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Pms sucks. I feel like stabbing someone now. Anyone who annoys me. Even the slightest thg can trigger my anger. And suddenly im feeling emotional abt everythg. Feeling sad, hopeless, blaming myself..whatsoever. Wow, the hormones are sure raging. ARGH!! ... AND ON TOP OF THIS, My parents are actually setting me up with a guy frm a family they know. I refuse bt my mother keep asking whether im serious or not. Asking repeatedly whether i got bf. Actually im nt sure myself. I actually have a boy-friend who is still studying ....at Malaysia, Idk how serious we are. We've talked abt marriage and all. Asking me to wait, bt 2 to 3 years..i dont thibk i can wait. HAHAHA. GAH.dont feel like talkin bt this. Parents are so ........ Tak habis2 berbual pasal kawin. Its like they want me to get out of the hse. Biarlah anak orang kawin, dorg nye pasal la. I.dont like to be forced. I just wish i have money, Ill probably go backpacking arnd the world. I wish. Love ju...

So depressing. To see a limping cat in pain, and cant do anythg much abt it. Tried to trap the cat into the cat carrier to bring it.to the vet. Trust me, it was so difficult. To an extent to asking help from a couple. The boyfriend did all the chasing. The cat, though limping, sure can run fast. My.goodness.. At last we gave up..and perhaps will try again another day. Hopefully.

I must say that living in this era is challenging indeed. I envy those people living in the past. kampung life. Animals are free to go anywhere without being harmed. Woman don't get raped easily. Children are safe to play without getting abducted or sexually harmed. Crimes would exist of course. But in this era, crimes are like water non-stop. and sadly enough, criminals can easily get away with their crimes with such  light sentences. Little wonders that all these crimes do not stop. They don't learn their lesson the hard way. I just don't understand the mindset of people who commit crimes. If you hate a certain someone/animals, you go and distant yourself from the person/animal. Why is there a need to kill/abuse them. If you do not have money, go and work. Why the need to rob/ steal/con others? If you feel the urge to have sex. Go and marry/ or in Islam (Fast). Why must you rape women? If you have fetish for children, please,don't watching porn. T...

HOW I HATE HUMANS. i know ive been saying this. i will say it again and again. i wish all the humans who ill-treats animals will just turn into animals themselves. let them feel first hand what it is like to be treated in the hands of humans. i really don't get it, the animals dont even bother u. why must u bother them. idiots. what if i just throw ur child down 14th story because ur child is bloody annoying? stupid brainless people. put your brain inside your asshole and shove it up pls. and of all animals, why must you kill dogs, cats, and some other animals not to be eaten for their meat? OMG are u dumb or what. not enough chicken or sheep or cow in this world is it? no wonder these people are stupid, look at what they eat. eat pork, and behave like pigs. and pls. so many dustbins, and u throw rubbish in the sea/ ground/ elsewhere other than the dustbin. stupid or what. dumb, kill so many sea creatures because of your disgusting habit of throwing rubbish i...

Waffles date. Craving = satisfied. Wasted like 1 hour or so getting lost. Cant trust this guy la lol Ended up gg to galare at one km mall. Anw one km mall is awesome!! Its like food heaven under one.roof! Haha And then after eating, the urge to shit was so great, i have to stop at geylang area to pass motion. Aha So embarrasing. Thank goodness there is water available.  ... Anw ive been making myself busy designing invitation card for my brother. Idk why, doing design work always makes me alive. Esp if the design got printed out! That is like the peak. Hopefully this will be the first time that i will get the chance to print invitation card!!  Will upload the designs soon. Then...when im familiar with the process .. i hope to open a card printing business. Haha not so soon la. Insya allah. Anw.... Sidetracked. Ive been watching this malay drama. Hati Perempuan (Women's heart) And the storyline is so ridiculo...

Alhamdulillah for the weekends!! haha. been quite tired. not because of work. The classes at night are making me shagged everyday. and i feel bad because the next day, i will be half awake dragging myself to work and sometimes even sleep at work. OMG. that's terrible right. haha. andd on Wednesday, I actually took Urgent Leave again because of gastric and 80% percent of my body is aching. So, without thinking, i actually booked a massage session! haha like WOW. i've been like putting this off since forever and suddenly I just made an appointment on that day itself. Haha, and so, i made an appointment at Healing Touch Spa at Tampines for an hour session. Well......................i have to say that the massage wasnt that good, but it was okay. Idk, maybe the massage was supposed to be like that. *shrugs* Anw..it was a deep tissue massage.. and during the massage, idk whether there was like 2 diff person massaging or one. creepily, the woman (massager) who brought me ...

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