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    Hi bestfriend. This year, celebration might not be up to ur standard.   We even fought on ur celebration which was very depressing. Bt do know that me and deavi put all our efforts to make this a nice bday for you. Even though things might nt go that well, one thing for sure, i still love you bestfriend!. You've been the best and most awesome friend and sister ever to me.   Even though, we had our difference, before we knw it, we're alrdy laughing it off over silly jokes or matters.   21 now.   My wish is for you to suceed in whatever you do.   You have a bright future ahead of you. You are smart, pretty and everything I can ever ask for. I hope you will be less sensitive and be more level headed. Look at all things positively. You are so vulnerable in the inside. I hope in all matters, you will stay strong and not break dwn.   I hope I can stay on to make you happy. Already 21, if u have a life pa...

its saturday! yesterday, friday should be the best fridays among the other normal fridays. because my HOD came back to sch! wee. gosh i miss her presence in sch so much! we talked a bit, abt this and that. :)) oh only god knows how happy i am to see her in sch. oh dont get me wrg. she's like my big sister. my mentor etc. she's young! tts why i like to talk to her. and being so young and so successful, i aim to be like her one day. hee.perasan eh. ok anw, everything's fine. work's good. some kids are just getting on my nerves. bt wells, kids are just being kids. in the end, they try all means to be apologetic. and it's just hilarious. at the end of the day, evrything just went fine. sometimes idk how to react when kids are being extra nice. haha. work, after work. everything's good. talked a lot, laughed a lot. fight also a lot. part and parcel of everything. okay bye.

watched cyberbully. wrenches my heart. omg, almost cried. :( nw i knw how it feels to be cyberbullied. that's why,i suggest all of u to really becareful with u post online. and better still. not to be too involved in this social media. lastly, taking ur own life is really not a solution. hmm

u want this, u want that. but did u ever ask what ive ever wanted? after all this years of being friends. why are u all still questioning bout how i treat this friendship? come on. how can all of u question me that i dont care about this friendship? 5 years ongoing, ask urself, am i the type who calls and sms? no im not. i knw hw ignorant i am. but all this years, its been fine. and so why are u all questioning this now? who else do i have aside from u all? come on. i am always by myself. where else can i go? how can i nt care abt this friendship when all i have is u guys. why is that when there are problems, ur solutions is just to leave this friendship ties. nw all u all do is to question me the value of friendship. but does leaving ur friends is hw u value friendship? stop having doubts. have trust in me. same work, diff work. thgs are just gonna be the same. only that ure just gonna make me suffer frm what i dread to do. imagine spending ...

argh. what a screw up! time's running out. im so screwed! oh no.

nt a good monday to start with. missed the bus. took a taxi. wasted my money. got into a fight with someone. come to sch.feeling sleepy and all. my eyes hurt. idk why. i am totally moodless today. must be because i watch too much youtube ysterday. Hehe. was so into a tv-series that i fell asleep while watching. and it was like midnight when i was woken up by my mom, looking for bedbugs. oh man. she came like 3 times in the middle of the night. and wsnt i shagged, bcose my sleep is interrupted. nvm. i still love my mother though. hmm. ok i wonder why im telling u all this. im in cloud 9 nw. sleepy as evuh. okok. i shall take my leave. have many thgs to worry abt. sighs. i hope help will be there soon.