ergh BURUKKKKKKKKKKK. I DUNCH LIKEEE.haha. dah violent katakn.
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NO KIDDING. i just ate at 7pm.like a LOT. and 7.20pm, im like hungry again.. oh noooooooooooooooo. i think i spent too much money on food ah. nvm, satisfaction that matters. anw, my nose kinda hurts. i think a pimple is coming out soon. argh tak suka la. .... and i cant believe this. she's just pri 6? argh.and im like poly. and yet................... haish. :( klah byee.
woahh.long time no blog. hehe. alah nothing much to blog la. life is just school and all. so boring.haha.okay, i think better than bt doing anythg. anw its alrdy saturday. i took 3 days mc again. so did hamizah n sinah.haha. i think they cnnt work w/o me lah. like motivation u see. :P haha. anw, im like resigning. like hello!at last.haha. even though im like BROKE. spell it with me. B.R.O.K.E, idk why, i just hate to imagine myself working call centre. its time i quit i guess.haha.mcm2. fyp on thursday went fine. gah, i wasnt nervous or such. becose i knw its just a presentation, nthg special. and yah, i went thru sem 1 evaluation which sucks like hell. so, i was like, yeah okay. so, tis sem, our presentation lasts like less than 30 mins? haha. im shocked too man. my my, they realy had nthg to ask. ben was better in giving comments than SOL. that SOL step only. bbl mcm phm. ergh nyampah. anw, its nice to work with the 3 girls. im glad all of us can work tgether. :) wat else. i think im...
HEY THERE. tday wednesday, no sch :D yeah, today i so tired. i was woken up by smthg or someone. i cnt seem to rmber, bt after that i just cant sleep. toss here and there. bt it just dosent work. argh. so i just wake up ah feeling tired as evuh. then went out for awhile. jln2 cari jantan.haha.just kidding. anw, tmrw is fyp presentation. boring. so annoying ah, must wear formal and all. sheesh. ok nvm, get it over. i dont care what grades they give. oh shit, i fgt to evaluate the rest of my members for fyp. goodness.haha.k bye.
HAHA! i knw my ideas are great! HAHAHAHAA. ok i just cant wait, i really hope it happens laaaa.hahaha. :))) excited muchhhh. awesommmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. sidetracked, my lips are kinda swollen. ah cb, someone kissed me, and its swollen.hehe so embarrassing cn. i hope the ugly swells get down by tmrw. .... woohooo..byee
Hi, its saturday already. took mc from work for sat and sun. sumpah, i gt no more mood, inspiration or whatever u call it to go to work. heh.dah mls. i jst don;t like talking too much otf la. its just nt me. anw, i just did fyp ppt. yeah.pelan2 kayuh. tmrw im gg to complete illustration p13 so that i cn slack at class on mond. and laugh when the rest are struggling.haha.sial. just kidding. anw my stomach is seriously making me weak all over. ystrdy i drank like a cup of apple juice, and kau, semua terburai la sia frm my stomach. goodnesss hw long i didnt shit. smells horrible.urgh.hehe.sorry i thot that must be all, bt im still having stomachache nw. arghhhhhhhhh. and and and. ive been feeling sleepy all over. im developing fever all right. cn feel it coming. pffffffffffffft! i cn only wish hamizah would get well soon. COSE, if not, ill jangkit from her illness. its a sickly month. everybodeh. get well soon :D nt a good start of the year huh.
i saw razak today! omg. RAZAK! that ass who likes to disturb me during pri sch. RAZAKK SIOL! and he looked like a mat rep! HAHA! no kidding. i kinda miss him man. when i saw him i was like abt to shout "RAZAK!" bt i stopped in time. god, if wrg person malu sia. hehe. razakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. aku rindu kau siol.:) i hope i bump into u someday again. :D ahh.i miss pri sch. despite all the scoldings i get frm teachers for being noisy or destructive in class, i gtta say tat pri sch was the only time i feel so very happy and free!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------- anw my head feels better nw. thanks deavi for taking ur time to pray for me. :) ure like the only one concerned abt me :D thank you!;D
18 january 2011; dear blog, today is the 3rd day im having severe head pains. im just writing evrythg down in case smthg goes wrg with my head or whatsoever. so i cn rmber what happened to me. oh ya, its tuesday and its video audio. as usual it was okay. UT was horrendously hard. end of ut, everyone was complaining here and there. ohwells, what's there to complain when it alrdy happened? i really hope i dont flunk this ut. cose apparently my head hurts so much when i start thinking too hard. argh.sometimes i wish i can bang my head to the wall. im starting to think. IF ever im diagnosed with some kind of medical problem, am i gg to face all this alone? will anybody really gnna care? will you? right nw, im all alone dealing all this myself. i cant help feeling so down and miserable. worst still no one kinda notice or care. nvermind, i dont expect anyone to bother anw. for nw,i hope i cn pull myself, emotionally and physically.:) i can do this.
thanks to tt woman, im safe at hme. its okay to faint at hme, not outside. tday, the pain worsened. i cnt even do work w/o having me pressing my head here and there. argh. nvm ill live ........................ sorry. if my voice pisses u too much, then ill shut up. if whatever im doing makes u scream "go away". ill go.
its sunday already!. and i just gt home.from hamizah's hse. apparently, i slept over there after work ends and after eating our very late supper at mc donalds.hehe. mcm extra siol tido rumah org. ok anw, it was so HOT. i wonder who can sleep w/o any fan on. haha. bt it was okay after the fan was switched on. oh yah! ordered breakfast mc delivery through web today. omggggggg. they screwed up our orders. so many items missing, and they keep sending the wrg items again n again. as a result, we got many free food!haha.awesome pe. and better still, the rider so cute lah! i think he's new. he's so nervous! i wonder whyy.haha. so, he came over 3 time to keep resending our correct items. and each time he came, he got more nervous and nervous.hahah. kk dh stop. work on sat was VERY TIRING. the queue call was HORRENDOUS. I BARELY HAD ANY REST AH. it was DAMN TIRING! thank god customers were okay, except for 1 or 2. especially this MALAY WOMAN AH. she think she's the only one orde...
list of things i ever wished for: 1) A BICYCLE with a MOTOR it looks ridiculous though, but i wanna ride wherever i go. its better than walking right?.and whenever im stressed, u'll knw ill be with my fav bicycle cruising arnd nwhere.hehe 2) IPHONE i knw this is kind of tak perlu. bt the feeling of sliding here and there looked cool to me.(ok, iphone will be sent to the bottom of my list, cose this is rather a "want" than a "need") 3) LOTS OF COOL JACKETS! i'm in love with jackets and sweaters! ive got a lot but, its all outdated.hha.wth.i wanna a new batch of sweaters to go wif my usual boring t-shirts. 4) i wanna buy JEANS! knw then i realise that baggy jeans are so OUT.hehe.last time, i used to think that baggy is the new coolness. gah, bt it makes my butt so flat and droopy.heh.i want to get awesome blue coloured jeans that fits me. nt so tight though. 5) a new haircut? hehe. rebonding would be my last option. BT people keep saying ill look great wif str...
ah its saturday! and im feeling sleepy as always. ystdy work was okay. boring as usual today, have to work 8 hours. hw depressing is tt?! i cnt even stand working 4 hrs. haish. anw ive been having weird dreams these past few days. few days back, i dreamt that, whenever i looked the mirror, the mirror would break into pieces. oh this isnt becose im too ugly till it crashed(asshole). its just tat the mirror is haunted. beside breaking, whenever i wanna look at the mirror, there will be a force pulling me away. wats weird is, IT JUST FELT SO REAL!haha. i knw i had to blame myself for watching "MIRROR 2" some sick gory haunted show. stupid.haha and today, i slept like a dead person. my goodness, i thank god i woke up alive lah. i dn even rmber myself sleeping. its like evrythg is black, and someone taking my soul away. like dead lah kirakn. but the sleep was so peaceful.hmm. okay cant wait for sunday! it will be all sun, sand and beach at sentosa! harap2 jadik ah. and hope IT DOS...
hurt, beyond repair no one understands me. no one treats me like a real friend does. all u pple do is ignore me when u have friends, and come to me when u people become lonely. msg me when ure bored and ignore my existence when ure not. i dn think i deserve all this. i try to be a good fren, abandoning my frends to go hme wif u. bt being abandoned is what i get. dosent matter if i walk front or beside u. wats the point if ure gg to talk to them all the way? ergh. once again, i question myself. like who am i in ur lives? a spare tyre? i have no right to stop whatever u people are doing to me. cose i realise, im no importance to u people. that's it. i feel so down right nw. lemme alone. like i always am.
oh-m-geee. i had not blogged for a season! say whuttttttt. haha.been busy lately. with god knows what.heh work on fri.skipped sat and sunday. haish.idk wats happening to me. ive becoming more lazy than evuh! and say what? i even skipped sch on monday!hahah. lets just say im easily influenced.haha alah besides im having stomach pains.ehhe. which is just like 10 mins?haha. anw, hamizah came over arnd 11 am. planned to study. but she was more distracted to TV, FB , SLEEPING and such. until she fgt her real motive of coming over. tsk.haha. arnd 3 plus, we head to the lib to do real studying. haha.anw ate the ice cube at bedok lib. wah awesome ah the food! took some pics. will upload it soon enuf. k what else. yeah nthg much more. argh. i cant imagine the future after grad. semoga allah swt berikanku rahmat supaya ku tau dimana harus kutuju. amin!. alright. thats it. byebye! --------- sighs. hw much longer will i have to wait?
thursday. went out wif namira. haha. after tt, lepak at her hse. watched a very shiok video. bt then i have to go since i have to head to sch. open hse. annoying ah when there's lotsa people. ergh. nvm. went hme wif hamizah n deavi. yah.as usual,it was fun :) tts all for tday. sorry eh, tday's post sounded so straight n boring. mls ah nk update. tkde mood. kk bye lah.
hey ho. its tuesday.and well well its naggy's lesson. bt what a shock.i actually think he's nt tt naggy tday! haha.okay anw erm, today's lesson kinda easy, except tt it could look so so much better if we shoot properly. the shadow is very obvious and ugly. i bet u wont knw what im talking abt. so, lemme just stop talking abt this. hehe. and what else. ive been feeling depressed lately. haha.probably im suffering from something. omg, hw cn i fgt the word when hamizah's been saying it ervyday.haha. anw, yah, she tried to be helpful by providing somekind of internal healing service! MAMPOS.hahah. her idea was super ridiculous luh. bt well, i appreciate the erm, advice?haha :) and what else eh. oh yah! my laptop was bleating like a sheep jst nw. i swear it was scary. i was rendering the video ah using AE, and it failed. and it just bleated after that. like. "embekkkkkkkkkkkkk". haha.tak caye must ask awin.omg. i was shocked like crap cn.haha alright lah.i feel lik...
okey dokey pple. its monday. and well its january 2011!hhaha gets annoying when people keep talking abt new year. get this, new year is over. go get down to business bitches. haha.kk. anw, its monday and i was havin the worst stomach pain in the morning. fuh berak punyer lah sedap. thank god i wasnt late. hmm.anw sch was okayy. did a mock-up box design. i swear folding n cutting is nt ma type of job. i think my hands so rough, i cant even do the job properly. mcm tgn jantan shiol.ahah. rui qi helped me! thank you! :) ergh and photoshop when printed out looks damn bad. dont like it any bit. so pixelated. and tmrw is naggy's class. so boooringggggggggggggg.nvm 5 more weeks. kk.tilll here babies. :D love u.
ergh sunday tday. and work was a bit terrible. i was a bit careless in taking orders. end up, aku bikin org lain susah. haha.oh-kay enough of that. so, after work, we ate a lavisishing lunch. tu ah kalo dah lapar, sheesh, tk kira price. main sebat je. we at $25++ worth of lunch ah. yeah.mcm budak2 tamak.haha.bt well,it was delicious. it gets me worried too. sbb hutang semakin bertambah!. *SCREAMS* n hamizah actually wrote dwn the amt i owed her! hw embarrassing,haha. n before gg hme, we pranked called some pple. hahahaha.omg it was hilarious.ahahah. pranked an old fren, wan yin. hancor sia, we cn laugh like hyenas while pranking her. i bet she looked very confused.haha. pranked one of my sch fren.hahah.merepek betol. and pranked 2-for-1 pizza.hahaha.wth. the guy so funney la. nt the guy, WE are funny.ahhaa. kk, i wanna do more pranks luhhhh.must start cllecting hp nos. and prank unsuspecting people. get ready yeah!hahah. k dah bye.haha ... never hugged someone so tightly like i hugged ...
new yearrrrrr evrybodehhhhhh.ahah. ok i spent my last min of 2010 with my bestfrens and start the new yaer wif my bestfrens! hw awesome cn tt be? haha. even though working during new year isnt what im looking frward to. bt im glad, me n hamizah could FINALLY MEET our every busy deavi. sheesh.haha. we watched a movie. which i think is dissapointingly boring. gawd, bt angelina jolie is so HOT! hmm it gets me wondering hw come, people commented that i look like her.haha. okay fine. anw, after movie, we went to starbucks. wow.mcm mahal. mmg mahal pon. the cakes are "euw". wat a waste.haha.and i smhw became a bit rude when the cake wasnt served. so, i went there to ask the girl working there. " what time can i get my cakes?" ahaha.omg, must look at her precious face.haha. woopsie. and yeah happened at arnolds too. pissed off lah! wif hw SLOW they send our foods. i asked the guy there. " pukul berape boleh makan?".smtgh like tt lah. i also fget.haha. and he look...