dear mak and abah,
I'm gg to step into adulthood world soon.
for the past 19 years and ongoing, i realised, i was nt being a good filial daughter.
until now, i am clinging on for your support financially even when im already at this age.
i feel useless nt be able to help both of you lighten your burdens.
at times, i make you worry with my bad habit of coming home late.
i was rude. i shout, i raised my voice.
i was that bad.
im really sorry. :(
i will try to be a good daughter to both of you.
both of you have done enough for the family.
im sorry to become a burden to you.
i am.
i always pray that both of you will be at god's heaven.
be where you deserve to be. :)
i love you.
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dear amin,
i missed you so much.
when ure at home, i feel annoyed that u dont seem to be any help to the family/housechores.
bt i appreciate you for your presence at home.
acc mak at home since both me and aidil are constantly outside.
ure a great brother.
trying to get things on hand.
bt sometimes u do it all wrong.
and i kind of hate the way you deal with things/problems.
whatever it is, you're my big brother.
since small, uve been here for me.
protect me when problem arises.
no matter hw far our difference are,
hw apart me and you are,
i just want you to knw.
I STILL love you.
thank you :)
____________________________________________________________________
dear aidil,
you're the youngest and the most difficult to handle.
i knw we all are to blame.
all u need is attention.
and as your family, we didnt provide you with enough attention.
so its not entirely your fault.
but at this age.
u shud knw what is right and wrong.
its wrong to be very rude to your mother.
i hate it when u shout back to mak.
sometimes i really have to scream back at you,
because islam dosent teach you to be rude to your mother.
I totally understand,
smtimes mak dosent really understand what is happening.
and she likes to jumps to conclusion even if its nt true.
she likes to nag and nag and nag.
of course.
but she is our mother.
no way cn she be compared with your friends, or your gf.
NOWAY.
tts why, if possible, please just be patient.
do what pleases her.
try to be understanding.
you have a future ahead of you.
you're one talented person.:)
ure NOT stupid. ure lazy.
mix with good company pls.
whtever u do.
rmber god.
your prayers, dont even miss it.
i hope to see you succeed.
as your sister, ill always pray for you.
:)
LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
_________________________________________________________________
dear bffs,
you 2 are the closest human being to me, nxt to my family.
you 2 know me inside, out.
nthg beats having bestfriends no matter what the situation holds.
im grateful that both of you still sticks to me, even when
sometimes i acted like a brat,
was being unfair, heartless..and the list goes on.
im so sorry for all pain ive done to both of you.
all the tears that dropped.
all the sadness in your heart.
if its because of me.
i am sincerely sorry.
sometimes, i try to be perfect friend.
but i fail, because humans, we all cant be perfect.
as i grow, i learn.
i hope, i do not repeat my past mistakes.
we have our difference too.
i hope we all can accept one another as who we really are.
insyaallah,
ill try to be a better person.
be your companion in times of need.
share your tears of happiness or sadness.
just be there. :)
because unlike the rest,
god make you the special ones in my heart.
and im not going to take any chances losing you.
im really sorry for everything.
and thank you for all the memories.
____________________________________________________________________________
dear myself,
life is surely tough for you.
stay strong.
rmber at times you're lonely.
rmber god is always with you.
:))
do not give up on urself.
do what u do best.
be yourself.
and strive!
_________________________________________________________________________
xoxo.
goodbye.
I'm gg to step into adulthood world soon.
for the past 19 years and ongoing, i realised, i was nt being a good filial daughter.
until now, i am clinging on for your support financially even when im already at this age.
i feel useless nt be able to help both of you lighten your burdens.
at times, i make you worry with my bad habit of coming home late.
i was rude. i shout, i raised my voice.
i was that bad.
im really sorry. :(
i will try to be a good daughter to both of you.
both of you have done enough for the family.
im sorry to become a burden to you.
i am.
i always pray that both of you will be at god's heaven.
be where you deserve to be. :)
i love you.
________________________________________________________________________
dear amin,
i missed you so much.
when ure at home, i feel annoyed that u dont seem to be any help to the family/housechores.
bt i appreciate you for your presence at home.
acc mak at home since both me and aidil are constantly outside.
ure a great brother.
trying to get things on hand.
bt sometimes u do it all wrong.
and i kind of hate the way you deal with things/problems.
whatever it is, you're my big brother.
since small, uve been here for me.
protect me when problem arises.
no matter hw far our difference are,
hw apart me and you are,
i just want you to knw.
I STILL love you.
thank you :)
____________________________________________________________________
dear aidil,
you're the youngest and the most difficult to handle.
i knw we all are to blame.
all u need is attention.
and as your family, we didnt provide you with enough attention.
so its not entirely your fault.
but at this age.
u shud knw what is right and wrong.
its wrong to be very rude to your mother.
i hate it when u shout back to mak.
sometimes i really have to scream back at you,
because islam dosent teach you to be rude to your mother.
I totally understand,
smtimes mak dosent really understand what is happening.
and she likes to jumps to conclusion even if its nt true.
she likes to nag and nag and nag.
of course.
but she is our mother.
no way cn she be compared with your friends, or your gf.
NOWAY.
tts why, if possible, please just be patient.
do what pleases her.
try to be understanding.
you have a future ahead of you.
you're one talented person.:)
ure NOT stupid. ure lazy.
mix with good company pls.
whtever u do.
rmber god.
your prayers, dont even miss it.
i hope to see you succeed.
as your sister, ill always pray for you.
:)
LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
_________________________________________________________________
dear bffs,
you 2 are the closest human being to me, nxt to my family.
you 2 know me inside, out.
nthg beats having bestfriends no matter what the situation holds.
im grateful that both of you still sticks to me, even when
sometimes i acted like a brat,
was being unfair, heartless..and the list goes on.
im so sorry for all pain ive done to both of you.
all the tears that dropped.
all the sadness in your heart.
if its because of me.
i am sincerely sorry.
sometimes, i try to be perfect friend.
but i fail, because humans, we all cant be perfect.
as i grow, i learn.
i hope, i do not repeat my past mistakes.
we have our difference too.
i hope we all can accept one another as who we really are.
insyaallah,
ill try to be a better person.
be your companion in times of need.
share your tears of happiness or sadness.
just be there. :)
because unlike the rest,
god make you the special ones in my heart.
and im not going to take any chances losing you.
im really sorry for everything.
and thank you for all the memories.
____________________________________________________________________________
dear myself,
life is surely tough for you.
stay strong.
rmber at times you're lonely.
rmber god is always with you.
:))
do not give up on urself.
do what u do best.
be yourself.
and strive!
_________________________________________________________________________
xoxo.
goodbye.
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