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Pms sucks. I feel like stabbing someone now. Anyone who annoys me. Even the slightest thg can trigger my anger. And suddenly im feeling emotional abt everythg. Feeling sad, hopeless, blaming myself..whatsoever. Wow, the hormones are sure raging. ARGH!! ... AND ON TOP OF THIS, My parents are actually setting me up with a guy frm a family they know. I refuse bt my mother keep asking whether im serious or not. Asking repeatedly whether i got bf. Actually im nt sure myself. I actually have a boy-friend who is still studying ....at Malaysia, Idk how serious we are. We've talked abt marriage and all. Asking me to wait, bt 2 to 3 years..i dont thibk i can wait. HAHAHA. GAH.dont feel like talkin bt this. Parents are so ........ Tak habis2 berbual pasal kawin. Its like they want me to get out of the hse. Biarlah anak orang kawin, dorg nye pasal la. I.dont like to be forced. I just wish i have money, Ill probably go backpacking arnd the world. I wish. Love ju...

So depressing. To see a limping cat in pain, and cant do anythg much abt it. Tried to trap the cat into the cat carrier to bring it.to the vet. Trust me, it was so difficult. To an extent to asking help from a couple. The boyfriend did all the chasing. The cat, though limping, sure can run fast. My.goodness.. At last we gave up..and perhaps will try again another day. Hopefully.

I must say that living in this era is challenging indeed. I envy those people living in the past. kampung life. Animals are free to go anywhere without being harmed. Woman don't get raped easily. Children are safe to play without getting abducted or sexually harmed. Crimes would exist of course. But in this era, crimes are like water non-stop. and sadly enough, criminals can easily get away with their crimes with such  light sentences. Little wonders that all these crimes do not stop. They don't learn their lesson the hard way. I just don't understand the mindset of people who commit crimes. If you hate a certain someone/animals, you go and distant yourself from the person/animal. Why is there a need to kill/abuse them. If you do not have money, go and work. Why the need to rob/ steal/con others? If you feel the urge to have sex. Go and marry/ or in Islam (Fast). Why must you rape women? If you have fetish for children, please,don't watching porn. T...