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Hoildays are just so boooooooooring. it's like only the ghosts are coming to work. dah la tkde org, buat pe sak nk dtg. tkpelah.kerja itu adalah ibadah. haha. anw AWESOME NEWS. im finally done with the competition video!!!!!! YEAH MAN! it looks good. okay lah.better than the past entries from other sch. chey confident eh! ahha. the process of this video production is not that easy. well, who says it is. dealing with kids lagi. adoiiiii, pening kepala. but ALHAMDULILLAH. evrything is done and over! i hope the video can bring at least an award to the sch. pathetic betol. satu award untuk IT CLUB pon tkde.haha. its time i bring glory to the sch! HAHA.FAIL okay whatever. win or lose.it dosent matter la. one thing for sure. im sure a great director. haha. video shooting is sure exciting. i think of all, i love the editing part. if i have money,i'm surely gonna buy a proper video cam,with a mount and tripod. and i will make my own video production...

everyone's the same. to think i would assume that anyone would actually care. well i was wrong. so wrong.

ah sakit perot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i do deserve some happiness do i?

everytime i step into class 2C. there will be one special kid i will be looking forward to see. he is just any normal looking kid. BUT HE REMINDS ME OF MY LITTLE BROTHER WHN HE WAS YOUNG. i cant stop staring at him. and when my eyes and his met, there's this little connection that i feel. it felt like ive known him already. this cute little boy. awwww. the feeling of hugging him is so strong. looking at him reminds me all those fun memories i had in the past. xoxo.

goodness. its so awkward when some student spotted me, and screamed 'CIKGUUUUUUU!' in her presence of her mother. salam aku lagi, mak oi. i feel so adult can! haha.but i cannot imagine her mom's face when her daugther screamed CIKGU. ahaha.MUKA AKU CIKGU EH. dah la pakai jeans and baju ape entah. mcm remaja rebel siol. hahahaahahaha. ohmygod. nowhere to run.haha. but to smile and never look behind.hahah. :) the sweetness of working in this kinda environment. lol.bye

sometimes idk whether i should be worried or not. gosh i thought it was normal. but when the symptoms began to show and persist, it's making me terrified. i hate the pills. it tasted so bad :( UEK! i hope i can get better without the pills. gah, i must start eating healthy already. must eat enough IRON! blood test  shows that i have IRON DEFICIENCY. usually i am ignorant about this. but when the body starts to react due to this lack of iron, i am getting scared myself. haha.bodoh. and i am referred to hospital. for further checkups. haiz. damn scared. :( ...................................................... sometimes i feel that my life is at the edge. sometimes the heart beat so fast, it almost feel like im having a heart attack. sometimes my hands and feets would have this constant muscle twitch. so uncomfortable. sometimes, i would get all giddy, and when im walking, i feel like im gonna black out any moment. sometimes, i feel that someone is poki...