why?

?Why must I keep feeling that people will leave me?
why so sensitive about small issues?
why do I keep telling myself to be prepared in case what I dread happening will haeppen?

The past.
that's what haunting me.
People and their promises.
mountains of them.
and when I start trusting them, they go back to their words.

They come and go.
as and when they like.
Where goes the pact, the promises?
hell lot of them.

And that is why,
the feeling of insecurity in me

Sorry. If im too emotionally attached to someone..
and that someone had another someone else.
id rather be invisible.
because sooner or later,id be dumped aside.

Left like that way too many times.
it turned into a fear.

I wanna run away..
:(