm extra getu aku.becose the 2 lovebirds was having a picnic by the river.hhahahaha.anw it was great to seee them again esp nad. suddenly it reminds me of those kental days..and it goes like this. at the fon...
god. i don't even know who she is anymore. i thought by showing care and concern when she's down, when she's in trouble, it would actually makes a diff. but no.it dosent. all she cared was that 2 stupid cups. i dont understand why that stupid cups are more worthful in her eyes than friendship. i just dont get it. all these years, she's been talking abt the value of friendship... and it comes down to this. the VALUE Of the CUPS are WORTH more than our friendship. god, that cups, u cn find it anywhere in ikea or what. and she gt it free smmore. talking abt sentimental values.yeahs, but isnt it too much? hw abt my thgs? u nvr did treasure any of my thgs so much. asking me to fly overseas to find the most antique cups for her, since her mother did it for her? and expecting me to spend more than her mom does. ridiculously asking me to take flights becose of CUPS? what the hell is this. and yeah, she's nt only mad.her heart is filled with hatred, revenge.ntg more, nthg le...
ohmygod. i cnt believe my eyes. today was i think one of those days i will probably rmber till i die.idk. heh. went to the hospital. to visit my aunt who had to undergo abortion. nt exactly abortion bt she had to remvove her 4 month baby becose of some complication she had. so..after hanging arnd till 7plus. at last, she gave gave birth naturally to a tiny baby, 4 months, but she died in her mom's stomach. well, ive got to see the baby. it was so small, and so delicate. size of my hand. and the hands, legs are all there. goshhh.ive nvr seen a very tiny baby before. so pure and demure. i was kinda awed looking at her. too bad, she din get to see the world..hmmm. im sad for my aunt too. first pregnancy and it had to be like that.but nvmind..im sure she will conceive again. insyaallah. and looking at her suffering due to births, suddenly i cn imagine myself being in her shoes. goshh.nw im scared to be prgnant.hehe. all the pills. all the equipement in the V.hw painful cn tt be. hisy. ...
hello babies. gosh,its been quite smtimes since i blogged. nah, its nt like im dead. just that there's nthg eggciting to blog abt. my life is just like plain pancakes.haha.so dull nd i cn just CRY looking at my life nw. hehe. okayy, soooo, ive been waiting for the end of the month. :) only then the money will roll in. yeahh baby!. and sch is starting alrdyyy. gahh BORING. ape lage eh. today marks the day of my parents 21st anniversaryy!. yeaps.love them and hope we can last as a family until death comes.hehe. :D yeah, nthg mch more. and im so very sympathetic over what happened to hamizah. she had gone a lot emotional pain lately. she just dont deserve to be treated like that. her ex-byfriend is just SO MEAN. he actually posted some ridiculous notes at fb and letting everyone read. and his comments are all untruth. he did all this so ham will hate him. man, u dn even need to humiliate her lah. i knw, she cn hate you naturally. there;s no neeed to go to this extend.(haha). gosh, i t...
oh finally. the 1oo pages long of typing in excel is dne within 1 day! OMG. only god knows hw tiring it is. i took like 10am to 6 pm plus to finish it. and i din even take any breaks. so u cn telll hw TIRED i am, and yeah, i kinda hated typing now. ok nw im typing.hehe. but yeah, its better than writing dwn. and the woman, seriously mintak kena sepak ngn aku. everytg also last minute. bodoh. andand. smthg's wrg wif my legs. i think my bones at my butt is dislocated or wat. eveytime i run, there will be a short sharp pain.haha. it's like throttling cn? heh. and my heart, is beating abnormally too. cb, ive been eating junk foods fr the past few weeks. god, nt healthy at all. klah. wish me well k. byee.
omg. tday is a spoookyyy day. i think my floor is HAUNNTEDDDD. goshh, i dont dare to go toilet anymore. jst nw, i went in the toilet. it just have thiS EERIEEE feeling. then after i go out. the door banged itself.omg. ther's no wind because its a closed building. eiiii takot sak. then, i went inside the lift. the lift kinda look weird, idk why. and YEAH, when i stepped in, the lift wasnt working. gosh, i was freaked out. but i din really panic. so, i kept pressing the lift button. any button to get me out.! and after pressing and pressing. the lift door opened by itself. FUYOOOOO! so scary bodoh!. took another lift down. then lvl 8, it stopped, and there's no one. FUCK. i was so scared ah. lvl 7, it stopped. ............... THANK GOD, A HUMAN CAME IN. .... oh man. that was certainly scary fr me. uncool. fuyooooooo.
there's a time where u just have to let everythg go. let anyone, anythg go. yeah. its a hard decision. i guess this is it. how much u try to be at 2 sides. there will be times when ure heavier on another side. there's never gonna be equal fairness in this case. ive seen, ive known. before i get emotionally hurt again. i'd better stay away from you. sometimes its good to have friends. but there's a saying, being ALONE is the best. yeahh. you dont need to stick arnd me anymore. there's no need to run arnd catering to 2 people's need. im gnna be alright. ... and that's life people. nothing really stays.
oh hey people. its tuesday and i so cant wait for friday. only god knows how much i want this attachment to end. puh-leeeesee! yesterday i didnt have to go to work. :D but tht dosent mean I DONT HAVE WORK. in fact I HAVE TONS AND TONS of typing to do. gile sia. my hand nerves stiff already. mcm s. ohkay.anw. my small bro said the most stupidest thg on earth. hahah. he actually REQUESTED MY FATHER TO BRING HOME ANTS! hahah.i know. apparently he got a pet. and its a spider. nk kasi mkn lah konon. yesterdy he gave KUEH to the spider. -_- aha.of course bapak aku tk lyn. haha.padehal semot, bnyk kt rumah.bbl mcm bersih nah rumah aku.haha. okok. anws.ive tried some photoshop editing. that one below is an example. i didnt really follow the tutorial but who cares.haha. klah klah. bye!