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u want this, u want that.
but did u ever ask what ive ever wanted?

after all this years of being friends.
why are u all still questioning bout how i treat this friendship?

come on.
how can all of u question me that i dont care about this friendship?
5 years ongoing,
ask urself, am i the type who calls and sms?
no im not.
i knw hw ignorant i am.
but all this years, its been fine.
and so why are u all questioning this now?

who else do i have aside from u all?
come on.
i am always by myself.
where else can i go?
how can i nt care abt this friendship when all i have is u guys.
why is that when there are problems, ur solutions is just to leave this friendship ties.
nw all u all do is to question me the value of friendship.
but does leaving ur friends is hw u value friendship?


stop having doubts.
have trust in me.
same work, diff work.
thgs are just gonna be the same.
only that ure just gonna make me suffer frm what i dread to do.
imagine spending half my life making myself unhappy dragging myself to work everyday, not looking forward to anythg.

even if we're working in the same company,
i can tell that i am gg to be very unhappy there.
and that will lead to lots and lots of problems and misunderstandings.

we're all different.
what i love to do may not be what u love to do.
either way.
im thinking long term n i can see what's coming .

i think its best
to just let god decide what is best for me.

i just cant decide on anythg nw.

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