Boys are useless

If i were to be pregnant, i will pray for a girl.

looking at how USELESS MAN CAN BE NOWADAYS is kind of putting me off.

seriously.

ok i shall not judge.

not all men are the same,

but safely to say, most of them are useless.

just quoting from a nearest possible example;

MY BROTHERS.

i think the older they get, the lazier they become,

the useless they turn into,

the more trouble-some they are.

NS is not turning them to anyone better.

just the same.

sighs. why didnt the army choose both my brothers.

they need some torture. seriously.

my big brother, HE IS SO LAZY, HE IS LIKE A HIBERNATING PANDA.

being at home most of the time is probably something most parents prefer.

BUT if u're just sleeping, lazing around, and doing nothing.

u're no different from an animal.

even animal will go out and look for food.

house-work. far from it.

i dont understand, why simple things like sweeping or moping, or drying the clothes can be so difficult

HELLO, U CAN DO THAT, IF URE STAYING AT A HOTEL.

23 already, and my mother is still ironing them clothes.

23 already and still asking for my mom money to go to work.

23 already, asking money frm my mom to go to holiday. WTH NO MONEY STAY AT HOME LAH.-

and yet every month, he give my mother a pathetic $100.

that is plus his holiday hutang and duit bulan.

lets say his pay is $500 plus.

my mother gets nothing man.

and yet every day he asks for money.

WTH. KAU TAK GUNA KE APE.

ALWAYS SAY HE GOT NO MONEY.

KEDEKOT NAK MAMPOS.

ironically he got money for his gf.

TSK. how i hate people like this.

tak bersyukur.

menyusahkn mak aku je.

kalau aku jadik mak aku, aku takkn kasi sesen pon.

ko mkn tk mkn, ko nyer pasal.

Similarly like my smaller brother,

if i can spank him, i would have did it.

MENYUSAHKAN.

HARI2 mintak duit. 

duit gaji kasi $100, mcm kasi $1000.

dah tkde duit tu jgn nak BOROS BODOH.

lepas tu kalau kene marah, ge maki, letak kt FB.

There's one time he did that,

my mother found out, she CRIED.

that ASSHOLE made my mother cry.

i was so angry.

VERY ANGRY.

IS HE STUPID ENOUGH NOT TO REMEMBER WHO BROUGHT HIM UP.

FEED HIM. and everythg.

i hope one day they will wake up from their dream.

i really fear u knw, if one day my parents would not have the ability to work or anythg.

how can we survive like this.

i have to brainwash my mother.

she nags and nags but still gives them money.

GAH. it makes me mad that she is taken advantage of.

she does everythg. frm working, to doing hsework, and cooking.

there's one time, i just refuse to fold both of my brother clothes,

u knw i just wanted to throw their clothes in their room so that they can fold themselves,

then again, my mother would give me this sad look.

ARGH!

geram aku.

sampai bile nk berubah kalau tk kasi ajar.

i can only pray.

i dont want to hate them, but their actions towards my mom, really puts me off.

im disgusted. big time.

MAYBE IF THEY WERE TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER,

I WOULD NOT HAVE SUCH HATRED IN MYSELF.

ergh.